Fubar Blogs 5

Just A Poem
The Death of the Hat--Billy CollinsOnce every man wore a hat.In the ashen newsreels,the avenues of citiesare broad rivers flowing with hats.The ballparks swelledwith thousands of straw hats,brims and bands,rows of men smoking and cheering in shirtsleeves.Hats were the law.They went without saying.You noticed a man without a hat in a crowd.You bought them from Adams or Dobbswho branded your initials in goldon the inside band.Trolleys crisscrossed the city.Steamships sailed in and out of the harbor.Men with hats gathered on the docks.There was a person to block your hatand a hatcheck girl to mind itwhile you had a drinkor ate a steak with peas and a baked potato.In your office stood a hat rack.The day war was declaredeveryone in the street was wearing a hat.And they were wearing hatswhen a ship loaded with men sank in the icy sea.My father wore one to work every dayand returned homecarrying the evening paper,the winter chill radiating from his overcoat.But today we go bareheadedinto the

Memorial Day...
Myself, My Father, My Mother and My Parent's Fathers... Five Generations. To the missed birthdays, the lonely Holidays, those that fall asleep with sand in their beds, woken by the sound of gunfire. To the long hours, the crappy food and the prayers to make it through another day. From Bunker Hill to St Mihiel, Omaha Beach to Iwo Jima, Inchon Valley to the Mekong Valley, from Beruit to Salines Airport, the streets of Khafji to the hills near Tirana, the World Trade Center to the Pentagon, MSR Tampa to the Hindu Kush...To those that lost friends, to those that lost a body part to those in a cell that lost heart and to those that lost it all... THANK YOU for choosing to stand that post. We, as a nation are indebted to you and those like you. Carlton, "Ski", "Wolf", "Rocko", "Kasper", I miss you Guys.

How To Tick People Off
HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." Practice making fax and modem noises. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room. Holler random numbers while someone is counting

David's Memories
Molly rolled over in the bed and realized that David wasn’t there it was 3 am and she figured he got up for a cup of coffee as he had been doing so she got up to join him. When she got downstairs, she wasn’t prepared for what she found it was David leaning over the coffee table weeping, wiping his hands on his chest repeatedly.“Davey are you alright?” she asked him as she put her hands on his shoulders sitting down behind him.“I can’t make the blood stop he keeps bleeding and I cannot make it stop. He took two rounds in the stomach and I can’t put his insides back in either. He is dying and I can’t make it stop what the fuck do I do now?” He kept repeating.She begins to weep along with him and is afraid the kids are going to come down and see their Daddy on the floor. “Please get up I don’t want the kids to see you like this David. Please get up off the floor and I will help you clean it up alright?” He wiped

R.i.p Brodie M. Collier 10/18/06 - 04/16/10 - Age
In memory of Brodie M. Collier Current mood: sad Category: Life At night when I fall asleepyou are all I dream of...The one who's always had my heart,my angel from above...I want to hold you in my arms,comfort you when you weep...Be there to tuck you in at night,then gently kiss your cheek...I want to tell you sweet dreams before you lay your head to rest...Then whisper softly in your ear,"to have you, I'm truly blessed"...I want to be able to love you,prove to you that your my ultimate joy...Then I wake up crying tearsbecause I'm without my little boy...My days without you hurt so bad,But I have alot of memories...And every day 'till we meet again,I'll wish I had you here with me...Not a day goes by that Mommy doesn't think of you my precious angel, but I know your not hurting anymore and I'm grateful for that.....Save mommy a seat, because when I meet you up there, i'll never leave your side....I love you so much Brodie, you were and always will be my sweetface....I miss you my

Legal History Of Cannabis In The United States
Legal history of cannabis in the United States /firstHeading bodyContent From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to:navigation, search In 1492, Christopher Columbus brought cannabis as rope of hemp into the New World. In 1619, Jamestown colony law declared that all settlers were required to grow cannabis. In 1797, George Washington grew cannabis for fiber production at Mount Vernon as his primary crop. Prohibitions of cannabis as drug arose in many states from 1906 and onward. By the mid-1930s, cannabis as a drug was regulated in every state by laws instituted through The Uniform State Narcotic Act.[1] In the 1970s, many places in the United States started to decriminalize cannabis. Most places that have decriminalized cannabis have one or more of civil fines, drug education, drug treatment in place of incarceration, criminal charges for possession of small amounts of cannabis, or have made various cannabis offenses the lowest priority for law enforcement. I

:(
I will not look at this as a goodbye.I will not allow the sorrow of this event to destroy me.I will embrace what you have taught me through theyears and carry that with me.You have not died. You will forever be a part of my life,and through me you will forever be a part of mychildren's as well. We are your legacy.I am proud to have had you in their lives.I hope they inherit your charm, your good nature, and yourcharisma. I know with your influence they will grow tobecome good men.You have raised me to the best of your abilityand for that I want to thank you.Thank you for being kind, thank you for being stronger thanyou know, and most of all, thank you for loving us.You have inspired me to live life to the fullest,and never back down.I will not be taken over by the anger andfrustration of your loss.Instead, I will remember the days when I was youngand you were my hero.I will see you in my dreams.There you will forever be healthy and strong.In time, I hope to embrace your freedom, freedo

Weekly Blog....
Just to keep you all updated on the crazy life that is mine: 1. today ham is 32 weeks old, for those of you who don't know (KLOVERLYNN) ham is a girl. Yes you can all laugh now at the thought of a mini Wicked running around or you can turn and run. Needless to say Ham has finally turned and has her head in the exit position....and Ive only gained 21lbs.... woohooo! 2. I was running late this morning to my doctors appointment and threw on the jeans i wore last night, being that they are the most comfortable. I jump in Jeff's truck because i have a hard time dropping into my car now and off to the appointment i go... As I'm walking into the building i feel a large sag in my crotch... what the fuck did i just poo? is this a new pregnant thing.... omg. I run into the secluded hallways and feel in my pants and pull out the culprit... yesterdays panties! 3. I get home and I'm wondering will i always have something funny happen to me.. why am i the butt off all my jokes. then the door bell

Mistress Janet / Fetish Nazi Bitch
MistreSS Janet FETISH NAZI BITCH VERGNÜGEN DURCH SCHMERZ Nothing brings to mind the images of total FEMALE SUPREMACY and DOMINANCE over males more than the extreme genre of the FETISH NAZI BITCH. Based on images of evil leather clad Nazi SS women in black boots, gloves, and tight fitting uniforms their power multiplied with the addition of a Luger pistol and a whip. This erotic taboo figure is based on the BDSM culture and protocol conjuring up images of sadistic Nazi SS women in command roles operating prison camps full of allied men during World War II. One can only dream of the imagine of a blond Aryan goddess in a tight fitting black SS uniform, her extreme cleavage spilling out as she struts around the camp in her black thigh high boots and riding crop followed closely by her equally gorgeous, well armed, personal blond Aryan bodyguards. Hollywood picked up on this

The Midknightdevil
I'm The MidKnightDevil here to party and dance the night away as for when the sun starts to rise it's to the grave I go with a salute to you and a song in my heart and memories of those loved and lost I'm The MidKnightDevil and thanks for letting me party with you.

Rules Of Blings
Well every month I big a bling pack for my self and I give out blings to people on my list. Really its only people I know that can get one so sorrry. now theres 2 ways to get blings constanly from me either 1. have 3 certain pictures if I give you a bling and your not on my family list that means you got them and you dont haveto worry about it.* 2. Just add me to your family list. Y limit is 5 but if im cool with you then I will buy you one *now i would tell you but it wouldnt be fun like that :P also i would have a bunch of people making these pictures just for 1 bling and i dont want that :P

Brenda Is A Fake Here Is The Proof
Brenda: ok hold on..im confirming it ok? log in there first ok? so i can start cancelling the perminute charges ok? cancel Chat 11:47pm reply Brenda: ok dear....dont buy credits there ..it will charge you silly ok? cancel Chat 11:47pm more To Brenda: ok loged on cancel Chat 11:47pm reply Brenda: ok darling i processed your 7 digit id now ok? so we are gonna use this tunnel site ok? this is used to CANCAEL THE PERMINUTE CHARGES OK.so that we will have more airtime....tell me when youre ready...

1st Blog...
ok... so I've been a part of the fubar social network for over a year! I know, because the achievement popped up! I don't quite remember how I stumbled upon this social network of sorts, but its been quite an experience. But honestly, Its been 2 days of activity... I didn't do much with fubar after signing up. It wasn't until I got an invite to fumafia by my miss deva that the fubar activity has gone through the roof. So... the achievements happened as if they were falling out of an overstuffed pez dispenser... I have an actual blog of my own, http://blog.stealthryche.com www.stealthryche.com You may have seen those links somewhere. Yeah, they belong to me. It felt good to type that in these troubled times (DRINK)

Pearls Of Wisdom
The greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything. The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways. The greatest magic is transmuting the passions. The greatest generosity is non-attachment. The greatest goodness is a peaceful mind. The greatest patience is humility. The greatest effort is not concerned with results. The greatest meditation is a mind that lets go. The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances. ~Atisha

What If
I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question What if? What if your words could be judged like a crime?

Please
Dear God, Today someone needs you. her name is gram and she needs your love to heal her back to health. Her family needs you too. i love this family with all my heart and im hopeing you will answer this prayer and heal her back to health. The family needs you to touch them love them and most of all heal gram. I know it sounds like alot but it would mean the world to me if you did this for me. I believe in you and i believe that you will answer my praywer and heal gram. I will be praying and hoping gram will heal and get healthy. So please god answer this prayer. I will be forever grateful if you do. with all my love Half Pint

Pain
last nite my cell rang , its my big brother . I knew then that this wasn't gonna be good, due to the fact my mom was admitted in the hospital last friday. She has struggled with breathing problems for the last 5 years & of course she is getting worse now. Now the steroids are not helping her like they used to , now they are pumping her full of steroids & morphine. My brother described her as "barrel chested"(she is normally small, 90 pounds) . He says that she is layin there in pain , moaning, begging for rest ! This is where it gets even worse, she is now starting to lose her mind, she is starting to say & do the things that Dad did right before he died. Now my brother informs me that mom's wishes are to be creamated, no preacher, no fancy urn & honestly, i'm glad that mom has chose to handle those things in her own way. My questions are limitless at this point. How does a person learn to let go of someone that loves me unconditionally, someone that is soo close to my he

Life
I've learned to let go of stupid things that has happen. Trying to stop the stress and just enjoy what I have. Keeping my words....like what I tell others when they are stressing, etc. Let things go and let it be. I hate stressing over things and I need to stop it fully. I'm going to enjoy my life with all the people I care about :-).

Gaza
Here are the available facts: On May 31, the Israel Defense Forces intercepted six ships, known as the Free Gaza flotilla, whose stated purpose was to break the Israeli blockade of Hamas-controlled Gaza in order to deliver humanitarian aid to Gaza. Since Israel withdrew from the Gaza Strip in 2005, 10,000 rockets and mortars have been fired on the Israeli civilian population. The naval blockade imposed by Israel has been necessary to limit the amount of munitions entering Gaza. In reality, the objective of the organizers of the flotilla was primarily to provoke Israel and magnify international scrutiny of Israel's blockade of Gaza. The flotilla was sponsored by an organization called the Turkish Humanitarian Relief Foundation, which is tied to various Islamic terrorist groups including Hamas and al-Qaeda. Upon learning of the flotilla, Israel advised Turkey and other governments that it would not allow any "humanitarian mission" to breach its defensive blockade of Gaza. Isr

Looking 4 This Picture
I am lookinhg for a picture I saw on one of the girls on heres pictures. I don't remember who's pictures it was on but if any of you out there know and can get me this picture I will buy you a 25 credit bling pack. The picture has the Angels on one side and the Demons on the other they are fliing at each other about to go into battle but not yet engaged in battle. I believe it is in black and whit,also the ones closes to you are big and as they get further away they get smaller and smaller until they fade away and there is alot on both sides . If you can find me this picture I will reward you with a 25 credit bling pack . Thank you for all your help it is very much appreciated. :)

Puzzled
I dont know what to do anymore. I have argued with my husband so many times over him lying to me its not funny. He calls his ex wife the same things he calls me and he asks her for pic. of herself. He tells me he wont do it again and he does. He tells me that he wont do something and he does under a diff. name thinking I wont find out. I just dont know what to do anymore. I mean I still love him but its getting harder and harder to trust him. Im 24 wks. preg. and I cant stand to be this frustruated. I'm puzzled on what to do.

Tavlor, Målningar Och Väggdekoration Till Otroliga Priser
TavlorMålningarVäggdekorationer Tavlor, oljemålningar, väggdekorationer, målningar, tavlor som tryck på duk.Onlinegalleri som erbjuder de lägsta priserna och bästa kvaliteten på tavlor

Emotions
So here is the deal since I just started a new job, I dont have a paycheck YET!!!!! I have to do what I really dont wanna do... bye bye computers, at least for now until this job takes off. Which sucks ass cause now the only time I will be on the web is if I take my happy butt to the lib. Just so u know I will check in from time to time but fam and bills come first b4 games on the web and my fubar *crys** I will miss my Club Chronic Family!!!!! And my other family that floats about the fuland. loves to all *muahz* i will have mobile yahoo for a bit but dunno how long that will last.........

And God Created Texas.....
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God smiled deeply and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, and I've put life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a place to test Balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, "I'm still confused." God explained, pointing to different parts of Earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over here I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things." God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice.

A Cry Not Spoken
ONCE again i find myself ignorant, shallow of the strength i lack for a day well spent . should we say , now as the hour begins to fall the glass becomes pessimistic of a dream i once saw . i cannot blame anyone as fault balongs to me try lookin at fate through my eye you then may understand loss as you feelme bleed . who is this behind me , that hides in shadows? a being of death maybe , when my soul becomes hollow . hate takes me quickly . at this moment my only hope is my brother . i wonder how can he help me , when this poison has also left him confused and pale , we maintain this struggle of pain through a bond of blood . a silent cry to god as we lose our loved ones . i shall return would be my last words . a beast no more when my ashes lay upon this ern . i finally walk free from this realm of evil tears . with one remaining on my left eye to tell a story you cannot hear . my soul shall ponder forever in the hearts of those who knew me , forget me not , for the flesh you know l

Ecstasy
I'm slowly taking your cloths off one by one till i get to your panties. I'm kissing your inner thighs slowly but lightly. I grazed my teeth across your pussy through your panties. I start pulling them off with my teeth. then start blowing on your pussy watching your thighs tremble with ecstasy. i come up and lay on my side next to you kissing your soft lips while i have my palm on your outer g-spot with my fingers moving in small circles on your clit slowly. then start tapping your wet pussy in a rapid motion. I'm kissing along your neck down towards your nice and firms breasts sucking and and using my other hand to squeeze them firmly. i stick my index finger into your hot and wet pussy puling in and out very slowly as i make my way down there with my tongue and lips. i pull out my finger and lick the outer lips of your pussy and then spread them out to lick the inner lips. i start flickering my tongue on your inner g-spot and sucking on it while i reach around with the

Ever Wonder...
Ever wonder why when everything seems to be going good, things are looking up and all is well, something or someone always messes it up? Ever wonder why these people or things do it?? IDK... just a lil hurt, annoyed and aggravated... :(

Freedom
I find it funny that people in the usa think that they are free when in reality they are nothing more than a bunch of lab rates looking for there piece of cheese in the giant maze from hell what we call life now isn't that irronice.

I'll Be ( Original )
I guess if he doesnt feel this way about you, I dont no? im sure there are alot of single good guys out there that would love to switch places with him or create a new destination in your life but im sure everything will workout for the better, just live love and laugh, life is to short, 1~Luv This was put together by devotedxme from (youtube). I just like this song and video u might enjoy, Peace

Love
ISLAND OF FEELINGSThere was once an island where all the different feelings lived: the feelings of Richness,Vanity,Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and Love.One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink. They prepared all their boats and left. Only Love remained.Love wanted to stay until the last moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me?""No, because there are many silver and gold things on my boat. I have no room for you."Love then decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, help me please!""I can not help you Love. You're all wet and you might damage my boat"Sadness was close by, Love asked, "Sadness, let me come with you."."Ooh ... Love, I am so sad that I need to be alone!"Happiness also passed by Love, but he was so happy he did not even hear the call of Love!Suddenly, a voice said, "Come Love, I will

Possible Wedding Song
I guess the time was right for us to say We'd take our time and live our lives together day by dayMake a wish and send it on a prayerWe know our dreams can all come true if loving we can shareWith you I'll never wonder will you be there for me With you I'll never wonder you're the right one for me(chorus)I finally found a love of a lifetimeA love to last my whole life throughI finally found a love of a lifetimeForever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeWith every kiss our love is like brand new And every star up in the sky was made for me and youStill we both know that the road is longWe know that we will be together because our love is strong(chorus)(instrumental)(chorus)(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Love of a lifetime(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Finally found a love(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Ooh, forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeOoh ooh ooh

Help Me Open For Kiss!!!
Click the Demand it button on my page and vote for Makayla Dawn. THe winner gets to open for KISS! How awesome is that! I would really appreciate your help. leave me a message stating that you voted and I'll put you on my list of people to remember! It's free to vote so please VOTE and ask your friends to! Thanks a million and love to all!

First Date Song
The Search Is Over - SurvivorHow can I convince you what you see is real Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew I took for granted the friend I have in you I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Can we last forever, will we fall apart At times it's so confusing, the questions of the heart You followed me through changes, and patiently you'd wait Till I came to my senses, through some miracle of fate I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Now the miles stretch out behind me, loves that I have lost Broken hearts lie victims of the game Then good luck, it finally stuck like lightning from the blue Every highway's leading me back to you Now

Bleading Hearts
well you can like me or you cant, who gives a hary rats ass? i am me, you are you, they are they. a lot of people like barking up other peoples trees, here is an idea, bark up your own damn tree. maybe if you tried that ever once in a while you might see that the real problems in your life is realy only just your own problems. i know it is hard for some people but dont shit and fall back in it cause it makes you smell just like it, and it gives you away cause other people can smell shit also, and most of them aint stupid so they know exactly where that shit smell is coming from. sincerly (FU) josh- have a nice day :)

Foolishly Into You
I've loved you in the dark when no body was there, I dreamed of me with you, together flying everywhere… I found solace in the warmth and the love for you I bear, I lived with the hope you’d love me and show me that you care… With every time you’ve hurt me, I knew my love is true, I was full of pain and bitterness, but still I couldn’t let go… I’ve felt my heart breaking into pieces, and still awaited you to mend it, I’ve seen my happiness consistently vanishing, but my faith in you never ended… You played hard to get and I was merrily fooled into the game, Then the game was over, you were gone, but my love was still the same… Those little things we do or the sweet words people may say… Like I miss you baby or my passion for you sweeps me away, Triggers pain in my heart & leaves me wondering all day, Why after all this hurt and misery, I still feel for you this way…

Things I Do On Bored.com
Personality Type Report for ryan Your Personality Preferences INTROVERT While you may not be anti-social, you do need (and deserve) your private time and space to retreat from the world. Unlike extroverts, you need to develop a concept of the world or some aspect of it before experiencing it. Too much socializing may sap your energies. Your energies are derived from exploring the inner world of ideas, impressions and pure thought. SENSORY You usually gather information with your senses: what you can see, hear, taste, touch and smell in the physical world. The facts gathered from the sensory data you process are the building blocks of your model of our world. You concentrate your energies on what actually exists and do not ponder what might exist too much. You are usually practical and rely on your common sense to guide you through the world. You see things as they are and have little or no need to search for underlying meanings. JUDGING Y

Karma
Karma--from the root kri, "to do"--is the means by which you become the architect of your own destiny. The word karma literally means deed, but implies the entire cycle of cause and its effects. According to the law of karma, every human action--in thought, word, or deed-- inevitably leads to results or consequences, positive or negative, depending upon the quality of the action. Karma deals with causality. A specific action leads to a specific result. A positive act will lead to a positive result, hence, to the experience of positive events, may it be in this life or in future ones. On the other hand, negative acts will unavoidably sooner or later lead to suffering. This is the Law of Cause and Effect of itself, because the result will unavoidably correspond to the nature of the cause. For example, if you plant a seed, a certain kind of plant will grow from this. From a bean seed, a bean plant will grow; from an apple seed an apple tree will grow and not any other kind.

Random Stuff
Women often receive warnings about protecting themselves at the mall and in dark parking lots, etc. This is the first warning I have seen for men. I wanted to pass it on in case you haven't heard about it. This will only become more commonplace as the weather warms.A 'heads up' for those men who may be regular Lowe's, Home Depot, or Costco customers. This one caught me by surprise. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you or your friends.Here's how the scam works:Two seriously good-looking 20-something girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say 'No' and instead ask you for a ride

Shocked
i cant believe the news about the undertaker bein found in a vegitative state over last week by his brother kane and that he might be dead i cried for the loss of this great man it will never be the same without he there im glad i went to wrestlemania 26 and got to see him RIP

Love
I love you with all of my heart I will never get over the feeling that I have so strongly for you I just keep thinking about how if I would ever lose you how I would spend the rest of my life trying to get you back And thinking about how my life will never be complete with out you in it You are my world You are my strength You are the reason that I get up ever morning You are the reason that I want to live You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me I just keep thinking of the mistakes that I have made in our relationship And how I would go back to take them all away I know that we will have our little fights and arguments Every argument that we have kills me inside But all that I can think of is’ In the end will we remain together? And I know that you will be there for me when I need you the most You sit there and say that I do not love you But you got it all wrong I love you more and more each day I love you more and more with every breath that I take and with eve

Points
I will be selling my points often. If you are interested the following are what I charge. If you want them let me know the day you wish to be alturized. 1 auto & 1 boomerang or 10 mil fubucks and 2 boomerangs If you buy me a 65 credit bling pack..I will use that to buy auto If you throw in a bomb along with any of these I will bomb during that time as well. Also looking for a hh in which you will get points as well. Sb me and we can discuss any deals you want to make.

Just Got My Classes
Totally stoked about it. I got: . Advanced Anatomy and Physiology . Advanced Anatomy and Physiology LAB . Medical Terminology I & II . Computer 0149 . AIDS Education and CPR/First Aid for Physician and Healthcare Workers OH YEAH! :) :) :) :)

Just Thinking
Starting to think about winding down my time here on Fubar. It seems like it is just become about the games. Leveling, points, begging and pleading without and thought or feeling about the ones you call friends and ask them for favors. I am not a VIP or have money to buy blings, or any of the imaginary stuff so many think are so important on here so I am mostly ignored. I wanted friends who might actually care and maybe share a thought or two in the shout box, an occasional comment or a rate or drink to show you actually care. If you think all I am good for is to help you level, not an actual person, but just a click or two on the keyboard to help you out, you are not a true friend and I ask you to please remove yourself from my family, friends, fans and fans of list. If you do care, talk to me once in a while!!!!!

Stuck
She walked back into the salon after her break and headed straight for her station. There was a graduation in that room later and she had to pack up her tools. The director stopped her and asked if he could have a word with her. Am I introuble, she asked jokingly. He joked back, Why does everyone go there first. But she was in trouble. She had taken another client for a fuck up and that had snow balled into a giant fucking mess. They kept getting interupted. A pregnant lady needing to go to the emergency room forced her back into the salon for a moment where several girls were aware she had been pulled into the directors office. I think I am getting written up, she said solemnly. What? Why? Because of that fucking cunt Georgette. I should have turned and ran the other way as soon as she approched me. I'm an idiot. The immediate emergency over she was called back into the office. He told her not to be upset. But I am upset. This is crazy. Before I ever retrieved the guest from the w

Wicked Mind
As daddy was asleep, he hears the ringing off the hook. He finally got up to see where it was coming from. As he stumble around he hears it coming from his daughters room. Again she was on the phone last night and forget to put it back in it's place in the living room. As he search to find it, he stumbled across his daughter's diary. Knowing it was wrong, he was also curious to know what his daughter been doing since she's almost all grown up and hope she's not into anything bad. He keep on reading how fun she had going out, how lucky she has it, sometimes bummed out cause stuff didn't work out but didn't get to her. Then he stumbled into how she didn't like how her friends think her daddy is handsome. They would make fun of her and say things like "if he was my daddy, I'd....? " I bet he as a big . . .? As he keep reading she wrote down how one night she had a dream about her daddy. Then those dreams started to become more sexual and how hot and horny she be waking up in the

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"The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this:A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive.To him... a touch is a blow,a sound is a noise,a misfortune is a tragedy,a joy is an ecstasy,a friend is a lover,a lover is a god,and failure is death.Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create - - - so that without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him. He must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency he is not really alive unless he is creating." -Pearl S. Buck

Weed For The Pain
hey all is just me or dose it seem that no one gets that weed wwas gods gift to us to cure pain. my whole life i have delt with exteem pain though out my body. and i been though every pain pill there is and the only thing that work is weed . i just wish it was legal in my state.

Spirit
Do you count yourself as spirit Walking amoung the Dreams of Other RealmsKnowing the Universe beyond Common Senses Do you Reach Out to Touch at InfinityAnd Undertake an Account of Eternity To See beyond the Stars and the InfinitesimalEven in our Smallness, We are Grand We open our Hearts and find UnityLeaving our Essence in Grace And our Thoughts in Awe

Drinking With A Arizona Girl
A Mexican, an Arab, and a Arizona girl are in the same bar. when the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls our his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico, our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the same one twice." The Arab, obviously impressed by this, drinks non-alcohol beer (cuz he's a muslim!), throws it into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. "In the Arab World, we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same glass twice either." The Arizona girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45, and shoots the Mexican and the Arab. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In Arizona, we have no many illegal aliens that we don't have to drink with the sames ones twice." God Bless Arizona

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My Sexual Position Based On My Zodiac Sign
Sexual position based on zodiac signCasey's Zodiac sign is VirgoVirgos have two sides to their personality. The Virgin and the Vixen. They may want you to THINK they are all sweet and virginal, but they are definitely NOT! However, Virgos are looking for a long term partner, not a one night stand or an affair! They ten...d to seduce with finesse, charm and subtlety so you may not even realize you're being lured by a Virgo!! Once Virgo has been in a relationship for awhile, they get engrossed in housework and things like that, which can cause a serious dip in libido.FAVE POSITION Almost anything, as long as it involves eye contact!BEST SEX TOY It's more of a game. Write down five wild sex acts and put them in a bowl. Get Virgo to pick one out at random, and then do what you\'re told!! Virgo LOVES spontaneous sexuality!VIRGO MALE IN BED You can be quite boring at times because you have set views on how a woman should be. You don\'t mean to criticize or offend, but your perfectionist ways

Memories
OPEN UP THE TOP DRAWER OF MY DRESSER, MOVE A PIECE OF PAPER TO SIDE. I SEE THE KEY CHAIN SHE GIVE ME WITH THE WORDS I LOVE. JUST LAYING THERE IN SIDE. I CLOSE MY EYES AND THINK OF HER AND ALL THE THINGS WE SHARED NOT HAVING TO DOUBT MY HEART WANDERING IF SHE CARED. I OPEN MY EYES AND ON THE NIGHTSTAND SITS A WINE BOTTLE CORK OF A BOTTLE OF WINE WE SHARED ON A COOL SATURDAY NIGHT. I CLOSE MY EYES AND REMEMBER THE TASTE OF THE WINE ON HER LIPS. AND OF THE SWEET LOVE WE MADE THAT NIGHT. EVERYTHING AROUND ME REMINDS ME OF HER. HOW NERVOUS I WAS THE NIGHT WE MET ON APRIL 17, HOW JUST THE TOUCH OF HER SKIN EASED MY WORRIES WITH JUST A KISS ON THE CHEEK. WHEN I AM DRIVING DOWN THE ROAD ON ANY GIVEN DAY I CAN LOOK AND FROM MY MIRROR HANGS A NECKLACE THAT SHE GAVE. I CLOSE MY AND THINK TO MYSELF THAT I WAS A LUCKY MAN I JUST HOPE TONIGHT SHE IS AS HAPPY AS ME. BECAUSE MY MEMORIES OF HER I CAN TRULY SAY I AM. B.W.C.

Mauranna And Thomas
Hello everyone. I beenwith Thomas off and on for 8 years and now we arefinaly together and soon ro e engaged. I love him o deah and he a great guy to be with. He in the Army and coming to see me in a xouple weeks

Poems
Some say the world is black and white, Where one is wrong, and one is right. Some say the world is a hazey grey, And where you stand, who can say? So who are you who would judge me? Decideing my fate, telling who I should be! And if I rebel, what will you do? Take the sword of justice, and run me through? And when I die, will you be there? Would you damn me to the devils lair? "It's for the best" is what you'll say, as you shake your head and walk away. Well even if In hell I burn, to your ways I'll NEVER turn! So if the world IS black and white, Where one is wrong, and one is right... I am my own, I choose my way! And for my life... I will pay!

Just Stuff
Well I have been offline a bit lately and have passed several states with in that time from indiana, wisconsin, michigan, alabama, and right now kentucky. I am sorry to those who feel I havent given enough time to you here. Before I had this job I didnt have any thing better to do than sit here and have a blast on fubar! But theres something called Real Life and well I cannot live for free! Nor do I wanna stay stuck any where feeling like I cannot get out of there! Whether its home, or Maries or where ever...... I have commented a few status's and left a couple shouts to the 2 people I talked to the most on here. I guess I just dont know I dont feel wrong or bad for doing what i hve to do thats life you know. I will be in kentucky for a month so I wont be here alot I will be out enjoying myself I hope thats ok! I do luv my Fu's and I hope the feeling is mutual! Dont be mad at me!

A Note
I am going to be gone a few days,not sure how long yet.I am not one to allow people in my private life & I dont plan on starting now.I go on Wednesday so that gives me one more day,Procedure will be done on Thursday. The only thing that will be said is that I have some health issues and I am taking the first step hopefully back to recovery.I say I will be gone a few days because I am not sure if I am able to have my laptop there or not or how long they will keep me afterwards,a day a week I just dont know anything about this. There are only maybe 3 maybe 4 people on here that know what is going on and I prefer to keep that way. So dont forget to love on me.MY RANKING is bad enough since I havent really been here,just been online without much to do with this page.Sorry about that..I know I havent been talking that much lately,but so much has been going on with all this and I am trying to get my ducks in a row Keep it real and God Bless you all.... P.S I get to see my lilman in the

Makes Me Sick
It really pisses me off when people check me out and dont even bother to rate,comment, add when they see my age and i'm not the sexiest chick on fubar. The inside is what counts i mean come on people this is an adult site!!!

Vote For Me For Pennsylvania Governor
Robert R. Preston Brookville, Jefferson Co., PA I will not align myself with any party, I do not even like being called independent. I am just a citizen of Pennsylvania. * I can give a vague answer as well as the rest of them. * Absolute pro-gun, unlicensed OC & CC, license optional, removal of vehicle issue, strike the "firearm" transfer thing along with the PSP recording of such. * The Constitutions mean what the words in them say. * For the decriminalization of marijuana, then regulated and taxed like alcohol. * Pro-choice on abortion up to the end of the 1st trimester. Only pro after that for medical reasons of the mother. * NO PARTIAL BIRTH ABORTIONS! (I'm sorry, that shit is sick how they do that) * I dont care if you are gay or straight, what religion you are, your nation of origin so long as you are here legally, gender, race, creed - laws apply equally, and all rights, priviledges, and immunities shall be equal amongst the People. * Tax relief/credits for companies

Dinner For Two
1 package (about 5 sausages) of Sweet Italian Sausage links 1 D'Anjou Pear (should be as firm as an apple) 1 Medium Sized Zucchini 1 Firm Large Plum 1'4 large white onion Black Pepper Minced Garlic 1 loaf crusty French Bread Place the sausage links in a large, deep frying pan and make sure they are not up against each other. Cover them in water, and turn on the burner to about medium heat. While the sausages are starting to cook, cut up the pear, zucchini, and onion into bite sized chunks. (DO NOT DICE THEM.... it will get too mushy) Quarter the plum, remove the pit, and then slice up the quarters into thin slices. The plum will lend a tartness to the meal that is incomparable. Turn your sausages over. Once all the produce is sliced and chopped, add it to the pan. Your water by this time will have almost simmered out, so add more water to once again cover the sausages.Add black pepper and garlic to taste. Keep your heat at medium for about another 6 minutes or so, then turn

Groovy Form
{GOD) Inventory Check List.Just fill in your totals beside the colon for each item. Depending on your current level not all territory or equipment may be available for purchase.Level Mobsize TerritoryNewsstand:Deserted Lot:Abandoned Storefront:Townhomes:Restaurant:Town Square:Auto Body Shop:Night Club:Condo Complex:Luxury Hotel:Vacant Military Bunker:Helipad:Skyscraper:Resort Casino:Outlet Shopping Strip:Office Building:Airport:Internet Data Center:Offshore Oil Rig:EquipmentWeaponsRusty Butterknife:Tennis Racket:Wrench:.357 Revolver:12 Gauge Shotgun:Tommy Gun:Tech 9:M16:Fortified M16:M134D Gatling Gun:Sniper Rifle:AT4 Rocket Launcher:Machine Gun:M2 Flamethrower:AK-74 Grenade Launcher:ArmorBullet Proof Vest:Body Armor:Full-Body Tactical Armor:Bomb Disposal Suit:Blast Shelter:Reinforced Blast Shelter:VehiclesStreet Bike:Military Jeep:Armored Truck:Tactical Utility Vehicle:Battle Tank:Super Tank:AH-64 Apache Helicopter:Stealth Apache:Unarmed Submarine:Armed Submarine:Skill points:Attack:D

The Darkness Inside
My life, as torturous as it may be. This life, it is sane to me. Overwhelming, it would be for thee. A life of anger and pain it would be. Followed closely by misery and despair. There is nothing that compares. So jus stay the fuck away, away from me. Haunted by thoughts of homicidal rage. I live in a life of darkness, souless and uncaring. Demons settling in, deeply roaming. Darkest of the dark, forever free. Never helping, always destroying me. Ripping through the heart of me. Always pain, never any glee. Cries of rage and screams of pain echo thru the distance to find a kindred spirit. cant keep them down

Sexual Appitite ;)
I crawl under the table, lift your dress over your silky creamy thighs, jus enough to xxpose them beautifully glistenin lips. teasin you, my tongue slides round the out walls of your constant moisten pussy. you out a slight but quiet moan. my rings catching your clit, jus enough for you to feel. body squirmin to get ever closer. tryin not to draw to much attention as to what is goin on in our direction. you slide your ass closer to the edge of your seat. pullin my face closer to your pussy, the smell of your scent intoxicating. my tongue slidin in deeper and deeper. your hands grabbin my long hair, pullin me in tighter between your creamy thighs. my tongue movin in and out between your drippin lips. my teeth nibblin, sometimes soft. most times hard, jus so i can see the pain, pleasure on your face as i peek from under where im at.hearin you wince and moan has got me hard. the more i flirt with your clit, the louder you get.people turn to see what is all the comotion. mostly

Jus A Tease Hehe
walk up behind you, wrap my arms round your body. as they barely touch your already erect nipples. my hands grabbin and messagin your tits. slowly movin down, i slip my fingers past your lips. sliding two inside you. my fangs penitrating your neck. as the blood runs down your body. reachin your hand around you grab my hard cock. feelin me through my jeans as they get tighter with your hand bein there. you reach over my waist band. slide your hand down insinde my jeans. grabbin my hard cock, you begin strokin me. gettin harder as you move up and down on me. slidin your hand over my belt, you loosen it. pullin it out one loop at a time. slowly your teeth find the buttons on my jeans. carefully undoin them on by one. slowly pullin my hand away from your pussy, squeezin your lips as i move to your jeans. undoin them, carefully. slowly lettin them fall to the floor. exposin your perfect pussy, your swollen lips. to be continued, hehe.

Rip Matthew Todd Roberts June 08, 1974-june 06, 2010
Man dies from river accidentFrom Staff ReportsOriginally published: June 07. 2010 3:01AMLast modified: June 06. 2010 11:33PMA 35-year-old Maryville man died Sunday at Blount Memorial Hospital after being rescued from Little River Saturday, officials said.Family members found Matthew Todd Robert, 35, Mistletoe Drive, Maryville, lying face-up in ankle-deep water, a witness from the scene said.Travis Brookshire — who met up at the picnic area with his kids, Robert and his family — said his friend had gone to retrieve a tube that was floating down the river.Public Information Officer for the Blount County Sheriff’s Office Marian O’Briant the incident happened at about 6:30 p.m. Saturday.“Witnesses told deputies that he was attempting to retrieve a rubber tube that his son lost,” she said in a prepared statement. “They said he followed it a short distance from the bank in an attempt to retrieve the float, and he fell into the water.” When witn

Stuff I Find As I Surf The Web
I've learned you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned you can do something in an instant that will give you a heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that sometimes I just need to be held. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades a

Baby Moon Facts
I just recently was diagnosed with the disease lupus and mixed connective tissue disease so my life has been a lot different from how it may look in all my photos..NOT SOMETHING I LIKE TO TALK ABOUT BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS!! Lupus is one of many disorders of the immune system known as autoimmune diseases. In autoimmune diseases, the immune system turns against parts of the body it is designed to protect. This leads to inflammation and damage to various body tissues. Lupus can affect many parts of the body, including the joints, skin, kidneys, heart, lungs, blood vessels, and brain. Although people with the disease may have many different symptoms, some of the most common ones include extreme fatigue, painful or swollen joints (arthritis), unexplained fever, skin rashes, and kidney problems. At present, there is no cure for lupus. However, lupus can be effectively treated with drugs, and most people with the disease can lead active, healthy lives. Lupus is characterized by periods of

Join My Mob In Fumafia
You are the WorldCompletion, Good Reward.The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Painter's
Please, be polite.They will come big, medium and smallBut, this doesn’t matter at allNow, eat it rightSlip your fingers in, gently pull it apartand lick up the juice that may run out and down your chinIt is ready and waiting now, whenever you areYou don’t need a knife, fork, or spoon at all.You only need your mouth and your fingers. That’s allRemember, there is no coreno stemno rindno pitno seedsno throw away at allSo don’t make it a choreEnjoy what you're eating

Me.
I just don't understand how you guys think I'm attractive. All throughout my elementary through high school years, I got called ugly. People never wanted to hang out with me or be my friend because of how I look. I guess you to have to look good to be a friend...Oh well.

Blah
1. Your Name: 2.Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like 4play? 23. What is 4play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it

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Think !
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. Life Is a GiftToday before you say an

Rant
where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income, and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government)... are so quick to help Haiti and other countries... but do nothing for our own!!! Just the facts.

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The Dailies
my first official morning here at fubar....upon joining last night, everyone was so nice to me. there is a lot to this site, so today i am going to be exploring it a bit to see how it works, what all is involved here. was checking out the blings and saw the cherry bong....lol...so i have fired my personal one up and will begin my day. later this morning i will be going out shopping, a girl can never have enough outfits now can she? lol.....but i have walked holes in all my flipflops now, so i gotta go get me some more. i also need a new swimsuit for laying out in, which i will be doing this afternoon. hope to see you around the bar, and stay safe! kisses.... muffins

A Meal, For The Beast.
We've all seen those movies. A rainy Saturday afternoon, turn on the TV, and here is "Horror Theater"; or something to that effect. In the standard chiller flick, we have a poor unfortunate innocent idiot, on a dark night, walking alone. What he doesn't realize (but we do) is that only a few steps behind him he is being stalked by a hideous beast; with long sharp teeth and claws, red eyes, and a hungry expression. When the lone moron finally realizes his predicament, it is already way too late. He tries to run away but his legs turn to rubber. Salvation is visible but unreachable, and finally he becomes the gruesome monster's latest repast. You know it's funny, but this same scenario is being played out, as I write this, in the Gulf of Mexico. Here is the cast of characters: MONSTER: Played very realistically by a blown out oil well, spewing thousands of gallons of oil into a once-pristine maritime ecosystem. MORONS: Played by British Petroleum, with minor bit parts played

You Fuckers
Don't piss down our bscks and call it rain. Don't exalt leaders because it's PC to do so. No "Leader" wants to take us anywhere. Who spends life getting into power for the good of the people? We need to stop fighting about left and right and just start fighting. Shit is crooked. The examples are ample. 2000 kisses are 2010 disses. Don't get me started.

Things People Say...
Hello friends, Please allow me to introduce myself and give a little back ground information on who i am. I am Raymond Joseph Gervais a Forty Two year old divorced father of Three, Two sons and One daughter. I was born in New Orleans on the West bank. At the age of Six my Father a crane operator was killed at Avondale Shipyard, my Mother then moved us Ten miles North of "Nawlins" to Slidell to be close to my Grandparents. I have traveled over much of the U.S. but lived here always. I grew up on the bayous that surround our home, Bon Fuca and Liberty mostly. I had a Twelve foot flat boat with a Fifteen hp outboard when I was Ten. I played Football for St.Tammany Jr. High and then for Salmen High. After high school I went to Slidell Vo-Tec for Maintenance Mechanic. When I turned Eighteen I went to work Offshore as an apprentice crane mechanic and have been there (offshore) ever since. I have been on almost every "Rig" in the Gulf Of Mexico as well as the Persian Gulf. In the time since t

Older Soldiers, Good Idea
Drafting Guys Over 60 This is funny & obviously written by a Former Soldier... New Direction for any war: Send Service Vets over 60! I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. You can't be older than 42 to join the military. They've got the whole thing ass-backwards. Instead of sending 18-year olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35. For starters, researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy. Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. 'My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry.' We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for awhile. An 18-year-old doesn't even like

All About Me
hey this is me i'm lisa ann rapstine 40 female from texas lol nothing better then texas , i'm a single mom , i'm 5 ft, few extra pounds but more of me too love i have a 42d chest , i love watching movies i collect movies and men lol i have a fun personality and i am alot of fun i just got out of a relationship i am looking too meet a guy who is down to earth and doesnt' play games love to flirt so don't be shy add me if u see what u like i am friendly, love to chat on the phone and love to text , i have been told i have a very sexy voice and i know that guys love that in a woman lol i am looking for a fun sweet, careing, crazy , all around nice guy who likes to have fun and not take life too seriously so if thats u drop me a line and don't be shy cause lord know's i 'm not shy so let's see who's going to be the first guy on here to take virginty away from fubar lol new to this so hit me up ok talk to you beautiful people later

Dark Parking Lots Where Shopping Carts Go Uncollected....
- so i wish i could remember everything that happened on march 27, i was out with my friend celebrating my 22 birthday. it was a great night.. greatfuldeads all night... shitfaced ... i was walking towards my car, i was basically beligerent so i obviously couldnt drive. my friend was calling a taxi and we were in the back of the brickhouse. its really dark parking lot. id say around 1130 so it was definately before last call. while we were waiting we were both talking loud and waiting for the taxi. a officer made an assumption that my friend was my boyfriend and that we were fighting, both of those assumptions were and are false. the officer then tapped me on the shoulder from behind, "to see if i was okay" and i just started to defend myself. immediately i was slammed against the hood of my car, and i couldnt hear that it was a cop because i wasnt listening, it didnt matter, the fact is a male who was 3 times my size touched me from behind and i promised before i moved back here tha

Song Lyrics To Share
Everyone wants to always know what the song I play most of the time means. Well here it is and now some of you may understand why I choose this song. Indochine: Le Grand Secret lyrics Laisse-moi être comme toi Laisse-moi être toi Laisse-moi être ton sang Laisse-moi un peu de temps Je rougirai quand je te verrai Et quand je te parlerai Mais quand les lumires seront éteintes Je te dirigerai sans crainte Laisse-moi faire comme un garçon Laisse-moi cette illusion Laisse-moi être ton roi Laisse-moi le faire comme toi Je te montrerai comment on fait Et puis je te remplacerai Je ferai comme une fille qui se défend Une fille qui perd son sang Laisse-moi être comme toi Laisse-moi plusieurs fois Laisse-moi être tes yeux Laisse-moi faire l'amoureux Et si un jour tu devais t'en aller Est-ce que tu pourrais bien m'emporter Et si un jour tu pouvais tout quitter Est-ce que tu pourrais garder notre secret Laisse-moi être ta croix Laisse-moi essayer Laisse-moi être just

Soldier
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket.A Soldier.....:When he wants so

What Does It Take
The path i go down sometime i think what am i doing here is this the way life is and the way God wanted it im 27 yrs old brown eyes brown hair 5'9 195pounds and living life the best i can one day at a time

Sell Tools
rst off, I don't give a shit if you do this or not, you have NOT gotten me to this point and it's safe to say Tomorrow you will not help me either. Same goes for me too, I have nothing to do with your life either. Second, I own a Tool & Supply biz. We Sell safety equipment and Tools to construction companies nationwide. 6017 Items to be exact. Women do very well at this, listen NO offense, but i am a realist, WE ALL flirt on here either for acceptance, to make ourselves feel important or just to find someone to get us off. Listen I am the Playahs Playa. With that in mind, I know some of you are just the same, playing games with people for our own amusement. Since you have

Activia To Help Your #2
Me and the red headed lady ( i wont name names) have been on the activia 14 day challenge for a while now and I have to admit as mundane as eating yogurt daily is, there is no turning back for me.. It all started when Seamus (the ass) scared the living crap out of me talking about how pregnant woman get hemorrhoids, he started to tell me horror stories of big ass tissues with blood hanging from my hole and that night I had nightmares... all i could think of was having balls of blood dangling out my butt hole. The next day that red head told me that you can get them if you push to hard when pooing. Since most woman my age don't poo everyday i was in mortal danger. a day later (3 days of backing up) i swear to god i gave birth to a poo, the girth on this thing was beyond anything i have ever seen. Yes woman do look before they flush.. I was screaming out in pain and the whole fucking time i was cursing Seamus for his hemorrhoids.... I went and got bran, senokot and activia that d

Job Creation 101: Tax Hikes Don't Work
The good news is that the economy created 431,000 jobs in May,according to the latest government report. The unemployment rate alsofell from 9.9 percent down to 9.7 percent. However, the bad news isthat 411,000 of those jobs were government jobs working on theCensus.Of course, since these jobs are purely temporary, they will alldisappear when the enumeration ends. So much for the governmentcreating jobs. The private sector, meanwhile, created only 41,000 new jobs in May and job losses have leveled off even as job crestion remains stagnant. Layoffs have returned to their pre-recessionary levels. Hiring,however, has not returned to pre-recession levels. Between the lastquarter of 2007 and March 2010, the number of monthly new hires fellfrom 5.2 million to 4.2 million-a drop of 938,000 workers(without rounding). Hiring remains well below pre-recessionary rateseven as layoffs have returned to normal levels.To sum it up, all the bailouts and the allegedly job-creating stimuluspackages have

Bigger, Harder And Stronger
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Category: News And Politics
Proud to be WhiteMichael Richards makes his point......................Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act.. He makes some very interesting points...Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, AsianAmericans, Arab Americans, etc.And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sn eer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' ' Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman'... and that's OK.But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .. You call me a racist.You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Da y. You have Black History Month.. You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yom Hashoah.

Bling Ideas
I think we need a birthday cake bling in classics we have birthday reminders so why noy a birthday cake bling. A cheesecake bling would be nice too what do u think. What About An Old #7 Bling To Honor Jack Daniels Or A Black#3 for Dale Sr

Bambam84
Today’s topic is religion. Now I know what I just said may make you feel like I’m about to bash the hell (no pun intended) out of religion, but I’m not. It’s actually religious tolerance. This includes people that don’t have religious beliefs. I used to hate all things religious. I would rail against Christianity and saw anyone who believed in a god to be a mental midgets, sorry if I offended any little people. That’s what you guys like to be called right? Anyway, over time I’ve come to realize that what somebody else practices and believes in is just as valid as me not believing in a god. But here lies the problem, people whose very religion tells them they ought to be tolerant, aren’t. They tell you what you should believe as if they have some inside scoop the rest of us don’t. Well here’s a news flash, YOU DON’T HAVE A CLUE WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT. You’re just scared like the rest of us; you have no moral soa

Huh?
to the crazy folk downtown; this is 2010 and there are better ways to do things. guy w/ the sleeping bag as a cape: two words: dollar and store. you can get an ACTUAL cape for super cheap and you wouldn't ruin your sleeping bag dragging it all over the wet ground. lady with the cell phone dilemma: if you just set it back to being a phone you wouldn't have to move your arm around so much and you could talk AND listen at the SAME TIME. whoever it was that pooped at the bus stop: I've got no sympathy for you for using taco sauce packets to wipe your butt. anything seems like it would be better than that. this is either a case of very poor planning or extremely bad decision making. lady with the utility leiderhosen(sp?): i don't know what that is about but watching you run for the max did not suck. thanks.

If Only One Realizes !!!
Why do we hurt? Why is it so hard to be honest? Thank God I was raised by a woman that tought me to speak my mind be blunt but kind and always honest. Tha problem I expect this from everyone eles !! What a joke ! I kid myself into thinking that that there are people out there like me that respect and honor life and belive that what you put in you get back ! I havent give up the search and everytime I open up to a fake a pretender someone that says they love me when they clearly dont and I get hurt I put my heart back out there you know why? Because I belive that there is someone in this world that will love and cherish me and be honest and not break my heart! I belive that so I push on beliving that every experiance is a life lesson leared and that Im more wiser for what I have been thru and experianced. So why we hurt I dont know but where that hurt takes you is what matters most standing above and living life is the best reward of them all for we only have one life and live it we sho

Sarcasm
sarcasm....for me it's how i communicate....some may say it's rude...well no sh*t....it's supposed to be...if you're looking for kind words i can do that too just don't expect it at all times.....i don't always get it when others are sarcastic towards me but oh well guess i'll have to learn....maybe it's a gift to not have a filter on what i say.....don't know and don't care....it's part of me and it's how i'll always be.....but if i consider you a friend then i will always be there for you as much as i can be....and of course with a smartass comment to let you know i care...because if i didn't care i wouldn't bother with you at all....so if my comments offend you let me know...so i can say it again only louder......note tho...I am NOT racist or predjudice i accept all people for who and what they are...so if i hit upon a sensitive subject i will appologize and try not to do it again.....as i said my "filter" on what i say doesn't always work......love, peace, and chicken grease.....

Nappy Nap Time
I am about to go take a nap, I need my beauty sleep since I have been training like an animal all week. Tomorrow we are having a sparring tournament at the dojo. I might fight in it if there is a girl there around my weight class. I am looking forward to watching the students I have been helping to train to compete and kick some serious butt. I love it when you help mold someone into an awesome fighter and then see the benefits of all the hard work that was put into creating a great warrior. :P Then on Sunday I will be taking the not so little ones Fishing, boating, and swimming again. We found a great spot last weekend and I want to go there and wear my new swim suit and soak up the summer sun while floating out in the middle of the lake. I love it when it's hot out. Anyway...Have a great weekend and I look forward to stalking you all on Monday. (((BIG BEAR HUGS)))

Fuck Buddy Application (:
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Harleys Haters Unite
On Harleychicks dumbass comments about respect and the female biker, NO ONE, man or woman, deserves respect because they're a biker. Harleys should be outlawed and anyone riding one should be shot on site.No questions asked. Great you love motorcycles, but does everyone else really need to hear you coming from 5 miles away. If they were the same volume as a crotch rocket I'd have no problem. But when I can't talk on the phone, hear my kids, or watch TV when one turns down my street - I wish you'd all get hit by a semi. The only reason you have them that loud is so everyone looks at you, and they do. Problem is your all to dumb to realize NO ONE is looking at you saying "wow he's cool" but EVERYONE is looking at you saying "why'd that ass%$#& have to turn down my street?" or "why haven't they made those f'in things illegal yet?" You can bet your ass that if I was a mayor or a governor - there wouldn't be any Harleys in my town or state. Not to mention the badass biker persona went out i

Blood, Death, Gore
You lay on the floor drenched in blood, my hands full of what was your heart, I can still hear your screaming for me to stop, what can be done? My deed is now done, nothing but silence now. You can't tell me to stop, can't tell me I'm worthless, can't tell me I'm fat. You can't do anything now, nothing but lay there in silence. Oh what a smile I have. I can no longer hear you bitching and whining. I can do what I want, what I need to do. You can't stop me now grandma. As I hold your bleeding heart, I can still hear it pounding in your chest. I take that heart and I cut into little pieces and shove it down your throat. I hide your body out the chimney stack. I laugh and drive a steak in your head. As I burn the last pieces of you, I think of what you have done to ruin my life. You worthless piece, I hate you forever more. You are nothing to me anymore. Goodbye grandma. (Sorry about language, tried to keep it as clean as I could)

Pittbulls
is it really fair to ban pittbulls as a breed for a couple of attacks.i own a fullblood rednose pittbull and she is the most wounderful dog i could ever ask for she loves children,cats and she gets along with other dogs,and how i got her is that someone gave her to me they where tryin to find her a good home cause they where holding her for their godson which he kept her in a small cage and beat her her whole life. she is now a big part of my family and she is doin very well she is now learning that everyone is not goin to beat her like he did.i think that if the government would just sit down and take the time to think that maybee its the owners fault that those dogs are attacking people and not the dogs,i mean they are just like kids if u teach them to hate people then they will hate people and attack them. then there is also the question of what where those people doing to the dog for the dog to attack them cause i know that a dog will not attack u unless it feels threatened or tha

The Mind Of The Dark Rose
I am a free spirit Have not fit any slot Ordained by society Since I was a tot An artistic person A different drum Apart from the others My own line of plumb An independent thinker With an open mind Choosing my own paths My own ways to unwind I am a free spirit I am what I am If you do not like it I do not give a damn I offer no apology Take it or leave it

Horny Grasshopper
tarabitchy: hii cancel Chat 12:57pm more To greatgal: uh,,, not likey so much but kudos to her for having the bravery to post it lol cancel Chat 12:58pm more To tarabitchy: hiya! how are you cancel Chat 12:59pm reply tarabitchy: good u cancel Chat

Altruize Abilities
I now can Altruize my points (for 12 hours) to anyone I choose to do so, SB me or PM me your offer. I will need either an auto, bomb or boomerang in order to help you maximize the points you will get. I unlike others who I have had help me by Altruizing me will work to help maximize your points, so we'll decide on a date that I know I'll be around my computer to promote that I'm giving my points away....as well as I will chase boomerangs, polish bling and use my 11's while I'm giving you my points. If you want a reference I can give you the 1st person I gave my points to she will tell you I worked very hard at making her the most points that I could she needed like 5 or 6 mil I think to level (it was a double pt Friday) but I was able to get her leveled. So if you are close to leveling SB me or PM me your offer and when you'd like to have it done and I will see what I can do to accomodate you There are very few people on here that I can say have helped me in leveling but I like t

Things You Don't Wanna Hear But Need To
I was having a discussion with a friend recently and the subject of what has happened to men these days came up. She expressed how hard it is to find a "real" man, one that is a man and not just self-imposing prick. She is right, where are the "men" of this world? I am all for women having the right to hold down jobs they are capale of doing just as well and all that. But, ladies, don't fuckin whine when you can't find that knight in shining armour that is going to sweep you off and make your life suger sweet happy! If you act like the bitch he just got away from you think he is going to rush to get to know you? Society has made it "wrong" to be a man in this day and I say fuck that! you do not have to be "kinky" or anything of the like to be a man. Stay true to what you want and stick to it. Being a man is not all about being rough n tough but more about being the foundation. Someone your partner can lean on and feel stronger with. So many times I hear women go on about how no man

Anything I Want To Talk About!!
Do you really think that this was going to happen? I mean really ppl, it was just another man trying to get followers to follow him like they did in WACO and then commit mass suicide. This is really sad because now he feels like he made a mistake and it is going to happen in 5 mths now and by that time you don't even know how many followers he will get and how many will commit mass suicide with him. Not just that but what about all the women he will have pregnant and then kill the kids when the time comes. And if you really believe zombies are going toattack, just watch T.V. because that is about all the zombie action you are going to get. I really lmao at that one. So please speak your mind and let me kinow if you agree, disagree, or really think it is going to happen. ttys

Time For A Break
well for those of you that know me well you know i was a member of CTL and you know i put my heart and soul in to all i do. well today it was taken from me because i spoke up for myself. if you want to know more come to me in privite im not going to air it out in the open i dont want to upset anyone. so at this point after 3 years ( sux they did it to me on my fu anniv) i think its time to take a long walk. maybe it will lead me back here maybe not . for those of you that have my yim hit me up anytime. for those that dont hit my s/b ill check it from time to time and add you when i can . take care all and god bless its been alot of fun but my heart is no longer in it the game beat me

Lonely In Florida
Life goes up and down good and bad...you got to take what comes your way but it would be nice if something good would come once in a while .....it seems just bad things have happenned here lately but everything happens for a reason just aint qiute figured it out yet.... but i guess in some way i had it commin but i aint never done nothin that bad...

What Not To Do For Poison Oak
So what did you do for memorial day weekend? I had a picture scavenger hunt to do all weekend...Awee yes...a list of pictures taken with your team of 2 to 5 people. well, i was fortunate my best friend was the only one that i could convinced to do this hunt. It did take a little coaxing. But, i was up on peach street when she called. she said she was heading down to the pennisula...There thats it. i told her i got the list you interested we can get alot of them done at the pennisula. Yep she fell for it. So, we were gonna meet at the lighthouse. Well, half hr later i get a call, im not quite there yet. but. she's lost down there somewhere. So gave her directions and caught up with her about 15 minutes later. We had shots of something colorful and a group of strangers..cool got those at the same time on beach1. We needed someone in uniform, so we got separated cause there was a fire somewhere on the pennisula. So, she was gonna get one of the firemans pic but got caught in traffic

Pondering
Should a noodle ever be so lonely? Why have I experienced such pain" Why do the lonely whispers of the dark continue to haunt me? Is the night yet to come, why has the darkness fallen upon me so quickly, many many have come for their own pleasures, leaving victime in their wake, shall the murdering cry's seek solace in her busom???

Confused
My 2 year old daughter is dealing with Abandoment issues, her mother is bi-polar & also has boarderline personality disorder. she disapears, ends up hospitalized, & pops up still not stable & it is impacting m daughter in ways I had hoped to avoid. I'm at a loss as to what to do, any ideas are welcomed!

Where Are All The "save The Gulf" Concerts?
So where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. Benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government) are so quick to help Haiti and other countries...but sit on their asses for this one. Just the facts. *Post this if you agree!!!* I couldn't have said this better,,, where are all the heart felt feelings?? Pass this on to your friends if you agree.Save

My Friends
Im going to do some shameless promoting here: These are some of my friends who need some fu love. So if their profile isnt set to friends only, and I hope they are not, please show them a little love by R/F/A them! Thank you kindly! SinisterKing21 Raven Laughs Mistress Blaze

Summertime Theme Contest
OK all u crazy fubarians, new contest, its a summertime theme to it, since its so hot out. the entries will be summertime related salutes, maybe beach salutes, pool salutes, hot tub salutes, ocean or lake salutes, boat salutes on the water, on a motorcycle, back of a pick up, how about this in a carwash cool, ect, be creative. The way u pose or what u wear is totally up to u, as long as it fits summertime theme for location ie outdoors. The prizes are 65 bling pak for first ,VIP for second, boomer 3rd, 30 million fubuk for fourth, 20 million for fifth, and 10 million for sixth, this is based on at least 20 entries The way u win is by votes only, to make it fair to all, u can have people comment u, but the most comments will not get u anything. Also, u can enter up to 3 different salutes, but u only get 1 bling and each pic is separate, u cant combine the total of all 3 The contest will start when i get 20 entries, so get yours to me and get your friends into it to

Check It Out :)
Come check me out!!.. I'm in a FU-AUCTION for the first time!! Come bid on me and show your girl some LOVE!! :) http://www.f ubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=2089107&i=1267407273&idx=70 Heres's the link!! Happy bidding and THANKS!!

Bdsm: A Way Of Life.
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other personthat is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple

Dream
Your smile speak sweetnessYour eyes twinkle like starsYour hand touch me like magicMy heart treambleI think of you at nightWhen my weary mind atrestIn my dream i kiss youWith all my heart caresWhen my eyes open at dawnYyou were just a dream in my rest…..

I Am Alone
Im sitting here alonerealising your gonei know i cant change thingsi know i was wrong they all say i dont need youthey all say im better offthey dont understand i love youyet i never said it enough i regret what i didbut i cant take it backwish i could hold youi want you back i know you deserve betteri know im messed upbut cant go on without youi miss you so much baby im sorryi know i said it beforei mean it more than everknowing our loves now behind a closed door i didnt realise what i hadtill i lost youmy heart bleeds insidei cant forget you cant you find it in your heart to forgive melove me once againtell me everythings alrighttell me its not the end yet i know the end is nowi know youll never love me againim sorry babythat i was the one to let you down

Alone
Alone... By Me Here I lye, feelin alone once againstairing at the same 4 wallssearching for answers that never seem to comewondering were I went wrongthis fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in tired of spending my nights all alonelooking for love in all the wrong placesnever able to be with the ones that I love Time to move in another directionharder then anything I've done in the pastlooking to the future not sure what I seewondering what Is the reason for thisI try to be what I am happy to bebut no one seems to see this in mewhat is it they are expecting from mealways the friend that will listen to youbut never anything more to all the friends I have I'm Tired of always being alonefeeling inadequite to all that I knowfeelings inside that bring me downfeeling inside like I am starting to drownlots of friends I do know I havetelling me i am not alonebut a human touch is what I want to knowyerning for the love that aludes metired of actually being alone. Always condemed

Yah I Would Like To Know Too
So where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. Benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government) are so quick to help Haiti and other countries...but sit on their asses for this one. Just the facts. *Post this if you agree!!!*

Forget The Times
Forget the times he walked byForget the times he made u cryForget the times he spoke your nameRemember now your not the same.Forget the times he held your handForget the sweet things if u canForget the times & Don't pretendRemember now he's just ur friend

Broken Heart
Broken heart never love again,Broken heart all because of men,Broken heart never to be replaced,Broken heart the problems I have faced,Broken heart what's the future gonna be like?Broken heart that was the final strike,Broken heart who is to blame?Broken heart you put out the flame.

Difference Between Loving And Caring
There are those who care for youThen there are those who love you Those who care protectThose who love fight Those who care cherishThose who love worship Those who care are mendThose who love heal To care is to loveTo love is to care If she cares for youShe loves you She will always love youShe will always care for you

How Ya Like Me Now?
you call your self a soldier, controler and in the end all u is is a wanna be player and a fake ass ballar...Im done with love, respect or even kindness... u think u can hurt me more get a fuckin clue cuz everyone i meet now will pay for you...u complain that im a bitch and heartless but look at the shit u put me through... bitch you made me this way so get use to it !!!all you guys say girls are heartless and psyco but look at your past and remember you are the reason we have all become bigger players than any of you punk asses could imagine...you call your self a soldier, controler and in the end all u is is a wanna be player and a fake ass ballar...I feel free in knowing i cant be hurt now and that all u motherfuckers cant touch this!!!instead of wining , dining and reclining all you gave us was crying, lying and declining.we tried our best to show you love, compassion and caring but in the end you tell us we're buggin, stalkin and get to walkin.you call your self a soldier, contr

Positive
"Remind yourself regularly that you are better than you think you are. Successful people are not superhuman. Success does not require a super-intellect. Nor is there anything mystical about success. And success doesn't based on luck. Successful people are just ordinary folks who have developed belief in themselves and what they do. Never -- yes, never -- sell yourself short." David Schwartz

Get My Points!
I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) Auto 11s (which we will share) and 10 million fuBucks --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- C) 5 million fuBucks and 2 Boomerangs In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 1.5 million and 8 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day!

Tear From A Rose
Tear From A Roseon one block in the world there was a rose bush that started to grow. it grew slow, reaching up to the sky. then as months passed it started to have lil red blossoms. they sprouted bloomed, as the days went by. people walked by watching them grow. some were picked and most had stayed. yet there was one that was blooming like the rest. then, one day, all the flowers were pick. although this single rose just started to bloom. as it grew it looked around. wondering why it was the only one. as the people from before walk on by. it came un noticed. then one day it grew to its full size and was the biggest out of them all. yet people continued to walk on by as if it were not even there. then one night as it was sleeping it began to feel this cutting at its stem. it began to wake to look around. all it saw was nothing but darkness. then there was a light in the distance. it tried to stay awake, yet it was still very sleepy, as it began to pass back out it saw a d

Wtf, Why Add Then Block
WTF, Why add someone then blockthem? if you don't want to talk or whatever have the respect to tell them so. That is wtf is wrong with this country, noone has respect for anyone except themselves today and those that do care and respect others get shit on!!!!

The Deep Thoughts Of Me
As the days go by, one by one things seem to get so much better. Thats the most important thing. The love in your life, day by day grows stronger more powerful and passionate. I feel so blessed to have that love in my life, running through my blood, as it grows stronger day by day. Thats the most important thing....

Zz
Seriously what is it with women and tattoos, I don't get it. I don't know why some think its sexy cause it just doesn't look good on any women, maybe except for biker chics.. Or maybe some of you women just want that "gangsta lookin appeal, which in that case its understandable lol. Oh well to each their own, carry on.

Sums It Up...
I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the kind of love I never had.. I loved you for listening to me all those hard to get through times.. I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life.. I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and my heart smile... I loved you for being the love I couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.. I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything... FUCK YOU... For capturing my heart...just so you can break it! For giving the kind of love I never had... just so you could take it ! For listening to me all those hard to get through times...just to then turn and walk away! For being the beautiful picture in my life...just to leave an empty frame on the shelf! For keeping me warm all those nights...just to later leave me out in the cold! For making me laugh and m

Rnating And Raving Of One Sent Back.
While the standard draft that many older readers may remember that ended in 1973. Now, there is a Selective Service System which requires that all men between 18 and 25 register for in case the draft needs to be resumed. Oddly enough, I am a 26 year man that has served my country, was not allowed to re-enlist, and therefore got out in February 2010 in order to start my civilian life. On April 29, orders were then drawn up for me saying that I had to report in South Carolina in June for Mobilization. Due to that, I had to quit my job and my career path, pack up a house, and do everything required to leave without the assistance of a base, nor the services provided from living on a base to help with these matters. My friends, I say to you that there is a draft. I unfortunately have to quote John Kerry in saying that there is a “back door” draft. Those that have served willing during the war effort are being called back to deploy again. The orders state that deplo

A Sadnesse Trip In This World.......
heal the world 11 months ago There's A Place In Your Heart And I Know That It Is Love and this place could be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To Cry In This Place You'll Feel That There's No Hurt Or Sorrow There Are Ways To Get There If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Little Space Make A Better Place... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me If You Want To Know Why There's A Love That Cannot Lie Love Is Strong It Only Cares For Joyful Giving If We Try We Shall See In This Bliss We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread We Stop Existing And Start Living Then It Feels That Always Love's Enough For Us Growing Make A Better World Make A Better World... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better P

Books
So I don't know if I have made it clear but I'm an Anne Rice Fan... well several years ago... when I was in the island of Oahu, Hawaii I met this one woman Vely and she introduced me to Laurell K Hamilton Guilty Pleasures book its the Anita Blake Series. And OH MY GOD!!!!! I was hooked!!!!!!!!! I am a loyal Anne Rice fan but I do must admit she paints a beautiful picture but she would dedicate a whole chapter to just describing a room.... (don't get me wrong that's great pictures a great scene in my head) But Laurell K Hamilton has a way with delivering to the point where she doesn't waste a chapter to describe one thing. Its quick and fast paced..... Now what I LOVE about the Anita Blake series is the fact that Anita herself is a necromancer, as well as a Vampire Executioner...Laurell K Hamilton dives you into a world of everything that goes bump in the night. I love how she incorporates vampires, wherewolf, wererats, wreleopards, faeries, demons, zombies, witches, etc etc and the s

...of Beauty And Madness Merch Right Here...
http://ofbeautyandmadness.spreadshirt.com/ if you buy a shirt and take pix with it...i will post you in the shirt on our sites (FB, MS, HERE on this site and where ever else!) we will also give FREE downloads of our albums when they come out this year!!

Random :p
You are my everything, my one and onlyWith out you, I just feel too damn lonelyI adore the sound of your voice and your beautiful smileThat is why thinking about you makes it all worth whileI dont know why I do the things I doMaybe it's because I love you.You are the greatest thing that's ever happened to meWhen I try and dream at night youre all I ever seeI try to remember the good times we hadKnowing you're not with me makes me very sadI would do absolutely anything for youThat is why I love you the way I do. I try to imagine how things would beIf you were here right now with meWatching movies or just hanging outCause baby, that's what I'm all aboutYou know that I am always here for youThru all the good and bad. I Love You!

For All Of You Out There Who Do Not Know The Real Me And Insist On Hurting Me.
Okay here it is. I am Amanda Lorene Barnes. I am twenty three years old. I live in Marble Falls Texas. So if you want to hunt me down and kill me go ahead I could careless at this point in time of my life. I was born in the "wonderful" town of Burnet Texas but raised in Elberton Georgia. When I was five years old my mother married my step father. She told me everything was going to be alright that he was my new daddy and would take care of me and I trusted her knowing she would never put me in danger. Things went swell for a while, but he was a drunk and a drug addict. Sometimes he would spend his whole check on cocaine and alcohol. He would disappear for days at a time with no word. When I was at home I wasn't allowed to speak without being spoken to. I couldn't even use the bathroom without asking first. I was basically silent at home. So when I went to school I would talk a lot, and in doing so I would get into trouble for talking. So a note was always sent home. When that happened

Lookin
5 6 few extra pounds fun loving spirit i have a 4 yr old boy that is my world. im looking for love and i guess its been in all the wrong places. so if your looking for a soul mate or just a friend im here get at me.

Heathen U Pussy Thanx For Blockin Me Bitch
Ok, Lets make this quick heathen You aint nothin to me bitch I got ur mom and ur wife in the back fuckin suckin dick You aint no fuckin' critic You's just a fuckin' bitch making a quick post then running like a bitch Just like devon U just scared to face me Cause I have u crying in the chat room like a crack baby But lets just face it U cant fuckin face me U must be smoking crack Or just fuckin' crazy Yeah, I may not get the girls here on the net But people love me there u get them cuz that the only way u know how While you lay at home fuckin' drowning in your tears Man u just stuck in fear Cause I'll chop ur ass up and feeed it to my dogs like thir mutha fuckin dinner Now lets make this clear U R not better than me U beating me is like u beating shiev cuz u talked sum shit but u never let me finish my freestyle cuz u ran away like a lil bitch but ill give u props that was good but not good enough now Get in the fuckin' van I'm going to take you to a place whe

Are You Numb?
I am glad to know you.. You've changed my life in a moment just like a song.. just suddenly you are making me smile.. blush and even grin.. what is the reason of you coming into my life when suddenly you will left :( it's hurting me.. but people will come and go they say.. But i'm glad that atleast you come and stop by and make my world happy for a bit.. but now your gone what will i do? cry??

My Funny Freestyles Lol Kinda
Yo your quick to fail Your to much of a kid to tell All your acne jokes u think are well Apply to him as well And when it comes to rap im the steady king And ur boyfriend prefers u when ur not wearing anything Except his wedding ring But I do the most work U can go first U can keep my girls money and tour the whole earth Looking for a growth spurt I got the sick flavor While this faker Is trying not to get confused for a fifth grader But anyway ur getting wrecked And when he was a kid He wished he was big But instead got the reverse effect Have u even developed into a person yet Or is ur mom still trying to figure out what birth defect But when we spit its airless But I don’t know why anybody would be scared against This piece of asparagus And you see the crazy thing to me is that u reek of such arrogance But secretly u speak to a therapist Like… I CAN’T BE THE AMERICANS!!!

Me Dissin Lil Wayne
Don’t read into it too much I hear you rappin but I think I heard enough Your shit is dead and outdated steven to the top, I’m rated like crazy while you lil wayne are still freestylin and masterbatin I’m cold I know, I gotta reason to be 18 years old, and no one seems to see that I’m worth my weight in gold and still disease free Just gimme a chance, I will show the world, you’ll see even if I gotta take down my pants and show everybody on t.v. if ya fuck with me ya fuckin with a p.I.m.p so lil wayne step off this game ur time is over and my time is now so fuck off b4 i take that mic out ur hands ans stick up ur ass.

I Fuck Everything Up :(
So I never post blogs, I don't even know what a MUM is...but I feel like I want to get my emotions out.It seems like life has it's ups and down. When things just start to get okay again, everything fall apart. I've moved to many times to count on my toes and fingers. I've watched people around me slowly fade out of my life, I've lost some of the closest people to me.and still here I am, me, not changing. It's like I feel like my life's on pause. Everything around me is moving so fast and I barley moving at all. I yearn for friendship, but I always fuck that up sooner or later. I say and do stupid things I can't take back. I've never had a relationship that lasts longer then a few months. Cuze I fuck those up to! Right now I just wish I could go to sleep and wake up in another life, but we all know thats not possible ....I never thought I'd be the girl sitting on the fucking computer talking to random people i'll probably never meetI never though I'd be who I am todayIf I knew exactly w

Quote
"It is not enough in a situation of trust in the commonwealth, that a man means well to his country; it is not enough that in his single person he never did an evil act, but always voted according to his conscience, and even harangued against every design which he apprehended to be prejudicial to the interests of his country. This innoxious and ineffectual character, that seems formed upon a plan of apology and disculpation, falls miserably short of the mark of public duty. That duty demands and requires that what is right should not only be made known, but made prevalent; that what is evil should not only be detected, but defeated. When the public man omits to put himself in a situation of doing his duty with effect it is an omission that frustrates the purposes of his trust almost as much as if he had formally betrayed it. It is surely no very rational account of a man's life, that he has always acted right but has taken special care to act in such a manner that his endeavours could

Micheal Morrow
How sad is its for a soldier to fight for the freedom and the safe well being of everyones familys but yet you can have some sit there and talk bad about a soldier and you just sit there and watch you dont stand up for what is write you sit here and bitch everyday that your AC is broken and its hot what about us in uniform and all the gear in the hot sun eating sand all day you bitch b/c you got bought the wrong food to your table when we are lucky to eat once in 24 hours you cry b/c you have to share a room with someone but we live with up to 50 ppl in the same room its sad how much the country has forgot about us maybe you should think about the ones that are fighting overseas and cant be home with there loved ones for the holidays the ones that cant hold there new baby the day he or she was born b/c he is the one fighting to keep them safe before you talk shit think and ask yourself we i be here if it wasnt for the men and women that have worked there asses off and givein there lies

Wedding Alterations
Mina Shafiei is the Beverly Hills Tailor and Los Angeles Tailor To The Stars! Her clients include Barbra Streisand, Sharon Osbourne, Paula Abdul, Cher, and more! Call for an appointment. Wedding Alterations

All About Me....
I am a 31 year old single mother of 2. I live in Hermiston Oregon and am a full time student at Blue Mountain Community College. I like hanging out with my friends, and spending time with my kids, and visiting family. I am currently studying to recieve my AAS in Early Childhood Education. I rarely have time to go out and meet new people, so I spend some time online and like making new friends either way. Im a very outgoing person but at the same time very conservative. Im easy to get along with and enjoy lots of activities. I am up for any friendship and am looking forward to meeting some new people!

Y The Good Ones Get Fuced
y is it the all the good people the ones they will give u the clousth off there back . the food off your table y y y do we get played an hurt im sick an fustrayed wit the way shit is going these dats who is wit me on this . can u DIGIT

Little Gems Of Wisdom From Me To You :)
-Posting statuses about arguments with your boyfriend/girlfriend trying to make THEM look bad, makes YOU look bad. Trust me. -Smacking your lips while eating is absolutely unacceptable. Not only is it repulsive, but its annoying. Just stop. -Every problem can be solved without screaming, try it. -If you're having a problem with someone, discuss it with them personally, not behind their back. Especially if that person is your friend. -A guy who puts his hands on you in a violent manner will not stop, this is practically a proven fact. Do some good for yourself and get out. Stop hanging onto people who's idea of hanging onto you is grabbing you too tight around the wrist. And men, if you're putting your hands on ANY women, you deserve a bloody beating. The end. -I don't think it'd kill you boys to get the door for your lady every once in a while. -If you don't treat her right, someone else will...and vise versa!

Jackass Off Probation
well, where 2 start... I was an ass when I was a lil' 1. As I grew up I realized that I was just a Jackass. I got arested and convicted of a robbery w/ fire arm in 1994. on January 5, 1995 I started my sentance of 10 yrs incarcerated and 10 yrs on paper, w/ 5 yrs to run concurrent w/ the first 10. It's a long story and not important as 2 why, but rest asured that it is, just don't judge. Since this is about being released from probation I felt that it would be nice to know what 4... N-E-ways, I was locked-up until April 2, 2002 and then released time-served. Actually 2.5 yrs more than my actual discharge date, but again neither here nor there. Upon release I was then 2 serve my 10 suspended and 4 about 6 mos. I did then I left 4 the Carnival and was gone 4 about 6.5 yrs then I turned myself in w/ a lil help from my mom n her wishes. Well a year later I went back to visit my mom and got arrested 4 a warrent again the same 1 that I was supposed 2 be done w/ N-Eway. That's a whole

Burdens And Pains.
We long for a quick touch To help the young ones escape from troubled experiences And think once again, Life would be just all a smile, As we go on day by day struggling with the shadow of loneliness and helplessness to see our life is worth so much more than wrong decisions and wrong choices In nature's good view Round about the city of trouble That shines into our mind,heart and soul as an infinite guideline of all that's really painful and sad, Then make burden's great your daily rule without further means to find, As none make your wishes and dreams A proverb for every day noon.

New Me.
Today I made myself in life anew,By going to that royal road of truth,And searching for the secret of lifeWhose goal in life is pure and trueThough night and days tears of love I've criedTo see why my own kind sometimes abused and sometimes rejected by humankind;in life's stern way That teaches us who to hate and who to love,And seek once more the guide that lives in you"Much better than the world of sordid pelf,As I found the counsel to be true. I know right now that I shall sayI am a new man in life, an a better man in spirit; Forever will I remain truthful and loyal, by thoughts and deeds ,In saving others, as well as every one.That deserves to be cleanse and purge,of what you see and hear in God's precious worldIsn't there something pulling at your heart?As a divine voice that speaks to all beings at large

Futterwhacker
So I like memes... 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player etc on Shuffle2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.- How would you describe yourself?Two Hearts[er]-What do you like in a guy/girl?Thought I Died and Gone to Heaven[Sure]- How do you feel today?Silence Must Be Heard[Well I was kinda quiet today but I was tired]-What's your life's purpose?Man In the Box[Who doesn't want to be a man in the box? lmao]-What's your motto?Dragostea din tei[I don't even know what the hell that means]-What do your friends think of you?Tearin' Up My Heart[Eh? Depends on what friends we're talking about here ;)]- What do you think of your parents?No Leaf Clover[nu]- What do you think about often?No Regrets[That I wish I had none? Then sure!]- What is 2 + 2?Christina[I was hoping for 4 x4 but whatever]-What do you think of your best friend?Fad

Weird Stuff
Coincidence? Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Dreams, Nightmares, And Thoughts
I really don't talk about my self much on things like this, I mostly just write, and hope people enoy it. When you see fear befor you, The fear are those chainsthat hold you down. Cut, Break, Toss off the chains of fear and let go of all your fears. Never look back at what you never had, But look forward to what you will receive when the chains of fear lay broken at your feet.

Did You Know...
Did you know... ...that the words "race car" spelled backward still spells "race car"? ...that "eat" is the only word that, if you take the 1st letter and move it to the last, it spells its past tense, "ate"? And have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home you free-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making, diaper dumping, violent, non-English-speaking assholes and take those other hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding, goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you." How weird is that??? if your not an illegal immigrant get off my back its how i feel

Poetry Of Mine
How can you Not Tell?How can you not tell that when you hold me it feels like the world is floating and the sky is olny there for us and when your gone the things i loved and use to know is not there anymore and i dont know wat i will miss the most the person i use to know or the guy that i loved.the olny thing i dont understand is how you cant tell that when u hold me that a tear runs down my face and i love every minute of it and u cant tell the feels that i have for you when yo seeme and u dont care or act like it and make me feel not loved when the olny thing i want is YOU....i just wish u knew that and would love me back again The day my life changed was the day you had leaveno matter where I go...I only wish it was you I would see.your the only one I really wanna see or needlooking into your eyes give me a sight at true lovegave me hopealways wanted the day to pass.come home to see if I got a message from youmy savior of this lifeMade me feel like nothing was wrong in this world

Wtf?!
WTF you may ask?! Keep in mind this is the condensed soup version of what happened to me in 2004-2010. Yes its long and yes there are technical terms. Get lost or confused ask. I was a nurse before I got sick. I tend to forget that not everyone knows what the fuck I'm talking about. March 2004 I became deathly ill. I had what "they" thought to be a chronic migraine. Turns out that would be the easy way out. But for those of you who know me, know I can't take the easy way out of anything... I was put in the hospital and "they" started running tests. Every fucking test known to man was ran on me. I was diagnosed with Pseudo Tumor Cerebri (PTC). In short my brain thinks its has a brain tumor. It doesn't, but trying to convince that tainted thing of that isn't possible. My brain over produces Cerebral Spinal Fluid (CSF) and crushes itself. So I was put into a medically induced coma for nearly 2 weeks. "They" tried drug therapy to help me. Guess

Top 10 Things You Never Say To A Dj
Top ten things you should never say to a DJ: 1. PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO ! The DJ has to play for more than one person...so what you hate may be another's favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. WOULD YOU PLAY SOMETHING WITH A "BEAT" ! BE SERIOUS! We know of NO songs played in a club that don't have some sort of BEAT! 3. I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT AND I DON'T KNOW THE NAME OF THE SONG, BUT IT GOES LIKE THIS.... PLEASE don't sing for the DJ. They have to put up with smoke filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night long...Do them a favor and DON'T give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. EVERYBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT ! Oh, sure... you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you're requesting the song. 5. EVERYBODY WILL DANCE IF YOU PLAY IT ! The DJ won't. I guess that blows a hole in that theory! 6. I CAN GET LAID IF YOU PLAY IT ! Why settle for one night? Buy the album a

Points
ChopChop Selling points as follows……… Will aulturize you(give you my points for 12 hrs) while using my autos and 1 bomb for a 65 bling pack or Happy Hour or 200 mill fubux... Will autlurize you using my autos

To Pluck Or Not To Pluck
There is an Ass that shall name nameless, you might guess if you like who this shit for bird brain is but I'm mad at him Then add to that equation there is a woman who shall name nameless but you might guess if you saw her flowing red Afro hair which she has dyed blonde, floating around on a broom stick. So the story begins the other day on a dark and stormy day, I of course the princess of the castle was going about my way merrily, When my black berry came to life informing me that i got mail. I tucked my baby in for the day making sure she is not going to beat me for a while and open the attachment What i saw would scare a baby out of the uterus... THAT FEATHERED DELIQUENT HAS PUT THAT RED HEADED WITCH ON TOP OF ME~ now we all know this can not be true since i am the PITCHER and she is the CATCHER so if that bird brain doesn't come clean in the next 30 minutes ill have to show you all the picture in which he spelt my name right... The innocent mother of ham

Line Item Veto... Good Idea, Bad Idea
It finally happened. It took nearly 17 months, but President Obama finally has an idea worth supporting. That may be a bit harsh; after all, he did punch through health care reform and is poised at the brink of repealing "Dont ask, dont tell". Oh wait... I don't consider those things to be good things. But finally, Obama has a proposal that even conservatives might like: the line item veto. Long sought after by presidents before him, Obama's version of the measure modifies an earlier line-item veto used by former President Bill Clinton until the Supreme Court declared it unconstitutional in 1998. On paper, the line item veto looks good. The president would have 45 days after signing a spending bill to pluck out pork barrel spending and send the offending items to Congress for elimination. Within 25 days, Congress would have to vote his recissions up or down without amendments. This type of accountability could possibly cause Congress to own up to excessive spending. Surely legis

The Vampyress Queen
I WALK INTO THE NIGHT WITH 1000 CORPSES, AWARE OF THE TOMBSTONE LYING FLAT ON THE GROUND.I APPROACH THE TOMB STONE AND A SPIRIT CALLS TO ME AND SAYS, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?" I REPLY, I'M JUST A LONER, LOOKING FOR A REASON TO SURVIVE THE SPELL OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF ANCIENT TRANSYLVANIA. WITH THE AGES OF THE OLD TYME ARE OPPOSED BY THE FORCES OF THE WHITE LIGHT. THIS DARK SOUL TAKEN TO THE UNDERWORLD, ONLY SURVIVING BY SUFFERING DEATH AND TORMINTING DOMINATION OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE DAMNED SOULS OF THOSE WHO HAVE ACCEPTED DEATH AS A SECOND CHANCE TO LIVE UNDER THE FAITHFUL SERVICE TO THE DARK, THE ASSTOUNDING, THE BEAUTIFUL SINGLE BEING, THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE NIGHT!

Distant Love
Did you ever say I love you And the breeze took your words away Did you feel them as they lingered Then slowly drifted on their way Did they journey long, searching for The distant love you hoped they’d find Was someone out there listening For words from heart and mind Did you ever hear I love you As the wind blew through the trees Closed your eyes and felt them there As they came quietly in the breeze Did you ever say I love you And hear it whispered in return Feeling your distant love beside you And the desire within you burn Did you ever see I love you Floating quietly to you with ease Wandering peacefully there beside you Comes I love you in the breeze

Other
Well one of my friends on here has challenged me to post this so here I go! Name:_______________ Number:_______________ text messaging (yes or no): ______ picture messaging (yes or no) _________ I dare you to copy and paste this if your not scared!!! See how many numbers you get!!!

~lost Without You~
Robin Thicke Song Lyrics.....It's Like That....Isn't It?? I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Tell me how you love me more And how you think I'm sexy baby But you don't want nobody else You don't want this guy You don't want that guy You wanna touch yourself when you see me Tell me how you love my body And how I make you feel baby You wanna roll with me You wanna to hold with me You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me I just love to hear you say it It makes a man feel good baby Tell me you depend on me I need to here it I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Baby your the perfect shape Baby your the perfect weight Treat me like my birthday I want it this way I want it that way I want it Tell me you don't w

Friends......
Like me, most of you don’t really know the people we add to our friends list. Unless we take the time to really get to know someone. But on a site like this, it proves to be hard. We all see little things that upset us, and we sit back and wonder…..is this how that person is in real life? I have seen status’s that make me cringe, and a few that have about made me throw up in my mouth, and some that can be touching. But on a site like this lately it seems to be more about the “like button”. Personally, I don’t care what color your name is. This isn’t high school anymore. Because if it were, let me tell you some people would have more self respect and be respectful of others. And that seems to get lost on here in the greed of being Green, or number 1, or what level you can reach. So on that note, I would like to make a point, and maybe see if I can make you guys sit back and think, and see if I can just get one person to not be so self

You Have Great Music
With Many Music Stations I wanted to share a few tips About Universal Storm We have one single Player that links you to all 20 Radio Stations Music is a key to Most Lounges here so take a moment and Check Out Great Music From Any Of these Radio Stations .This is a Player link Enjoy http://radio-storm.com/player/index.php Just sharing some Music with you check it out

#3 Adopt A Stoner Auction!!!
PL AUCTION SAT. OCTOBER 1ST @ 6PM EST U CAN'T MISS IT!!!! ADOPT A STONER!!!! WELCOME TO FUBAR LOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS ?? U CANNOT MISS THIS!!! ~ SECRET SMOKERZ SOCIETY ~ THERE IS NO OTHER LOUNGE LIKE US...COME CHECK US OUT!!! SIGN UP BELOW!!!! (repost of original by 'DJ BONZI FuENGAGED TO DJ DIGGER AT S3RADIO' on '2010-09-13 11:44:55')

Tattoo
for those who can help me out here, I am finally getting my first (and quite possibly only) tattoo....I have some vague ideas of what I want- Lets start with the where- its going on my back toward the base of my neck and needs to be relatively small to medium in size. I would want something related to tigers however they are all too big and detailed so far. I am looking at the Libra scales- (not the symbols or tribal) but with the scales I want to incorporate either a moon or skull or both- but I am still totally open to suggestions- if you look into my bombing folder you will see things I like and get to know a bit of me- Im willing to compensate someone for coming up with the best idea!

A Poem Vent
I'm Drinking in this Toxicity Everyone is falling around me Nothings ever going to change I'll always be deranged My hopes and dreams have shattered in this dark hole i'm standing in. An abyss of pain and anger trap me wrapped up in this reality. I'm Drinking in this poisonisity I'm caving in within me I'm reaching out for change I'm stuck inside my own cage I turn in a circle and see all the fakeness. So fucused on money and being materialistic. I'm Drinking in this animosity I'm seeking truth around me a glimps, a peek of change I'm going insane My mom collapses within herself by her own doing No wonder I'm so confused and helpless I'm drinking in this obsesity To be someone different then me I want to change I cry out in rage I see these women I want to be None of them truely happy although they have everything. I'm drinking in this obserdity I have found whats inside of me It's time to make my own change I don't want to be sane I will figh

Happy Fathers Day !!!!
Tejana, Here To Wish All The Dads On Fubar A Very Happy And Blessed Fathers Day!!!! Sharing And Caring Is What Friendship Is All About. No Matter How Big Or How Small, A friend's Act Of Kindness Always Leaves A Lasting Lasting Touch Of Gold In The Heart. And No Matter How Different Friends Are, Or How Far Apart, The Sunshine And Happiness They Lend Always mends The

Random Thoughts
He who knows truthKnows he must bring honorHe who knows loveKnows to bring commitmentHe who knows integrityKnows to bring intelligenceHe who knows his loverKnows to bring his open armsHe who is a knightKnows that he is protectorHe who sees beautyKnows he is the eyes beholderHe who understands compassionKnows he must be patientHe who understands his dutiesKnows his role as a prince

Sally
This day has been so long and its only a few minutes past 8pm. I am working the phone tonight and its been steady but would enjoy more calls. Check out my profile pics and it will tell you how to call me if your interested. I enjoy meeting people and I love learning about cultures of other people. I need to go out and pull some weeds but its so hot!! I enjoy the outside when its just a tad bit cooler lol. If this night gets any longer I dont know what I am gonna do, guess I am just bored. Looking for friends so look me up! Sally

A Open Book.
A open bookA heart apoun a sleeveIts not hard to believenormaly rushing into thingsJumpping head first nor carerringTry to find the right oneEnding up loving the wrong oneSome how my pain is my pleasureYet my pleasure brings me painOne equals the other its all the sameSo what is love but a higher form of lustAn lust is a lower form of loveWanting to find some one to holdDont want a child or some one to oldNot looking for some one to change meJust trying to find some one for meThrough my add attacksBeing able to help me stay on trackThy angel of darkest lightBeautiful from inside not from physical sight

Time To Dance.
Let's Do a danceA Dance to deathDeath of romanceRomance and loveLove of anotherAnother never to holdTo hold never moreNevermore to danceThe dance of romanceIt's time to dance againTo find the right partnerFor the tango of loveWe start with a step n a twirlPain travels up you legAs a few feet are stepped onIt's nothing personalthat's just the way it goesAround an around we goTired of going through partnersBut sooner or latter I'll find the oneAn the dance will endWith a passionate kiss.

One For The Lo's And Lette's
We are the out casts of societyWe come from the rich an the poorWe're Christians pagans, anarchist, and otherFriends, brothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe FreakshowWe're honor boundWe live and die by the carnivalVery few understand usThe one's that do are FamFriends brothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe freak showGrease paint,Hachets,faygo,and homiesWe don't rape, kill or anything we sing aboutWe mug an do thing we ain't support toWe are survivorsFriends, bothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe Freakshowwe are every whereWe may not all agreeYet we stand together in the time of needWe will watch one another backsFor we are the freashowThe family of clowns and ninja'sSimply known as juggalo's

Special Stuff.
The Contents of a Special Day: A nice breakfast by the bay. An introduction. A visit home. Meeting friends. A not-so-happy, but necessary mission. A relaxing long walk and talk together. A special reward for a deserving child. A reluctant parting. A fervent hope that almost all will be repeated soon.

Confusion
i listen to the rain as it hits the window pane...damn its drivin me insane. bout to loose controlmy heart is turning so cold with hateredand pain ...something i cant tame ... cant blame it on the rain... hatered ,is it something a person should claim or is it something ur to deal with and fullfill it? whatever it may be... i cant see for the rain got me seeing in red...bout to loose my headmy thoughts i want to shed ... put my feelings to bed... so lost for the fog of confusion...time is my enemy... dont know which way the sun will riseshould i close my eyes or face my fears ...so tired of all these years filled with tears ...tell me should i face my fears like a monster whohides under your bed at nite? i know it dont sound rightbut its now and never later ... im the one putting this on paper...i couldnt be no faker... or be ur taker...stop tryin to get in my head. my thoughts would have u wishin u were dead. like i said ... u couldnt handle the unspoken words that could be said...

Listen
LISTEN... close ur eyes use ur imagination listen with ur heart feel with ur soul dont say a word close ur eyes list to the words feel the beat feed ur mind dont say word close ur eyes breathe it taste it feel it be it dont say a word close ur eyes let ur mind be free let ur soul sing let ur heart beat dont say a word enjoy wut the good lord gave u take it and run with it embrace the lyrics the wisdom the pain the joy never know wuts in store for the next verse. dont say a word just intake wut they say. the reality its more than the beat maybe more than u and me.... its not wut u say or see but about wut it can be. dont say a word just listen with ur soul u never know wut u may be told.

The Words Flow
i never really understood the meaning behind the words now understanding the words that always seem to flow out of your mouth feeling the rhythm touch my soul making me feel whole wanting u to talk real nice and slow. let me enjoy every last word that roams in your world. yes i do understand every last word u just said that seem to always flow out of your mouth not knowing when they will begin or would they ever end.always got me lost in your mind as if I’m in outer space.like im speeding down a congested freeway all caught up in a daze running around in a maze i never really understood the meaning behind the words that seem to always flow out of ur mouth never know whether to stand still and listen ... or turn my back and walk away not hearing a word you say you can get me all bent and twisted with the soft spoken words that flow out of your mouth hanging on to ever consonant and vowel ever last syllable that you sound its crazy how u

Blinded By Love
I put so much into what we had … Got lost in the past with you in my heart. Lord knows I would go to the ends of the world to Make you happy. It’s a damn shame that you did not see it in the same Light as I did. All broken up and shattered with pain of losing you When in reality I never did have you. You was playing silly ass games… got the wool pulled over my eyes . For those looking from the outside in would say I was Blinded by love. Whatever you want to call it… the pain is too great to Deal with. My mind is spinning out of control. Like I cant seem To find my way back to home. Clouds fill up my mind . I can feel the tears building up in my eyes And the pounding in my chest is getting greater Lord, why does it hurt so much? I thought that love wasn’t suppose to be so painful. Why do I feel so shameful? I feel as though I’m a flightless bird that doesn’t know How to use my own two feet. All I want to know is…

Rules And Guidelines
What we expect from all members that want to join this Family...1. You must help with all level ups that are posted when you are on line.2. You must rate the MOD every day at least 100 pictures..All members need to have A MOD folder made and titled TINY HUGGZ folder3. You will have to R/F/A all members of this family..No one can have another member Blocked!4. You must comment on all Blogs and Stash stating you have read and understand...This is so we know you are in compliance.5. You are expected to be kind and curteous to all members and staff..We dont want members to state negative things in their status..this family is all about showing Love not drama!6. All add requests need to have JOINING TINY HUGGZ IN IT7. We expect all our members to stay active..if you are going to be gone for a few days we will need to be notified by a private message stating the reason for your inactivity so you dont get removed for not helping with the level ups or doing the MODFounderDJ RUSTY

*poems*
These summer days are magnificent, Warm breezes, skies are star studded Although my nights have been cut short suddenly, You still decorate my dreams, with pride and hope. I must present my apology to you, I've made mistakes, I've given pieces of my heart to others, But in return, got them back shattered. Now, I know you're happy with your life, with your success. Your beauty also compliments my regret, my sorrow for myself. Even within this setting of utopia, I'm twisted within our memories. I've been broken down much too far. Now I linger behind the times we spent together, Within the glamorous aura that surrounds you.

Told I Was Insane
I was told I was InsaneCuz I could hear and see the unexplainedSo they threw me into a room by my lonesomeAnd threw way the only Key to the doorAll cuz I hear the voicesThat resided in my Head And those of all aroundAnd saw what they could not seeSo in this single room I goWith its padded walls of whiteBecause they thought I was InsaneAnd would try to hurt, or kill, youWhen all I've every wantedIs to help you and myselfTell you what I see and HearThat you fail to know ofBut no you dont believe meWhen I'm constantly shifting my stance and gazeCuz I can see them and hear their plansOf coming out to hurt, or kill youDont think no one can help youWhen you needed it the mostAnd no ones there to know whats happeningFor theres only one that could knowBut you locked me into a padded roomAnd threw away the only key to the doorBecause you were to afraid to ask and ponderIf maybe what I hear and see is going to beSo here I sit nice and cozyIn the center of my roomStaring at the pad

Lost
Lost and AloneWithin this LifeSearching to findSome form of comfortWhile LostI sit AloneWithin this ShellOf this WorldWanting to be FoundTo be Loved and HeldWithin your Strong ArmsKnowing I'm Safe and FoundWhile I wish for thisI shall wait til I'm FoundForever Lost and AloneWhile I fade into Darkness

I Dont Get It....
why do guys try to use girls inseducrities against them when they feel rejected? like a guy flirts with a girl or some shit and tries to "hook up" but girl rejects the guy and even does it nicely ok i cant do the 3rd party shit im no good at it.... guy flirts with me then tries to hook up i NICELY turn him down, say i have alot going on in my life with my accident and living situation and just life in general plus i conisder myself already in a relationship even though it hasnt been physical thus far anyway i get off point... my point is i turn him down and supposedly we're cool still friends whatever and not just one guy this has happened to me alot lately and the guys then turn around and start asking me about all my female friends want me to give them my friends numbers so they can hook up with my friends and talk about this one girl at work who sleeps with anything with a penetratable object thinking it will get me to hook up with them like i'll get jealous and want the

I Hate You
I hate you I hate the way you make me feel I hate the way you manipulate me I hate that I know you’re not who you’re supposed to be And yet all along I love you still I still crave you and You threw me away You tore me down along with all my walls You rebuilt me in your image Rebuilt me as you wanted me Then tossed me away like a discarded broken toy I hate you for making me trust you I hate you for making me love you I hate you for everything I love you in spite of it all… I love you with all the broken pieces of my heart But I hope they cut you open I hope they somehow make you empty and broken too

A Heartfelt Note
I woke this morning feeling a bit disturbed and maybe a little vunerable. My about me section I felt just about summed it up for me but then maybe not.Then I started writing a blog here and there to show more pieces of who I am,just in case someone really wanted to know. I now wake up as I said above and realize that some of the ones I have gotten close to I may be hurting.I went through a spell of taking everyone out of my family because things were being said & even though nothing is being said at this momen, if I changed it around for my reasons it would be.I have never put in order who I like better or more than this one or that one I had my own system but from what I hear from others they take it as if you are number one then that is who you like the most..I dont do it like that,If I could I would put everyone first.So I am thinking of getting that gone again as well. I feel I need to say that I am only one person and even if one of the other girls get on I am still just that o

Bittersweet
Time has passed and yet i havent figured out why my life works out the way it does. There has been so many times to where i should have died. I am thankful that i am living today. In the past i grew up around so much voilence and it has crupted me to think differently than most people. My eyes are always wide open watching for a untrusty person to come towards me. But now i realize even after all the time that i thought i have forgiven my past and come to some ground i know now that i haven't. I am still a victim inside hurting..in pain. I got so much anger inside of me..so much hatrid. One person destroyed me and that same person destroyed the one's i love. How does one escape? How does one move on? Even after seeing many theripists..even after talking so much about it i feel like i will never move on. Maybe i'm not supposed to? But how will i ever be happy intill that person that destoryed our lifes is gone and burried?! I never wish ill of someone because i am a caring person and i

My Babies Rock-a-bye Songs.
Baby mine, don't you cry. Baby mine, dry your eyes. Rest your head close to my heart, never to part, baby of mine. Little one when you play, pay no heed what they say. Let your eyes sparkle and shine, never a tear, baby of mine. If they knew all about you, they'd end up loving you too. Cause you're so special to me, sweet as can be, baby of mine. I'll take you dreaming, through the rainy night. To a place, behind the raindrops. Where the stars are bright. You may not find gold or silver. But a richer prize, waits for you behind the raindrops, if you'll close your eyes. Tonight, tonight, when all the world's asleep. We will tip toe home with a wonderous star, a star you can always keep. Years from now, when you go dreaming, when you're very old. Though your crown be rich with rubies, diamonds set in gold. None will shine as bright as the star we find tonight. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are grey. You'll never know dear how mu

My Dad, My Hero
My step dad, Charlie was a good guy....he became my dad shortly after i was born. He treated my two older sisters and brother like his own. So, i only knew him as my dad. We did alot of things as a family. One particuliar summer, i was 3 and just as curious to explore everything around me. i love the water. We had a pond the size of a football field. Unfortunately i fell in and drown. My little sister seen me fall in and rush to get my mom then went to get my dad. My mom pulled me out as my dad came flying out of the house. He was a navy man and did alot of water rescues. Dad started cpr on me immediately. I wasnt breathing and my heart had stopped for over a minute. Finailly, by the grace of God, he pounded on my chest one more time and it started to beat again. He continued to give me mouth to mouth til the ambulance arrived. The firemen worked on me and we re able to get the water out of my lungs and breathing again. So, i stayed overnight in the hospital and there was no da

Fathers Day...
Hey kid...I know you are hurtin today...for reasons you...shouldn't have too... Even though you don't ever say a word about it...I'm your Mom...and I know...k??? Just remember this...It's not you...It never was your fault...And...It never will be your fault...NEVER... Just be a better man than he is...Btw???...You already are...and I respect you for that... And I am sure in his own f'd up way...He is sorry now...But yeah...I know...It's too damn late... Again...His fault...His loss...and a great one too...k???

Auction
Be part of the Days of Summer Auction! * Just 5,000 fuBucks to enter * Send me a link to the photo you would like to use in the auction, and a list of what you will be offering Contest will being on Friday, June 25. Let the fun begin!

More
DUDE I GOT SOME THINGS TO SAY TO U IM NOT DONE U SENT ME THE LINK TO UR BLOG UR MOTHERFUCKER U CAN BLOCK ME OR WHATEVER BUT I WANT TO SAY GO FUCK URSELF AND I FEEL BAD FOR WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH YOU HAVING TO DEAL WITH UR ASS MAN I LOST FAMILY AND MY FIANCE IS IN THE ARMY AND HE STILL REMEMBERS 9-11 HE CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND HE HELPS THOSE IN NEED ALONG WITH HIS FELLOW TEAM I WAS IN ROTC IN COLLEGE SO I DONT RESPECT WAT U SAID GET A FUKEN LIFE OR A FUKEN CLUE THIS IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND WE WON'T GET OVER IT FOR THOSE OS YOU WHO LOST FAMILY WE ARE STILL PULLING FOR YOU U R NOT ALONE AND FOR WHOEVER THIS GUY IS I SAY FUCK HIM HE DONT KNOW WAT THE FUCK HE IS TALKING ABOUT AND IN CASE U DIDNT KNOW MY NAME IS ALEX FUKEN ROSE REMEMBER THE NAME DONT FORGET IT BITCH CAUSE ME AND MY FIANCE AND ALL THE OTHER SOLDIERS R HERE TO HELP THOSE IN NEED AND IF ALL U WANT TO DO IS TALK SHIT REMEMBER WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I DO IT BUT UR JUST A BITCH SO WATS IT MATTER TO U MAN IDC WHERE U CO

Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im

This Hits Close To Home
"Lead Me" I look around and see my wonderful life Almost perfect from the outside In picture frames I see my beautiful wife Always smiling But on the inside, I can hear her saying... "Lead me with strong hands Stand up when I can't Don't leave me hungry for love Chasing dreams, what about us? Show me you're willing to fight That I'm still the love of your life I know we call this our home But I still feel alone" I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes They're just children from the outside I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine They're in independent But on the inside, I can hear them saying... "lead me with strong hands Stand up when I can't Don't leave me hungry for love Chasing dreams, what about us? Show me you're willing to fight That I'm still the love of your life I know we call this our home But I still feel alone" So Father, give me the strength To be everything I'm called to be Oh, Father, show me the way To lead them Won't You

Bombs N What?
so I am totally clue less n a little drunk..WTF is a bomb? ny one? I mean c'mon..it took me 3 yrs to get a salute up! lol just kidding but no...I came to this site n didnt read a dang thing..now I am n I am sooooo confused....well...this is my first blog..it sucks elf but hey..never said I was a brain...just an old vamp. Peace to you all n Goddess bless

Martin's Thoughts
As you can tell by my friends, I am basically here because I adore women. All kinds of woman. From all backgrounds, cultures, and countries. They all bring something unique to the table. And I love them all. I am not going to ask you to show me your tits or anything. Those that do, I enjoy looking. But I respect those that do not. And I would not ask unless it was right after placing the Do Not Disturb sign on the door handle. Thank you to those that have noticed. I appreciate and respect my fans and friends.

Sadness
I am sad to say my Uncle passed away on Fathers day 6/20/10... Clyde Borders. I am going back home to Austin, Texas for the funeral. I will be gone from 6/24/10 to 6/27/10.. I am currently off work this week while my sister is in town from Chicago and will now just be relaxing and enjoying myself as much as I can till I go back to work... I say Thank You to everyone for the well wishes and wonderful comments.. there is a photo of my uncle posted. please stop by, check out his photo for me...

Kitkat
Just gonna stand thereAnd watch me burnBut that's alrightBecause I likeThe way it hurtsJust gonna stand thereAnd hear me cryBut that's alrightBecause I loveThe way you lieI love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there's a steel knifeIn my windpipeI can't breatheBut I still fightWhile I can fightAs long as the wrong feels rightIt's like I'm in flightHigh of a loveDrunk from the hateIt's like I'm huffing paintAnd I love it the more that I sufferI sufficateAnd right before im about to drownShe resuscitates meShe fucking hates meAnd I love itWaitWhere you goingI'm leaving youNo you ain'tCome backWe're running right backHere we go againIt's so insaneCause when it's going goodIt's going greatI'm SupermanWith the wind in his bagShe's Lois LaneBut when it's badIt's awfulI feel so ashamedI snapWho's that dudeI don't even know his nameI laid hands on herI'll never stoop so low againI guess I don't know my ow

Casper's Auction
Hi i'll be hosting my 3rd auction. I know i dont do this very often. I will be taking entries on Tuesday June 29th at 12am EST. until Tuesday July 6th at 12am EST. You will need to send me my fu-mail. The list of your offers, The picture link you wish to use and the entree fee of 100K fubux. The minimum bid in the auction will be 250K. Call cash bids will override fu-bux. You may use fu-bux along with cash bids but it must be the same cash value or higher. The auction will start on Saturday July 10th at 12am EST and will run until. Saturday July 17th at 12am EST. Any questions about the auction let me know. I recremened that you share this with your friends so that they can join too. Casper4SER

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For Everyone Wondering Where I Have Been And Why I Haven't Been Here
my g-ma gained 30 plus lbs in a week of fluid the fluid reached her lungs causing her to cough and vomit in over doing that she tore her esophigus : tearing that she was vomiting blood and as she thought she had to have a bm it was nothing but blood...she lost over 600 liters of blood in just a couple of hrs her pace maker and her diabetes were really messing up working really hard ,with her liver and galbadder not working right she cant fight infections and they wont do surgery on her...they managed to be able to do a procedure to find where it was all coming from,they got the blood clots out and it's fixing it's self but she cant overly caugh vomit or sneeze ..if she does she'll tear it again and they will not be able to save her this time

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know that in their heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike..being in total synchronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks.

Tough Being Single /dad
i know atleast with me i took care of financal stuff with my daqughters ,but for the last 6 years had to change career and the other half dont do didly so that kinda sucks for my kids,and i havent been out really last 2 years, there i got it out it out im done ,lol

Smilin Faces
See I don't know what you've been toldSomebody told meee...Never trust a man with a smiling face...Just might be the day of life they take...This here be a letter from the heart, is anybody listen anymoreI dunno what where how when why, no trust anymoreEveryone got the same look, hard to decifer what's realMy little homie jay just got tamed but he copped 5 with a dealDoes that really mean that he snitchin when he's smile tellin me that it's officialGuess I'm ganna find out in his discovery, if it's game that was spittinCan't even trust my own girl, I done fucked up too muchKeep havin dreams of her fuckin other dudes, man it's just my luckThis is what I deal with daily, ain't enough pills to lay meDown to sleep I don't even trust a cheap life when you feel this crazyThat alone will decay me, lettin all this realness fade mePlease lord God, if Heaven has a way let me see the real ones's facesWhat's that smile you wearingWhat's that smile you wearLook at him plan as he speak, looking like

Poems
dusty old stone i fond a stone dusty and oldeye's don't see the beauty so deeponly heart and soul can see the diamend it keepsit sparkels only for me to see whate secrets it keepsmy secret beauty dusty and oldkeeper of diamends keeper of soulsthats what i fond in a dusty old stone crying ever felt like crying like your whole world is dyingever feel like running and hiding while your whole world is dyingnothing left dut ashes no ground left standingnoting to fight over but ashesscattered by the wind washed away by tearscrying over ashes crying over lost grounddrowning in tears running from fears noting left but ash covered tearsleft with a burning soul consuming fire surrounded by ash coverd tears broken down world whit noting left to burnflames dying light faiding darknes risingtears drying noting left than wind scatered ashes geting older geting older is noting to fear geting older is not geting old just wiser it happens to all of us evry year evry day age is just a number

The Amazing Woman
The Amazing beings that are woman...... We forget sometimes just how amazing woman really are. Ladies, I hope you will pass this on to the men you know. It never ceases to amaze me of the creations we can woman.....or Wo Men ! We, as men often forget simple things about them that we have always known. For one...we have to admit, while we have the physical strength, they are far superior mentally. Their only weakness is that emotions often rule there thinking and actions. While we are possessive and jealous, woman are equally so....but one must keep in mind, while a woman falls in love faster than most men, they fall out of love faster as well. But what is amazing is the.... 1. A Woman will stay with a man, bare his children and love doing so, based upon the initial falling in love. Those few months of happiness when they were getting to know each other and how he made her feel. She will cherish that time her whole life. Guys...make it very special, because even after those m

Pennies
A Penny I found a penny todayLaying on the ground.But it's not just a penny,This little coin I've found.Found pennies come from heaven,that's what my Grandpa told me.He said Angels toss them down.Oh, how I loved that story.He said when an Angel misses you,They toss a penny down;Sometimes just to cheer you up,To make a smile out of your frown.So, don't pass by that pennyWhen you're feeling blue.It may be a penny from heavenThat an Angel's tossed to you.

What A Day
Ok, so today I had 6 Doctor apointments, and I have to say, I feel as if it was a total waste of time. As usual, the military does not really have a doctor that knows a damn things, and if they do, they are to afraid to say soemthign because they might get in trouble for thinking. The only good thing that came out of today was I got my ketamine. Wanna talk about good shit. It is a astart. Now, if they can just get theis damn headache to go away.... I will deal with the other stuff over time.

Whats Ur Sign
I am a ARIES YOUR sign? ~~LET'S HAVE FUN~~ PASS IT ON..... CANCERGreat Kisser. Very high sex appeal.Great in bed. Most horny. PISCESCaring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMMIT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. Extremely weird but in a good way LIBRAVery gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet!AMAZING in Bed.!!!!! CAPRICORNSassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible, awesome kisser. Great talker.Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. EVERY PERFORMANCE!!!! AQUARIUSTrustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Extremely energetic.Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers. ARIESOutgoing. Spontaneous. No one to fuck with. Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic.Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. TAURUSAggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a

Family & Friend List
Starting today I will be changing up my family and friends list,more so the family...Once a week.I am tired of hearing well I went down on the list or woot I went up.Everyone has there own reason for where they put each person.I have my own reason as well.It does not mean I like this one more or that one.I wished as I have said in 2 or 3 blogs now I wished I could put everyone first but I can not.So once a week now I am changing them up.No more discussion on this subject.PERIOD!!! Some act like my 2 year old and if I dont put up with it from him then why would I start with an adult. So just pout.Lol..Seriously I don't mean to be mean but this is crazy and I am tired of it. May God Bless You

The Adventure Of The Missing Hat And Pipe
Well, Holmes, my theory is that a Dr.Edmund Chinnery is the culprit. He travelled to London from a strange northern town called royston Vasey and booked into a hotel on baker Street on the night before the robbery. With him he brought as circus-trained dog who was to be the thief. I know this because I found a dog collar in the parlour, and inscribed on a tiny metal plate were the words "You're my dog now". He intended to sell the hat & pipe at an auction room on the coast, at a port called Flea Bay. It is well known that items belonging to the rich & famous always fetch high prices there. However, the autioneer is renowned to be a greedy, vulgar man who rudely greets winning bidders with his outstretched hand and cry of "Pay, pal". At the moment I have no further evidence to back up my idea, and would gratefully request your speculation on the case, if any. Your loyal servantDr Watson My dear Watson,It has come to my attention that a Mrs Doyle, who resides on a small island

For Love
So I havnt posted a blog in a long time so bear with me lol! Been doing a lot of soul searching lately and well to be honest Im not exactly sure where im going but im starting to get a pretty good idea of what will make me truly happy. Sometimes life hands you a box of lemons and you have to take a bite of that lemon and spit it back in their faces lmao!!!! So for all of those who hate me ....go ahead and hate me It doesnt bother me. Take that hate somewhere else cause it just consumes and rots the already dead horse. I dont need it anymore For all those who love me....I love you back in full and then some. I have always loved to the fullest and that is one thing I will never change about myself as long as I can help it. I am around somewhere so if you wanna chat or just have some fun haller at me....for those who wont take no for an answer FUCK YOU im deleting you :) have a great day everyone!

Whoop Whoooop Ninja
Well, where 2 start... There were 2 Homies that were in an accident that were taken 2 The Carnival on friday June 18, 2010, after a rain storm. They both R ninjas, but now reside in Shangra La. Their names R Kyle Auston Baker and Zack Price from La Porte, IN. Ages Kyle 18 N Zack 22. Kyle lived at Zacks becausew his parents kicked him out and he was young, and was always willing 2 help another ninja out. He just wanted his family(Juggalo Family) 2 like him which we all did/do. Much Clown Love Kyle! Zack Left behind a wife N 2 beautiful girls ages 2 years old and a newborn of almost 1 month. I was there at the birth of his newest. he was an awsome father that loved/loves his children and his wife. I have been at his wifes side since and this is the 1st chance I have had 2 write. So why don;t all U Ninja's Send up a Whoop Whooooop 4 all R Taken Homies, Cause we never DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Working In America
You are so right on unions. When I worked at Southwest Airlines from 1998-2002 the union contract read that you could opt out of the union but were still liable for union dues but were no longer protected by the union and since no Southwest Airlines employee could not be non-union, the union sent a letter to Southwest demanding the termination of the employee which Southwest Airlines had to abide by or face lawsuits. When I worked at USair from 1987-1990, it was non-union but bought PSA, who was union and the union was abolished and it all went non-union and both USair and PSA employees agreed they have never been treated better by management, even if it was merely out of a fear that the union would be re-established. Not to say there are not abuses of owners and managers who have no fear of unions, like those who work for Toyota, whether they be plant workers or dealership employees, because Toyota doesn't allow unions...They are bullies and abuse their employees. It is like a catch

Yea--
late night talks--spending hours together yet never in the same room--feeling like i can say anything and its ok--its got me trippin--idk where its going but I'm feeling good again--thank you you are important to me--just sayin :)

Free Ps3,xbox,imac,etc
http://gifts.freebiejeebies.co.uk/251416 ok so this really works it was on nbc news cnn newscast and bbc news.... All you gotta do is complete one offer(i spent $7 to complete the offer) then get a certain number of friends to join and do the same( it was 13 ppl for me to get a free 120gb ps3 slim) they also have other gifts like phones,ipods,imacs,macbooks,xbox,gps.etc

Coin
I find myself happy, liking who I am. Im comfortable as a lazychair I'm honest, loving and I do care. I blame noone for how I become, or for all I've done. I was once a sports car lightening fast I run , now to a putter I roll off to life . trying to keep it going speaking softly and angerly I mutter. I need a break, sometime for myself, a place to go, a place I don't know. I need to be excited, too laugh so hard , to see a piece of this world that would make my head wrirrel , But I'm finally old and not so bold and I am comfortable .....with who I am .

Ez2ride
Back in the Saddle I have been working the same ol' grind for about 10 years without much of a break. Work has been slow lately, since the ECONOMY is so darned slow, so web design has been a slow business to be in lately. I have been out knocking on doors trying to drum up business, but most of the small mom and pops are going under. It is kind of a sign of the times...I guess. I am seriously thinking about relocating, but then you hear the old timers tell stories of the Oklahoma dust bowl...and they thought that they could improve their lot by packing up and moving...I just have this vision of the Grapes of Wrath. I think I'll stick to life where I am. I love the places I see..the parks here are green....lots of fresh running water, Japanese gardens, wildlife, flowers...everything I would ever want to see daily. I am going to get my mountain bike out soon...and start doing my daily ride of about 20 miles. I love to shoot pool, play darts, and maybe see sports on the big scree

My First Hh At 11
Good God, I spent all day rating photos and only a few people helped me in return. I need to level to Oracle so the bomb and HH should cover the points, but I need 4 more Big Pimpin gifts and the rest. Check my Angel folder. If you're stingy about fubux, I can send you enough to cover it.

"nymphetamine" By Cradle Of Filth
Led to the riverMidsummer I wavedA 'V' of black swansOn with hope to the graveAnd through red SeptemberWhen skies fire-pavedI begged you'd appearLike a thorn for the holy onesCold was my soulUntold was the painI faced, when you left meA rose in the rainSo I swore to the razorThat never, enchainedWould your dark nails of faithBe pushed through my veins againBared on your tombI'm a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soonCome above unto me?For once upon a timeFrom the binds of your lowlinessI could always findThe right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incisionIn my heart that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel visionSunsetter, nymphetamineSick and weak from my conditionThis lust, this vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submissionNone better, nymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamineNymphetamine girlNymphetamine, nymphetamineMy nymphetamine girlWicked with your charm, I'm circled like preyBack in the forest where whispers persuadeMore sugar trails, more white l

Mahut And Isner Set Record At Wimbledon With Marathon Match
France's Nicolas Mahut (pictured) and John Isner of the United States made tennis history at Wimbledon on Wednesday, smashing the standing record for the longest match. The contest was postponed for a second day after more than 10 hours of play. France's Nicolas Mahut and John Isner of the United States made tennis history at Wimbledon on Wednesday as they set a new record for the longest-ever match. They surpassed the previous time of six hours and 33 minutes set at the 2004 French Open, when Fabrice Santoro beat fellow Frenchman Arnaud Clement 6-4, 6-3, 6-7, 3-6, 16-14. "It is reasonable to say that it is the longest official tennis match in history," International Tennis Federation spokesman Nick Imison told AFP, adding that it was certainly the longest in the Open Era records. "There are not any records to suggest otherwise." Other records also tumbled in the epic match on Court 18, where the pair were still tussling at 39-39 in the final set of a match c

What Do You Want From Me?
There might have been a timeI would give myself away(Ooh) Once upon a timeI didn’t give a damnBut now here we areSo whataya want from meWhataya want from me’Just don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meYeah, it’s plain to seethat baby you’re beautifulAnd it’s nothing wrong with youIt’s me – I’m a freakBut thanks for lovin’ meCause you’re doing it perfectlyThere might have been a timeWhen I would let you step awayI wouldn’t even try but I thinkyou could save my lifeJust don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meJust don’t give up on meI won’t let you downNo, I won’t let yo

The Tomboy And The Tomcat
Hard to say at any given time who's the mouse and who's the cat? So we play our cat and mouse game of attractions and passions. I could be her tomcat, she would be my tomboy. We flirt a generation away the tomboy wants to play, ya know, I have never seen her is a dress or skirt. The tomboy and her tomcat, or the tomcat and his tomboy; sounds like the title of a book, one of those super sleuth action-comedy and impossible romance novels all in one Of course the x-rated love scenes would be left mostly to your imagination i.e., "what's wrong dear?" "Mom, a man made love to me, we did everything mom. He did things to me that I can't get out of my mind and it's interfering with my work and I did things to him, well, I can't believe I did them and I want more of him." Her mother looked at her the way mothers do and; "It's alright dear, now, tell me the truth, what's troubling you." She just looked at her mom with exasperated amusement and said "whatever." She is in her 20s but

Mel And Shit Hawk Wedding Fund
I want to see the shit hawks eyes bulge out of his head... Apparently he proposed to Mel this morning thinking he would ruffle some feathers.. Can you imagine if she accepts... He will Be in shell shock and we can all take a break from him. So help me help Mel and donate bling credits... she needs 80 to accept.

Stupidity At It's Best
I don't care much about the fu-owned thingy but I just realized something. When someone raises your value sky high where no one can buy you, You lose the chance on gaining more fu-bucks. And it is bad enough when you buy someone and you end up losing money when someone purchases them from you. So, my theory is, if you want to help your friends out maybe you should not rack their price up so high right at first. Let them be handled/fondled a bit before you lock them up for 2 weeks. Just a thought. :D I hate being asked for salutes....I like to give them when I feel like it. It sure would be nice to go on vacation. Not have to worry about anyone, not even myself. I look into the future and I know that is NEVER gonna happen. Am I a bad person for getting revenge for my son? This kid in Jiu Jitsu was a bit too rough on my 12 yr old son. My son didn't show that eh was hurt but I saw what the kid did. Then after class I asked my son if he was ok and he told me that the kid (who is 15

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat little less rapid Until we meet I know my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem like hours Hours will seem like months Months will seem like an eternity Until we meet The starts will not affect me with their gleaming sparkles of life Until i am gazeing up at them from inside your arms Until we meet The food that i eat will not be as fulfilling or nourishing Until it is you that i am shareing it with Util we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderfull day When our eyes make first contact and Our bodies and souls collide in a blissfull whirlwind The words will roll off my tounge a sweet song HELLO MY LOVE I COULDN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU For Austin I Love You

Why Oh Why Do The Best Ones Have To Die
I just found out that my best freind, My homie, My brother was killed tonight. All i can do is site here and cry and wounder why the best ones have to die. He was the only person in this world that i could talk to. He was the only one that was realy true. When i know that things are bad you will be there to get me thorugh. With out you my world is gone. With out you I have no one left. You had 2 beautifull boys That dont have a father any more because you was whereing the wrong colors in the wrong place. And a 23 year old ife that is now a widow. But dont worry my brother your wife and children are going to be taken care of i dont care if i have to sleep in a box on the street and steal to provide every thing they need. You are my brother and i have your back Rest in peace brother i will love you always and i will see you agine when the good lord dicieds its my time. R.I.P Mi AMOR

The Tears Of Drowning Sorrow.
Well. For the past month or so. My boyfriend has been gone in Cali, I terrribly miss him. Hes coming back in four days though. Im excited. I Love him with all my heart. Lol. Once he gets back were goin to Eclipse! x3 Well I might as well tell a bit about myself. I Love animals neon colors and dark colors. My favorite colors are Lime green and Black. I love Hello Kitty. Invader Zim and skinny jeans. I love cookies and muffins. I love metal techno electronic rock punk. Oooh i love gummy worms and gummy bears as well. I love pandas. Thy are sooo damn adorable! Lol. :p...I love grape koolaid. Lol. Ima adorkable. Ooooh And i simply looovvvveee Rainbows! Lol. x3 I love holding hands. I think freckles are cute. I love emo/skaters guys. I love emo gurlss. Ima BI. I love guys in eyeliiner! Lol. I love meeting neww ppl. And i love chatting!And anyone tht knows mee Enjoi! x3

You Pet In Color Pencil
hi all, im new here,im nadia am 40 years old and live in belgium my hobby is drawing portrets in color pencil from photo i like to draw all kinds of animals,stillife,landscapes you can always contact me if you want a portret of your dog,cat,car,.. price is 100$ for a size of 20x28 cm but i can make any size you want

Redneck
Roses is red an' my neck's red too an' you make my lips pucker like a big plug o' chew. If you was my shed i'd be proud to have made ya an' if you was my gun,in my rack i'd display ya. Cuz yer sleek like a bas boat an' hotter'n fire yer more grippin' to me then a new set o' tries. I'm a sad. lovesick fool jus' a-caryin' a torch an' i whine like them houn' dogs that's under my porch. Cuz you make my head spin like i'uz drinkin' white lightnin' (I ain't use to much thinkin' i confess it's a mite fright' nin'.) But yu'v stol my poor heart like that big ol' tornader that come through last month an' took off with my trailer....

Strange What Some People Will Say
Had a couple of days off this week with hubby and my mother in law. We were out and about...Or as the Canadians would say..Oout and aboout and had some lunch downtown. Went to this one place that had rocking chairs so we sat and rocked and people watched for a bit. This man walks by holding his daughter and off they go into one of the shops. My mother in law says to me "That little girl has slanty eyes." I just blinked. She then proceeds to say "I wonder if her mother is Chinese or maybe she's Japanese. I didn't see which way the little girl's eyes were slanted." I was like I didn't say a thing. Just kept shaking my head over and over and saying "Holy hell" to myself.

Jail
I was recently incarcerated in the Las Colinas Detention Facility for failure to appear. Apperently I was supposed to show up for court ordered classes whether or not I was able to pay the 200 bucks they wanted. What bothers me is the way the officer came knocking at my door stating matter-of-factly how I was wanted for prostitution! ha me a prostitute yeah right. I told him i dont get enough sex as it is being a 4yr olds mommy lol let alone get paid for it shit at this point if I ha money to spend trust me it would be th other way around and I would be paying for sex of course he would have to give me a free sample or demonstration (let me watch him with another woman) so that I know I am not getting ripped off). Anyways I got taken in and it turns out that my charge drunk in public is categorized under the same penal code as prostitution just a different section......go figure....officer was doing his job but not reading the info right! he was cute too =/

Anthony was my oldest cousin on my fathers side only a few years older than me. Last night when I got home home from jail and talked to my mom she told me she had some bad news. My cousin Anthony killed himself. This was a shock to hear because the last i heard of him he had been doing some time in prison but I guess he had been out just a few months ago and I did not know about it. apparently he had been struggling with drugs for a long time and his wife no longer a part of it decided to leave him and in his suicide note he vows he would rather damn himself to hell than to watch another man with his family and raise his kids. He hung himself early thursday morning just before it started to get light out....on a tree right in front of our late grandmothers house. What a terrible thing for my family just. I really can't believe he did it since they said he never threstened to commit suicide before it just saddens me and pisses me off at the same time. ....i guess there really wasnt any

Too Soon!
I think I didn't take a long enough break from fubar. I seem to either hurt or get hurt when I deal with others from here. This is never my goal or intention. I just have to figure out some things and I don't need the lies from the people here to add to my life. I am heartbroken AGAIN and I know that I have to heal before I can play again. If someone really wants to talk to me you can add me on yahoo (I'm always mobile) @ YIM: goodgirl_2480. I'm out!

Send Gifts To The Philippines
I am a blogger and a freelance writer from Albuquerque New Mexico who has interests in fishing, hunting and computers. I am currently helping out my friend with the redesign of his websites. I am happy to become a member of this community and am looking forward to sharing my thoughts, ideas, and opinions here. send gifts to the philippines

Somewhere, Someone
Your smile melts my heart. Just hearing your voice is like listening to angels sing. Your laughter is indescribable, while your eyes are deeper than the most beautiful sunset. Your skin glistens like the sea on a sunny afternoon. Your dark brown hair flows like the Nile, while your fragrance is as pleasant as a garden full of the finest roses. Your knowledge will take ages to fathom. Just being in your presence alone could bring a giant to his knees.Your lips taste like the finest wines. Your love could enlighten the dullest day. If I ever dreamt of you, arising would not be an option. I would stay in your dreams forever. Your beauty and knowledge go hand in hand, they are both timeless. Your soft beautiful smile is enough to engulf the darkest moments.To have you in my arms would be the worships of all gods, to hear your soft whispers would be enough to make me hold you forever close to me.For I know and understand that time with you will always be a present and never a past.To feel

Just Feelings
I get up everyday wondering why.......I go to bed every night with the same question. I really don't know why I try when all I ever do is make bad decisions. I just want to go to sleep like Snow White or Sleeping Beauty untill my prince comes but this is real life and I'm sure no princess and I have no prince. I always thought I wanted my little place in this world but I'm begining to believe that for me that place doesn't exist. I am a great friend or so I'm told but some how I'm not good enough for something more or thats real. I think the only reason I am posting this here is because no one cares and I want to be able to sleep. I would really like to be worth something one day but since I'm not worth anything by now I don't see that happening. I think I want to buy the book of DILLIGAF and study it. Maybe if I am cold and heartless not being worth anything to anyone won't matter to me. I just feel like nothing I do matters and I shouldn't try anymore. I would just like to not wake

Dreams
laying in bed my eyes closed drift in to a dream world, the world i creat is powerful and graceful, beauty bounds it to make it real, dreaming of flying down the road seeing places i only wish to see. dreaming of people i want to met, dreaming who what where and why ....... idk puzzling thoughts swirling together bound by beaty it sfor the faint of heart my dreams are mine but the thought of ur beauty is what bounds me the dreams of touching d feeling the enternal bliss...... what a kiss? the sheets are getting messed up, mmm the beaty that is bound with my thoughts to early to wake trying to stay asleep to see ur beauty ..... its hard to dream with out seeing ur face...my dreams are mine but ur beaty bounds me to the ground don't want to fly away but i will race to get to see ur beautiful face the sun is raising i'll hold on to the dream for ur face is what makes up my dream and i'll treasure my dream every time i sleep

Bookness
Prologue As the shadow of night crept across the globe, a figured adorned in a robe as black as the night itself crept along the rocky walls of an ancient canyon, his heavy footfalls echoing across the vast plains with each step. The canyon was said to have been the site of a great battle in the wars centuries before, where thousands of seasoned troops were taken out by a group of guerillas. After the battle it came to be known as the Canyon of the Wailing Dead, as it was said when the wind blew through it’s walls, the cries of the fallen soldiers could still be heard. The man was a very tall individual, most of his face save for the lower portions covered up by his hood, his pale eyes glistening in the moonlight as he arrived at his destination at the canyon’s central chamber. Despite the darkness of the night, the chamber was well lit by torches mounted along the walls of the canyon, giving the entire area an eerie ambiance. It was here where the man found six other figur

Lena
Here is a girl i knew for 6 Years. It Going on 7 years now. Lena was 15 when i knew her cuz of her mom. She is so beauitful, She is one of the nicest person you ever know. I treated her like a princess. She is 19 now. will be 20 this year. I knew i fell inlove with her since she was 16 i been waiting all this time for her but she wont listen to me right now. She is lock up in a rehab but when she get out i try one more time. But lena can be a selfish girl at time. she dont even want my help no more cuz of her on very bad drug. ( NOT WEED) weed not that bad guys and girls. I still said weed is still one of the better drug to clam people down. But i hate what what she doing. is not getting better, she being selfish. and is making me insane cuz i let life pass me up for her. I dont wanna give up but Do I really just move on after 7 year know she dont want my help anymore? Or do i be selfish and still try to get her to be with me?

Succumbed
You and I stroll into the grocery store one evening to pick up a few things for breakfast the next morning. As we are walking down the aisles, I tell you that there is something I need to pick up and will catch up with you in a few minutes. You say ok as I playfully smack you on the ass and walk away in the opposite direction at the end of the aisle. I am gone for about 10 minutes when you notice that I have walked back up behind you at the end of the adjacent aisle. As I walk up to you, I again playfully grab your ass as the moistness between them reminds you of just how much you enjoy it when I do that to you in public. As you reach up to grab something off the upper shelf you feel my hand as it caresses your inner thigh and pushes your skirt up a little and squeezes the bottom of your ass cheek. You playfully swat at my hand but really don’t want me to stop. Suddenly you feel my hand at your lower back pressing against you as you place a hand on the shelf to steady yourself. A

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Taunted Treasure
Perhaps some will recall the passon from "The Chronicles of the Wanton"... Her simpliest desires as from this repost from the past... Behind my armchairI found a small scrap of torn black fishnetsAnd I smiled to myselfRemembering…My legs spread wideIn four inch heelsBare breastedGripping the chairBent at the waistYou tore throughClutching my hipsRipping my pantiesEnteringThrustingTogether GrindingMoaningTrembling ThrustingCollapsingExhaustedEcstaticNow I am remembering….I wonder what house guestWill trip over the next scrapAnd pocket itSmilingKnowingWonderingI tucked it in a drawer Where I keep such thingsBecause I have such thingsTo conceal.

Naughty Stories
Im going to endeavor to post some, well, we'll call em short stories. I need an output for some of the tawdry little scenarios that wont quit popping into my head. I you choose to read any of the forthcoming chapters, be forewarned. They wont be for the faint of heart or the closed-minded. So having said that...Im gonna sit here and have a few beers and see if I can either, shock, enlighten, or, ideally, inspire someone to greater depths of depravity than they thought themselves capable of....

Friends
Friends (by me) A true friend is invaluablewhere ever you may meet it could be as babies or toddlers in grade school or high schoolin college or grad schoolon a team or at a jobin a club or in a band at a park or at the mallin real life or on line Some people you just know in passingothers are just acquaintancesbut a true friend is like the family you choosea real friend is a treasure to beholdthen there are friends who become loverssometimes you are looking for that loveother times it catches you off guardBut when it is real love you will just know Never take a true friend lightly even worse don't push them awaySome will fight to hold on to youothers will just walk awaysome may come backothers you could lose forever Never take a friend for granted no matter what...

The Dark Side Of Me!
I walk into the dark abyss, seeking the nature of my darkness. I come upon a gravestone that was unmarked, it looked as if it had been there forever, and a spirit becons me, taunting me, and asks,"What are you looking for?" I stand there with an icy glare upon my face and say,"answers to my hopeless existence. Why must I be this way?" and the spirit says."The only reason why you thint that your existence is hopeless is because you are not who you want to be with. You are this way because you are longing for a dark and romantic pleasure!" I stare at the spirit as if i was staring at myself, who has died from eternal loneliness and lack of the physical romantic nessissity of life, and a life of chaos and despair."Let me help you that way you won't end up like the way that i have. Go to your love and follow your heart, listen carefully to your hearts' voice, for your heart IS you, not only mentally, but physically too. Don't be like me and close your heart from those who love and care for

Story To My Life
so, this is my FIRST blog in this site. I don't know how long im going to keep up at it, but i figured i'd give it a try. I really don't know where to begain, so I think im just gonna keep it short in simple. I have the most amazing man in the world, Trinix420. He's perfect, and i have a son, who means everything to me. Those two man are the best people ANYONE could ever ask for, or ever want. The end.

1st
Yeah, I know, the Subject heading is a bit boring, but that is mainly because I am feeling bored!...Blah!... For the past month and a half I have been back home, in Northern MI, and to be honest, coming home served its purpose, had been three years since I had been back, but I am so over it! I flew back to get away for a week or so, but it turned into over a Month. My family has been on me about getting my teeth fixed since the accident, but work always seemed more important, besides, beautiful dental work is not a qualification when you're a wrecker driver... steriotypically, those in our profession usually have worse looking teeth than my own. However, it had been a year since the accident, and I actually got tired of hearing about it. So I went to the U of M in Ann Arbor (A2), and have had my initial visit for X Rays and evaluation. Now I am waiting on planning for the dental implants and the reconstruction of my upper gums. OMGawd!, I am bored though!, I have plenty to kee

Listen
If you love someone let them know every second of every day not just by saying those 3 words I love you show it by showing it and proving it. Listen to them talk to them. If you have a problem go to them and tell them don't go to someone else and believe what they tell because chances are there gonna lie to you trust your partner and your heart they won't steer you wrong. Johnny I am sorry I didn't come to you and I'm sorry I listen to everyone else. I hope you can forgive me. I love you and I always have and always will.

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Unforgiven (sonnet)
When I am alone breathing Mother Moon,I see my reflection hidden in cursed tears,After the sunset, I embrace the monsoon,Disguising my sorrow and outcast fears.In my dazed heart I am not glad to liveAs you and I once worshipped eternity.Now songs are still and this I can't forgiveFor nothing can quench my thirst of infinity.I buried my love beneath a delicate pine treeWhere I planted my bleeding hopes and pain.My tired Venus is there crying like a banshee,With the captain of my heart I shall remain.If death is tender, it shall carry my soul too.The dead are free but I am caged without you.

The Threads Of Infinity
Watch me multiply the threads of infinityas you close your eyes, mourning the symmetriesof love and fear, feeling desire emerging in yourveins once again.Watch me breed enthusiasm while you seekfor shelter in poems written in awe and painwhere my lust and passion shall remain.I make you whole so rest your thoughtwith an open hand and breathe yoursignificance upon me.I make you whole.I am your soul.

Aiden
For those of you who do know me, I have a son who is my whole life. The poor lil thing has gone so much in his one year of life. To make a long story short, I was in a bad situation (I also have a heart condition), was under a lot of stress and the doctors believe he had 2 strokes in utero. He in deaf in left ear, no teeth on left side and drgs left limbs... let alone can't stand up on his own. He has gone for mri's and ct's. He has been tested for cp, autism,epilepsy and brain damage (which I already knew)... as of july 7th I will be bringing him to UVA Medical Center for more tests. More than likely wil be there for a few days. For Those who care, I will have updates... xoxo

In Need Of Fu Hubby
Ok so I have a fu hubby but i'm feeling tossed aside like trash lately.. So i'm going to look for a new one.. You don't have to buy me everything under the sun.. I just want someone who is going to be around and make me smile say nice things.. Not disown me, discard me like a piece of trash.. so if anyone is interested please let me know.

I Wish To Be Me!
How I wish to be a butterfly. Why, you ask? so I can fly free, Free as a butterfly wants to be, No ties to this earth. No strings to hold me, pull me or lead me. How I wish to be a bird, to soar above the clouds, go where I please. How I wish to be a rainbow, beautiful, colorful, larger than life. How I wish to be a tree. Towering above everything. I am the bird, the butterfly, the rainbow and the tree. I am tall, beautiful, and free, So, of all these things mentioned, I wish nothing more than to be me!

I'm Not Sure
well i've never bloged before but i hear it's good so i'll try...i have so much stuff going on in my life that when i get the think to sit and think it's kind of sad..i mean i have good friends to help me and stuff but i guess that it's just hard

Poem For Grandma
She raised 11 kids, kept them happy, clothed and fed, Kept them warm, sheltered, a place to lay their heads. Such a kind spirit, so gentle and sweet, There was no problem she could not defeat. There was no task that was ever too large, For grandma knew just how to take charge. She did her best with whatever she had, At times she had to be both a mom and a dad. She loved us all equally, with all of her heart, She was such a strong woman, beautiful and smart. She struggled and toiled all of her life, And not once did she complain of her poverty and strife. Everything she owned, she worked for it all, This was the only way she could stand proud and stand tall. She was blessed with so many family and friends, On whom she could call when she needed a hand. Grandma's spirit was like sunshine on a rainy day, She could smile and melt all the tears away. Grandma said we could be anything we wanted to be, She loved all of us unconditionally. She would never judge, never belittle, or criticize, S

Death Came Knocking!!
Death came knocking at my door, It was half past twelve, I yelled go away What are you knocking for? My mind goes weary, I lose my thoughts, My eyes go blurry, It is not my fault. Again Death came knocking, It was quarter til one, I could not yell out My time has come. No one to lead me into that wayward light, I can not see past it, It is way too bright. Death came knocking, a third time It was almost two, I hurt so much, I don't know what to do, I can't fight anymore. This final time Death didn't knock at my door. No protest from me, I won't hurt anymore. Death ushered me away at half past two... No crying for me because I'm always with you...

The Switch
No one told you to hit that switch. You were warned so many times what it would do. You took me out in the world and made me see, then burned it down in front of me. Now it's done, what is left no one knows. Some days I wish I could turn back time and take back the things I've done. But I know they are all just learning experiences that I have either tried to fade out or leap over. I do know one thing I am me. Take it or leave it's not that I can't change it's that I won't change I am happy of who I am. I know there is a hole it's deep and it will take a lot to fill that hole. I don't know who is strong enough to do it who has enough patience to stick it out. I do know that person will be truly blessed if they do. Until then my friends be careful of those switches, If you truly love whom your with show it in all you do to have love is to live and not many truly get that experience. Forever Lost, Kael Dusk

Prays Needed
me and my wife just found out that one of our old friends in school is missing and presumed dead she was a great person so if you are religous or whatever u do please pray for her and her family. here is a link on the curent staus of the search http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11347544

Long-distant Love
Reality blurs boundaries,binds dreams with sharp wireextracting all hope assleep seems distant,miles down a road of despairdesire, glass destiny paintedin pastel huesand I can only hope fortomorrow to be better,to feel stable, notanother earthquakingchasm in memorymiles becomes my veinsdrained of blood, of loveof you, as you stand bythe seaside, sand betweenyour toes, pleading with heavenfor closure, to heal thestrain of loving me.

One Wish
If I had one wish. If one desire could come true. If I had one wish. My wish would be you. If I could choose. I would stay in your arms forever. Our hearts would fuse. And our love would become an endeavor. I would wish for you to stay with me. For you to be my love. You would be my hearts key. Forever my angel, my dove. Forever is a long time. To require in a single command. I will write our love in a rhyme. For it would be my demand. I would ask of this. Only with your permission. Lost in a kiss. Our love is my ambition. So I wished upon the star. The star that reminded me most of you. My actions seemed bizarre. But this wish I had to pursue. If I had one wish. My wish would be you. And since I made that wish. Wonders if it will ever come true... For A Special Person That Even Tho He Has No Idea He Has All That I Have Left ... MY HEART!!!!

Promoting Do's And Donts
1. u will go to my blog and find a promo that u like copy it. 2. u will add fan and rate new members. 3. u will put promo copied in newbies comment box. 4. NEVER EVER promote in other lounges. 5. once bouncer comes up and tells u you can no longer use promo go and pick another and keep promoting.

Fuct Free Pics
Ok FuCt fam if ya want a gif made or just a pic edited hit my PM with the details of what ya want. If you want a basic gif done i need at least 3 pics of you. If you want a stream gif like some of mine I need a video of you no longer then 8 seconds I can edit the video n make it for fu. THIS IS ONLY FREE TO FuCt FAM MEMBERS FOR OTHERS IT WILL COST YOU DEPENDING ON WHAT YA WANT DONE. Pass this along as well plz ty. DJ FuCt

My Life From Start To Now
I was born in 1966 in Dallas, Texas. From the start I was abuse by my father for about 7 years til I moved to Maine with my mother. In between grades 4-6 I was raped 3 times by guys. From 7-12 I was picked on for the most part of it. I really didnt have friends or even a close friend. After a year of messing around with a dead end job I joined the army. I did 7 1/2 years total. In 1990 I got married and have 2 wonderful boys. I was married for about 10 years she wasnt so I gave up after trying to make it workout. All me ex's cheated on me. With all the stuff I went through and my mother being sick I have been stressed and depressed for many years, I dare not say how many cause its too much. I have always been kicked down in life ALWAYS. That doesnt seen to change. If theres anything esle you like to know just ask me please. I'm very honest and open, I'm not affraid to answer any question weather big or small, unpersonal or personal. Thank You for taking the time to read this blog.

Daddy Diaries
So I have had my email address for so freaking long and it has tens of thousands of old email that i decided to try and clean out someday....well being a stay at home mommy gives you a lot of time on your hands especially as your tot gets a bit older and is more interested in playing his video games and I dont have to chase or clean up after as much .....so what does that mean? I get to clean out some email and actually sit and type some words which I guess I tend to write alot just like when I talk I tend to talk too much so there you have it! A genuine blogger! Going through my emails I found the correspondance between me and my dad to be quite interesting over the years and thought it might be a good idea to publish them kinda like a memoir or something.....ahhhh wtf why not I think they are blog worthy if not a cool way to scrapbook something in time sinve now a days no one corresponds through snail mail anyways unless you are in jail but now they have e-mail too! so as i clean out

Sexyblkf-4real-white Guy
Hello my name is rasheda im a very attractive black female 33 in california.im very down to earth,very outgoing,and have a great since of humor.i have 2 beautiful daughters.im not looking for no baby daddy or anything.im just trying to find my soulmate guy.im looking for a real honest white guy yes i prefer only white guys between 31-43.what i look for in a guy is a great since of humor,very down to earth and very outgoing and loves to laugh and enjoy life.i dont want a guy who acts stuck up and who is up tight if thats u dont contact me.

My Poem 4 First Luv
IM UNIQUE YOUR RARE IN THIS GAME LIFE ISNT FAIR SLEEP WITH U AND LEAVE I WOULDNT DARE MY HEARTS RED AND YOURS IS BLUE I MADE YOU MY EVERYTHING AND NOW WERE THROUGH TO INFINITY AND BEYOND BUT NOW IM OVER YOU EVERY WORD I SAID WAS REAL YOURS WERENT TRUE MISSING U EVERYDAY AINT NOTHING NEW YOUR STILL THE SAME BUT MY MENTALITY GREW YOU SAY YOU DONT CARE BUT REGRET IS GLUE THE SHIT I FELT FOR YOU BUT THAT LOVE FLEW THE WAY I FEEL YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE PAYBACKS A BITCH BUT THAT AINT MY CUE 4EVER HEARTBROKEN TILL JUDGEMENT IS DUE

Right Now -
> -somebody is thinking of you.> -somebody is caring about you. > -somebody misses you > -somebody wants to talk to you.. > -somebody wants to be with you.> -somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. > -somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. > -somebody wants to hold your hand.> -somebody hopes everything turns out all right. > -somebody wants you to be happy. > -somebody wants you to find him/her. > -somebody is celebrating your successes.> -somebody wants to give you a gift. > -somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. > -somebody loves you. > -somebody admires your strength.> -somebody is thinking of you and smiling. > -somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.

New To The Game.
ok so im finally figuring out how everything on here works, since i am new to fubar i may need a lil bit of help along the way. so if u have any tips for me feel free to hit me up and let me know! love to all my fubuddies!!

Mhop By Killer Wolf
come on in the place where the music is jumpingwelcome to the only house where pain doent hurtthe dj's are awesome the greaters are sexythe enforcers are strick but fairand the mother of of all owners the mistresswe have a rockin dj's in rebel and his greatly loveddelicious and the bear who thinks alot Poohthat leaves rayne the metal god. Lets not forget the MIstress herself whiping out the tunestheres our always good sub to greet every poor soul to enter the houseEmily and sweetangel are two newst member to the crewMistress guides this rag time crew with a firm handand a big heart. she owns this big ole enforcer name wolf who takes the rules to heart no wonder Mistress house of pain works with the personalitys we have running the place.So if you want a rockin pain of a good timecome join Mistress's House Of Pain!!!!

Not Sure If I Should....
Ok, so I'm thinking of making a NSFW folder, only opened for certain people for blings and such.... but I'm just not sure... I actually got the hubbys approval, so now its more down to what I decide.... As you all know, I have never done NSFW pics before... so this is a huge decision for me.... could really use some of my friends thoughts on it.... leave me some comments on your take... pros and cons... Thanks my Luvs!!

My First Blog
Well this is my first blog. Here is what is going on with me and my family. My sons father has came into the picture, and his girlfriend. The kids are spending some time with them. I have meet this great man, and I fell in love with him. He makes me feel like everything is going to be ok. Since I have been hurt so much in my past it makes me afriad that he is going to hurt me to. So one of my questions for whoever reads this is what do I do? I want it work out with him. He has asked me to marry him and I said yes. So if you could please help me out and give me some advice? How do i get rid of that fear of being hurt?

Help This Little Girl Get To St Jude!
With so much being spent on blings on Fubar, I ask for the people with the means to make a small donation. I know the Fu fam can help this girl get to St Jude! http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/haileyjones

Why Do Guys Keep On Hurtin Me
I meet this guy he was really nice and cool. I liked him alot. We would talk on the phone for hours and I liked that. He was so sweet to me and made me feel loved. Then he got a girlfriend and broke my heart. I don't even think I have one any more. It hurts so much to know that I will never have him now. If I knew it was goin to hurt this bad I would have never have told him I love him.

A Poem
I tried so hard but lost the fight With spirits of evil who torture at night I'm worthless and stupid I'm lead to believe As the razor they give me drips blood down my sleeve I try to overcome them but they never go home So they chant and torture as I turn to stone And when the sun rises they sink with the moon But my coldness remains because they will return soon I pass through the day not feeling a feeling I hide in the walls I hide in the ceiling But they can still find me by the scent of my tears Stealing love and happiness, stealing hours and years

Old Shit
All this anger That's deep inside It's coming out Flowin' like high tide It's time for a fight Gotta let out the rage Locked up too long Trapped in a cage Got the irish temper It's taking control Step up old man I'll rip out your soul You've come between A man and his wife Fuck you old man I'll end your life This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear you apart I'll cut off your balls And rip out your heart When she kisses you Do you taste my cum I'm calling you out Now come get some Just a fat old man Who think's he's tough Well bring it fucker I've had enough You don't even know What i'm capable of No one can save you Not even god above I'll beat you down slow So you feel my pain Fuckin' curb stomp you And splatter your brain This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear out

Quotes
Quote to live by(cannot for the life of me remeber where the quote is from or who to attribute it to possibly the Buddha?): · No matter what happens throughout life, always, regret nothing, for all eternity. Without any single exemption that Life inevitably will throw at you, whether it is love, hate, guilt or any other nefarious plan used to keep us from Enlightenment. Once we are successful and truly have no regrets, the illusion that we are all pawns, becomes clear to us. Because we now know it is just an illusion. We are then capable of anything, we now are capable of anything as long as we continue to live without regret.

Finals
So quite literally its finals week and I am hoping i manage to pass all my classes. However tonights final was five god damn pages long... talk about majorly irritating. Besides that people at my school are dumb. we got our new schedules and my was all fuckered up.

Poetry
I f I had arms to hold you, and a shoulder for you to cry on, Would you cry? If my heart would melt every time I mentioned your name, Would you smile? If I had the time to kiss you once and again, Would you sigh? If I sang a tune for the world to hear, Would you tremble and shake? If I said I was hungry, Would you cook and bake? If I said I was thirsty, Would you mix me a drink? If I said I was bored, would you give me something with which to think If I said you were sexy as hell broke loose, Could I give you a goose? If the world tumbled down, and you thought I might drown. Would you turn me loose? If the world was on fire,and ny soul was aflame. Would you sacrifice me for fortune and fame? If I made a gaff Would you laugh?

~*friendship*~
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.

Outlaw Blog #1
First blog. So is it wise that while dealing with anger issues to keep a detailed journal in an attempt to use a later reference? Someone told me that if you keep a journal and write shit out, you will be better able to cope instead of rage. Any thoughts?

If I Tell You
If I tell you to sleep with open eyesWill you still dream of me dyingHold my hands and kiss my headWill you still hear me cryingLook at the dividing line in airSeparating my skin from your skinDrowning my soul in your aromaRepeatedly imagining our sweet sinIf I ask you to be on your knees foreverWill you pray till we meet on the other sideKeep your hands and knees foldedWrap in my memories within your mindI have chased horizon, kissed sunYet craving for a touch from youWith angels all around, I walk aloneWondering if your sky is still blue

If Only
A mere momentcan touch onefor a lifetimeIf only you believe....Pictures, so I may lookinto your angelic eyes.My thoughts consumedIf only I could get lost within....Sensing.....a true heartOne that is kindInsight,so you may knowIf only part of my soul....Not easily definedSurrounded by so manyYet still aloneIf only someone understood....Insomnia, sorrowand to dream........Of you holding meif only for a while....Perhaps a broken heartmay get a moment to restSafe in strong armsIf only................

most people look for love at some point in there lives,most never find true love so they settle for something less,and most of those people are sad alot and some,s relationships are full of drama.me i dont like drama and fake ass people or haters.so until i find that dream girl i guess ill be a lonely old fool.

Summerfest 2010
So I just had 2 of the most awesome nights! Tuesday night Papa Roach played on the Cooltv stage and it was the shit! My first time getting to see them live and it was so worth the hassles of gettin up there and fighting off the lil skinny bitches.... lmfao! They put on such an awesome show! Was truely amazing!!!! Then last night was Puddle of Mudd and Im here to tell you.... I was in awe of the energy they put off! front row and loved every single minute of it! (I tried to post some pics here but they dont wanna load so fuck it! They are on my facebook!) When they broke into Control I about lost my mind! I sang the whole time and was so kewl to see Wes's 13 year old on stage rockin out! the Kid can play i tell ya! Its been a truely memorable couple of days! sorry I wasnt around but hell.... can ya blame me?!?! lol

Just Being Me
I am a gentle soul...a fragile creature...ready to find the truth...I am the light that shines like hope...there are many that would love to turn me off...put me out...destroy me...but I am un-touchable...recluse....vaporous....my becon will always shine with a brightness that will blind the darkness...always and forever...it will shine brighter and brighter forever guideing my lost love home to my shores...and his safe haven...No darkness shall ever overtake me-my dreams are mine...safe and pure...not to be touched by filth...or evil....my voice....soft but with an inter strength....my will stronger than any...I am protected.. OH HOW I WOULD LOVE TO FIND YOU...and bring you home...

Deep Within
DEEP WITHIN MYSELF I LOOK TO BRING OUT MY HAPPINESS FOR IT CANT COME FROM OTHER'S BECAUSE THEY MOSTLY JUST HURT. MY HAPPINESS COME'S FROM DEEP WITHIN. MY HAPPINES COMES FROM DOING FOR OTHER'S ,MAKING THEM LAUGH, MAKING THEM FEEL GOOD. GIVING JOY TO OTHER COME'S FROM DEEP WITHIN & IN TURN BRING'S OUT MY OWN HAPPINESS.LIVIN LIFE TO HE FULLEST IS WHAT I'M DOIN TILL THE END.

Devoured Delight
No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesConsumed ecstasy No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesDevoured Delight

Diary Of A Fine Man
Whats Good Fellas Its Ya Boi C.J Im writing my first blog to help some fellas out. some of you dont need this help and you know who u are. 1st: STOP!!! wearing jeans to the club UNLESS and this is the only reason jeans are allowed if they are worth more than $300. Go buy yourself some slacks preferably BLACK. 2nd: I cant stress this enough DO NOT WEAR A BELT WITH HOLES ALL AROUND it thats just nasty and tacky. Trust me you will not bag a shorty with a $2 belt. 3rd: Button Downs, Polo Shirts and Designer T-shirts Are Acceptable. If your going to wear a T-shirt get your self a nice short chain Diamond Laced. If you Wear Button downs or polos get them your size it looks better. 4th: DO NOT wear slacks and a button down with TIMBERLAND BOOTS OR SNEAKERS buy some SHOES. And if you wear designer jeans still wear shoes its a good look TRUST ME!! 5th: Get yourself a diamond earing and a nice watch. Last & not least dont be so desperate. Dont go around buying drinks that will get

"last Night"
LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST, MY BEST FRIEND ALLISON INVITED ME AND MY FAMILY TO DINNER WHICH SHE WAS PAYING FOR EVERYTHING. ALLISON IS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND BUT SOMETIMES CAN BE A PAIN...... ...... ......LOL. BUT WHAT FRIEND DON'T? IT WAS AMAZING BECAUSE I MET A EX-MARINE AND HIS WIFE WHICH WAS ALLISON'S MOMMA AND DADDY. HER DADDY WAS A SWEETHEART TOOK AWHILE FOR HER MOMMA TO COME AROUND. BUT LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST. RICHARD HAD FUN, TARIQ HAD FUN WITH MYA AND JUNIOR. I HAD FUN CHIT-CHATTING WITH JOSH, DIMITRIUS, CEE-CEE, ALLISON, MOM AND POP. POP HAD A LOT OF STORIES HE TOLD. SO IT WAS VERY INTERESTING. HE KEPT PICKING ON RICHARD. IT WAS FUNNY. KEPT CALLING HIM SMILEY...... ...... ......LOL I AM JUST HAPPY EVERYONE HAD A BLAST. WE WERE ALL ROLLING AT THE TABLE. AND EVEN AFTER WE GOT HOME. THEN I GOT UPSET BECAUSE I REMEMBERED MY BUDDY WAS GOING TO GEORGIA UNTIL MONDAY. I AM GONNA MISS HER. THIS MORNING WHEN SHE WAS TELLING ME GOOD-BYE DAISY TRIED SNEAKING WITH THEM. DAISY REALLY CHERISHED ALL

It Is What It Is
The smile you see is all for show. The words you hear no longer have meaning. I am here because there is nothing else left to do. I sit back and sigh and know its all over. Time to rebuild. Time to move on. There are no tears. Mistakes and life's lessons is what we carry on for memories. Times remembered remain in the shadows. Its harder to Live than it is to die. There will be no next time around. There are no more answers I can give. It has simply become the walking nightmare I knew it would be. Finally walking away and learning to survive. Becoming the person wanted can not be done. The things Ive done and become are the way I shall be forever. Feeling have no more meaning. Emptiness is inside. Don't cry over me. Don't hurt for me. Its not needed. I need no more comfort. I will have my fears. My heart can never be broken when I no longer carry one. This is what it is. This is the end

Funny Guy
My 15 year old son is cleaning off the top of my dresser in an attempt to kiss up to me so I will give him my Razor phone to use since his is messed up. He found some Campho-Phenique and yells "Hey mama, you still need this camp a hoe stuff?" He makes me laugh like no one else can

Ode To Babyj
Dear BabyJ You are a pretty decent guy if you ask me, not the selfish asshole others say you are. Thank you for providing us all with some way to escape reality, a place where even ugly people are "beautiful", fat people are considered "BBW's", and a place where horny old men can spends obscene amounts of real money to buy "the love of their life" bling. You're the man!! (y)

A Reminder Of What The 4th Of July Means-
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove

I Love You To Death
There was a time, long ago, when your smile filled my world with sunshine and joy. You still inspire deep emotions in me, but they’ve changed in small ways. I guess you could say that although I’ve always loved you, my feelings have expanded so much that now, I love you to death. The sound of your laughter crawls up my spine, making me wish I could remove your vocal chords with rusty pliers. The sight of your face on the pillow beside mine when I wake each morning makes me want to stuff the fluffy down up your nostrils until you’re gasping and begging for just one more breath of untainted air. The touch of your hand, when you reach out to me, makes me want to scrub my skin with Ajax until my bones are visible without the help of x-rays. The thought of growing old with you, the way you always promised we would, makes me pray that I will be stricken with Alzheimer’s at age 40. Your tears inspire, not sympathy as they once did, but disgust at your weaknes

Free Concert.
The BIG O! Throws a huge free concert every summer. I have to share two things I saw tonight. While standing in the Porta potty line with my daughter, three drunk women walk up to the line next to us. 2 40's sisters and their niece. The niece doesn't look old enough to be in public drunk, but she was. Niece thinks she can walk to the front and be cute to the male. He tells her to go back to the end of the line. Long story short... They make friends with the young guy and lady in front of them. By the time they get up to the front the young guy lets the ladies go first. While aunt #2 is going, aunt #1 Is officially introducing Daniel and Niece. I have a pic. titled "Nothing like having your aunt hook you up... at the porta potty.". When I get back to our site, this guy asks a friend of mine if he could have some pizza. Dion ( my friend) look inside and sees: 3 pieces and a couple bread sticks. The guy pulled a $20 out of his pocket and said "I'll give you $20 for that." Dion

Chef Boy-r-d
So tonight I wanted Jambalaya after the room mate, Amanda, Suggested it.. I am the chef of the house cuz women cant cook..at least in this house.. So instead of buying the premade packet of stuffs by Tony Sacherie, I decided to do the thing big...from scratch...all fresh ingredients. So i go to Emeril Lagasse recipes and write down whats needed and slap it together.. it is simple to make, although some kitchen multi tasking is needed.. and is freakin delicious,,, this is the recipe I followed: Ingredients 12 medium shrimp, peeled, deveined and chopped 4 ounces chicken, diced 1 tablespoon Creole seasoning, recipe follows 2 tablespoons olive oil 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup chopped green bell pepper 1/4 cup chopped celery 2 tablespoons chopped garlic 1/2 cup chopped tomatoes 3 bay leaves 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon hot sauce 3/4 cup rice 3 cups chicken stock 5 ounces Andouille sausage, sliced Salt and pepper Directions In a bowl combin

Love
LOVE HAS IT'S WAY OF FINDING IT'S WAY HOME,MANY THINGS HAVE GOTTEN IN THE WAY BUT SOON IT WILL BE OUR DAY.MY TRUE LOVE WILL AWAYS BE IN MY HEART THOUGH WE ARE FAR APART,YOU ARE DEEP IN MY SOUL MY TRUE LOVE, NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE , NO MATTER HOW FAR I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND I KNOW YOU WILL LOVE ME FOREVER TOO.IN OUR PAST I DIDNT TRUST THAT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST BUT I WAS WRONG CAUSE OUR LOVE IS STRONG.AFTER ALL THESE YEARS AND ALL OF MY FEARS ALWAYS SHEDDING THE TEARS FOR MY TRUE LOVE. WANTING YOU,NEEDING YOU, NO ONE ELSE COULD DO .FOR MY HEART ALWAYS BELONGED TO YOU AND ALWYS WILL.I LOVE YOU DEAN H. AND THAT ALWAYS WILL BE, WE ARE GROWN NOW MY SWEET LOVE AND I NOW KNOW I CANT RUN ANYMORE CAUSE I JUST RUN RIGHT BACK TO YOU.YOU ARE STILL THE ONE & THE ONLY TRUE BLUE LOVE OF MY LIFE !!!!!!!I LOVE YOU BABY COME HOME TO ME SOON PLEASE WE GOT ALOT TO MAKE UP FOR AND SO LITTLE TIME.LOVING YOU FOREVER KERRIE M JULY 2 2010

Leaism
My job is collections for a well-known bank for home mort. Well I called this one guy that yelled at me cause he got 3 calls that day from us, like I can control that, we are on an automatic dailer system so we just take the call not dail them. Well he is yelling at me because he cant pay his bills, then I start to end the call by saying Sorry, that we call you 3 times today. And he goes thats ok, u sound cute tho. and Click hangs up. I just started cracking up- he yellin at me this entire call but he got the balls to end it like that? what a moron. hahahahaha

Eww
Today we went shopping for pants since I didn't fit into my old ones. I used to be a size 4/6 and now I'm a size 10 petite. :o Isn't that nasty?! I can't believe how fat I got! I only gained 9 lbs in a year, and I can't stand to look at myself. So all of you guys saying I have a perfect body, uh no I don't! I have a belly and fat legs. It's so hard to excersise when you're disabled. I feel so sad and depressed! The Wii Fit said I'm still Normal and in my goal weight, but wth does it know?

Why There Is An Angel On Top Of The Christmas Tree.
When Santa Clause first started giving gifts to all the good boys and girls, there weren't as many people in the world as there is now. It was easy to sneak quietly into cottages and castles to place the gifts at the foot of the childrens beds. But as we all know, time marches on, and soon the world became more populated. It grew more difficult to give all the gifts on one night. Santa decided to have a meeting with everyone at the North Pole to discuss his options. "I need to get in and out more quickly and put the gifts in one location. I don't have time to search each house to find the childrens rooms," he explained. Many ideas circulated during the meeting, and someone mentioned putting up a tree and decorating it. That way, he could enter the house, find the decorated tree quickly, place the gifts and move on to the next home. "That is a very good idea! Lets do it," Santa exclaimed. One of the elves asked what kind of tree should be used, and Santa came up with the idea of a cont

Just One
So here it is 12 yrs later and I find myself right back in the whole dating scene. Only now the stakes are a little higher. Before we dated in our "area", thanks to the internet our "area" has gotten considerably wider. Most ppl I have come across only want a "cybering" relationship. Myself I like live not memorex. I can't get the warmth or sensation from a keyboard that I can get from a live man. I can't go for a walk or the movies with my monitor (well I could but would be concidered crazy). Oh and lets not forget the guys who think they are doing a 42 yr old a favor by letting them talk to them. Or think that we are so desperate that we will jump into bed with you, seriously think dude if you were so hot then you would have women your own age jumping in there already. I have had some very nice spring and summer romances don't get me wrong. I see a lot of very hot younger men, but that doesn't get you in good with me, you have to be able to talk and think as well as being good in bed

Games
It's confusing to me, watching as I do, the things people do to bring them personal worth. Those that seem to want to cause pain in others to give themselves a sense of power or control is the undermining of society today. Antagonists that only bring others down to feel a socially higher status has been going on for decades, even centuries...but does that make it right, or does this actually point to a Neanderthalic mentality of "might makes right"? The barbaric way people tend to treat each other behind our backs is appalling and a disturbing sign that the human reace seems doomed to destroy itself. When did allowing the abitlity to feel and show honest emotions become a liability and not a strength? When did backstabbing become the norm? The glorification of such antics on TV's so called "reality shows" has done more to erode our sense of morality than pornography ever thought of doing (at least porn admits what it is). S0, the ability to make someone else feel pain...is this a stren

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My Word's
I live in a world full of Horrors and Paradises a place where life may or may not go on. I'm unique, and I am free spirited. I see your days here in this world as a story. one that we write till we die,but even after death, there is a new story to be told. I see life as a precious hour glass,.. I'm a sinner in some eyes, and a saint in others. I've made mistakes,but do not want a second chance to go back and fix them. They have made me who I am. I have been hurt because of trusting the wrong people, Now I have learned that I have to lean more, before I tell my life's story. We have to make the best of yourself's, and this world even with the harsh words of this generation. Just show your Sinner smile.

For The Lulz
I cant laugh any harder than i already am at those "MMA Fighters" If you were a real MMA Fighter u wouldnt be putting it out there, thats like a oldschool yahoo hacker in a chat room blabbing his cocksucker that he is a "hacker" We get what your upto, its a popularity thing or a cry of attention. Got news for ya though this : "I am a MMA fighter but thats no excuse iam trained to hurt people who piss me of so dont tread on me or the ones i love" This is a weak Attempt at being an Attention Whore.

My Life
Let me start off by introducing myself. My name is Gary Baldwin. Right now I am living in Genoa West Virginia. Chances are you've never heard of it. It's a little one horse town about 30 miles south of Huntington. How I ended up here is kind of an interesting story. My wife of 6years and I split up about 3 months ago. At that time I was living in Logan Ohio. I loved it there. Logan is in the Hocking Hills, places to go fishing are abundant, and I enjoyed going swimming at the lake. Well, when I and my wife split I had no choice but to go stay with my brother in Marion Ohio. Marion was not exactly the place I wanted to be, but at least I was with family. After being there for about a week I found out that if I stayed there my brother was going to get kicked out of his apartment. I could not be the cause of my brother losing the apartment that he and his fiancé had worked so hard to afford, so as soon as I got a job I got a sleeping room. It was OK for about a week, until

Mean People
I HAVE NO USE FOR MEAN PEOPLE, IF YA WANNA BE NASTY FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO BE NASTY TO. I'M NOT THE ONE. I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE MORE THAN I SHOULD BUT YA KNOW WHAT THAT'S A CHANGIN . WANNA GET LIPPY WITH ME YOU WON'T LIKE ME RETURN FIRE & I DO MEAN FIRE!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T FORGET ,I'M A BIG GIRL ,RAISED MYSELF ON THE STREET & I AINT TAKIN NO CRAP FROM ANYONE KNOW THAT ,LIVE IT & DEAL WITH IT!!!!!! IF YOU WANNA FIGHT KNOW IT 'LL BE SHORT & SWEET BE PREPARED TO PICK YOU A!! UP OF THE GROUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WON'T HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE THAT ARE DRAMA , WANT TO FIGHT OR WANNA BE STUPID. I DON'T YELL ,I DON'T GET FREAKED OUT ABOUT OTHER WOMEN!!! I DON'T PLAY THE GAMES, I WILL WALK RIGHT NOW . I TAKE CARE OF ME & MY KOOL CAT T.J. DONT NEED ANYONE TO TAKE CARE OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Big Fumoney$$$$$$$
I am offering $70,000 FuBucks to whomever will create my lounge. It's fairly simple, I just don,t comprehend with CSS too well. I have the pics and all. If interested give me a shout. I will give you my username ans password. $70,000 FuBucks will be fupaled upon completion. Thanks

So Sorry Mommy
Sorry I’m a mistake. don’t know why you don’t admit it and also deny it. You could have had a much better life without me. You wouldn’t have had to suffer so much raising me. I’m sorry mommy that I’m just a failure. I’m sorry I ruined you life. I’m sorry I’m not as good as your family’s kids. Sorry I’m not close to perfect. Sorry that I haven’t even made a dent in perfection. I’M SO SORRY AND I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!!

Heart For Sale
"HEART FOR SALE"...Who wants to buy my heart?Im having it for sale.Although its only second hand,still it functions well.Because once,I sold it whole,but someone returned it broken.Now,I had it all repaired and now im back in business.Who wants to buy my heart?Satisfaction guaranteed.It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty.So if youre asking for the price,well youre in a bargain,it only cost........TRUE LOVE.,.,if youre interested just hit me up in my messenger so we can talk more about it,heres mine shalanimiller316@yahoo.com or shalanimiller316@hotmail.com addme and hit me up

Tutorial On Online Dating!
Hey FuFriends! Many of the same things work for online flirting that work for “brick and mortar” flirting and all relationships begin with successful flirting. Flirting is an art that requires oozing confidence without being OTT. If you go too far, she will label you “slimy” If you don’t go far enough, she will label you “wimpy”. So how do you achieve that point half way between slimy and wimpy and do it online without using eye contact or body language? All you have is a computer an internet connection and membership in an online dating site, right? 1. Have fun! Be light-hearted, funny and entertaining. Make her eager to talk to you again. Flirting is playful. 2. Ooze confidence. Successful flirts have a positive outlook on life. You need to transmit the “feel good” factor. An optimistic attitude attracts females like honey attracts flies. 3. 3. Compliment her…and do it often and sincerely. Nothing opens

Shitty 4th Of July ... Waiting Till Tomorrow
well my b/f has to work doubles at a bar tonight so no fireworks :( i ate 1/2 a bar and drank a drink and that only lasted me a couple hours of feling good for alittle bit... im stuck at my mom's b/f house and they went to bed early and i have no transportation ... but .... on the brightside i just recieved 100$ and decided to use some of it to go get hammerd with watever life and my friends throw at me tomorrow :) woot woot .... at this very moment i am working on a very difficult braclet that has x patterns weaved into it ... black and green :) will post up pics later if interested ... im a start selling them ... hopefully earning enough money to get more of my essentials like panties ( b/c my dog ate them all ) , some shorts , a belt , food for my ferret ruffus, and anything else i decide i need that day :) Whishing i was high right now ... maybe then i could go to sleep ... but thats not happening :P but that wasn't me complaining not at all i like being up at night ... nobody

A Poem About The Effects Of Drugs
This is a poem passed on to me by a relative of the 21 year old female who lost her life while addicted to crystal meth. This is a true happening. A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life. After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written. Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have

Rants Of A Red Headed Harlot.
Devin my 6 yr old went to their first concert ever.Josh Grasin preformed It was up at the Riverwind Casino where a good friend works. At first it was supposed to be Out side. I thought "Cool, this will work nicely, out door music by a guy they like, they can jump and yell and scream and dance out all that energy!" Boy did I think wrong. First problem, rain came in and move the concert inside. Kids are still okay to go in but now i have to make sure they don't go in certain areas and there are some rather... freaky people playing in casinos i know i used to work in one. And then I think about loosing Brenden, my son who is 4 in a Casino. I got smart. Brenden was wearing pants. I have a cat leash. I never honestly thought I would see the day where I would have to leash my child. wow... Btw, did i ever play Houdini on you when I was a kid? there one sec, gone the next? Brenden did that to me in a fair once.... (no i didn't buy the leash just for that.) After

Whats The Problem???
ok i have done as support said 1. cleared the browsing history 2. rebooted the computer 3. changed browsers 4. written to fubar support which takes at least 2 days! the technical support not the support lounge is awful on this site! 5. oh and i rated 50 green new members and it still says zero rated??????? arrgghhhhhhh i just dont get it.....well im done what do you think or suggest?