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My Baby
TODAY WAS OR IS MY DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY AND SHE WANTED A BLAST. I DID NOT HAVE THE MEANS TO GIVE IT TO HER AND IT MADE ME FEEL BAD. BUT SHE HAS ALOT OF FRIENDS N FANS . WHO COULD HAVE MADE THIS DREAM COME TRUE . DID THEY EVEN BOTHER TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO THEY DIDN'T.. DID THEY EVEN CARE NO .. THANK YOU .THAT IS WHAT I THIN OF YOU HOPE THAT YA GET WHAT YA WANT CAUSE SHE DIDN'T. I AM A MOM A GOOD MOM ARE YOU? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BUT I WON'T JUDGE YOU SHOW SOME LOVE ON HER PAGE IF YA NOT TO BUSY.#178822 . MISS ALLY AKA BIRTHDAY GIRL.. MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS:)

Face Paint
After three years of single, dateless life, I have found someone that makes my heart skip beats everytime I see her. The scent of her hair makes me weak. To be around her brings happiness. She knows of my interest but much like my heart, shes taken. She is with a great guy and I would never want to do anything to change that. That would be selfous. Why her, I mean I know why shes taken, shes great. We share more in-commen than anyone I have met in such a long time. Music, food, style, what we like in a partner, etc. We are friends, and for that I truely hold close to my heart. We can talk for hours on the phone and have yet to run short on what to say. You wanna talk about a "crush" here on CT?? That is nothing compared to what I feel for this girl. I do dream about her, but to my own supprise they are never sexual. Thats unheard of since I havent dreamed in years, atleast not that I can recall. One would think that with my feelings for her that it my spring forth sexual dreams of disi

Stranger In Me
I glance into the mirror What do I see? I see two faces One of them is me The other isn't a stranger A person I know Who lives in my mind With an essence that glows He is the hate that I hide The fear you can't see The malice I hold down The darkness within me A tempter of fate A seducer of chaos A pain so rare Corruption at it's best he speaks in a voice That none but I hear he begs me to release him Release all my fear A demon who lies A man trapped A part of my being But responsibly kept. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Call It What You Will
MY HEART HAD BEEN BROKEN MY HEART HAS BEEN CRUSHED AND YET ALL IM LOOKING FOR IS A LIL LOVE. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK NO! ITS NOT LIKE IM WANTING THEIR CASH THEY COULD BE BROKE AND IT WOULDNT MATTER TO ME ITS THE LOVE AND RESPECT I DESIRE DONT THEY SEE. OBVIOUSLY NOT CAUSE ALL I GET IS THIER TIRED ASS LIES AND THEIR CHEATING WAYS. I LOVE IT WHEN THEY TRY TO PLAY GAMES AND THINK THEY ARE SO GOOD BUT WHAT THEY DONT SEE IS THAT IM AHEAD OF THEIR GAME I DONT BELEIVE WHAT THEY SAY MOST OF THE TIME. SO ALL YOU GAME PLAYERS NEED NOT TRY TO GET ONE OVER ON ME BECAUSE NOT A CHANCE WILL YOU EVER BE ANYTHING BUT A PEICE OF SHIT TO ME. A TRUE LOVE IS WHAT I SEEK A TRUE HONEST GUY WILL WIN MY HEART AFTER ALL ITS A LIL LOVE I TRUELY SEEK WRITTEN 2/19/07

Pick Up Lines
HE : Can I buy you a drink? SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? SHE : I must've been given your share. HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. HE : Your face must turn a few heads. SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. SHE : Okay, get out. HE : I think I could make you very happy. SHE : Why? Are you leaving? HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me? SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time. HE : Can I have your name? SHE : Why? Don't you already have one? HE : Shall we go see a movie? SHE : I've already seen it. HE : Where have

(cbdub Radio)week#88(2-19-2007)&cbdub News
Yea whats da deal this monday thnaks for tunning into (CBDub Radio) tonight.. U already know da drill we playing the best in under ground HipHop&RnB 3 times a week(mon,wensday&saturday)... Artist make sure u email ur best song and i mean ur best dam song in mp3 format and we will review it and get it laced on the show if it hot peep the playlist below and enjoy.. 1.(Ya Ya)feat:CBDub&Ghost 2.(U Need)feat:CBDub&SkinnyMoe 3.(30's da New 20's)feat:P.Justice 4.(State Of Mixtape Sampler)feat:S.B. 5.(Curtis)feat:Camron 6.(Drug Flippin)feat:Mitch Slick,Tiny Doo&Damu 7.(You Ant Da First)feat:HASH 8.(Anchorage Is Da Town)feat:BoyKim 9.(Body Sumthang)feat:Scrapa&Profit 10.(20's Back)feat:20 Grand Bonus Tracks** 11.(Tonight)feat:CBDub&SkinnyMoe 12.(The Champs)feat:AVHolla&A.T. To hear da show click on links below and enjoy feel free to drop feedback good or bad.. http://www.cbdub.com/audio/CBDUB-CBDub-29.m3u http://www.cbdub.com/audio/CBDUB-CBDub-30.m3u http://www.cbdub.co

Laid Off , Laid Out, Feels Like Im Down For The Count
This morning i got laid off, im fuckin crushed. Ive only been at this place for a month now, a brand new booming pub. With alot of sexual innuendos in the kitchen, ya see, im a chef by trade (along with others skills)..and the only woman in the kitchen. Now im not saying this is biast or prejudice but alot of it is based on one mans decision..*sigh*. My sous chef is an arrogant bastard who only tones down his tude for the sake of the hot (ex moxies) waitresses, and takes every oppotunity i swear to bend over and show off that lovely hairy crack of his..Man, if i smoked the shit that would turn me off ..*just say no to crack*. I liked working there, mainly for the reason that this was a new start for me, i have lost a number of jobs due to others and NO im not laying blame elsewhre, obviously i have something to do with it. but i dont know what yet. Im at the end of my rope..on the verge of being evicted and i can barely see this screen for the amount of tears i cant hold back becaus

Jokes
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and 2 feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink Dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him," he said

Hey! I'd....
420 was awesome! I got so ripped and seen the hemp man.... then I got drunk :) 420 was awesome IM DRUBKJ HERY PPLS GHEHE wazaaop I Dont want to get married, because being attached to some1 is a trap. I will never have kids because I hate those lil fuckers. If I ever do become preggo I will get an abortion. I hopefully wont fall in love because love is lust and it comes with stupid problems that I dont need in life. Like lying cheating abuse fighting... small penis... lmao And I will hire a man maid to clean after me becuase we woman don't need that stereotype anymore. And I will watch him clean and cook for me in a thong (jk). Ill also be either a therapist or a psychologist. And figger oiut why I am a nympho... oh yea and why people do the things they do. AND THAT THAT OTHER SHIT CAN SUCK MY KISS :)

As The Dark Suffocates
American Head Charge - Ridicule Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs So, you think you got it You think you know me You wanna bring me down I am in my finest hour Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're watching me dying How am I looking? Why don't you take a picture You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs My fear, traps me waiting for it My past if glowing red and yellow, again Run, back where you came from Not that it matters I'll never see you again My fists strain to sift mercy Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs My fear, traps me waiting for it My past is glowing red and yellow, again

Rantings And Ravings
ok ok start at the bottom here i was trying to see if ther was any intelligence in this boys head and for the most part there is not much. there was more but my shout box was being silly. so much for good conversation. YEP HES A DUCHE ·÷±‡± C}{E...: ur trying to tell me im wrong by stateing wat christ followers put into peoples heads open your mind and lay off me ->·÷±‡± C}{E...: i was just asking how one is a satanist and a witch at the same time. i wasnt bashing anythin ·÷±‡± C}{E...: yea fucker well i dont im u judgeing your religion for your fucking info i believe in goddess bast now go read a damn book instead of stateing stupidness to me ->·÷±‡± C}{E...: wow dont get so damn defensive. as a matter of fact though, i have at least 3 books on satanism with in arms reach on is crowleys work, a king james bible, the celistine books and abut 200 lbs of books just dealing with witches alone not to metion the 2 bookcases full of occult history book

Rosabean
Well folks here's the deal. Sorry I've been away but I've been in a bit of a funk lately and I haven't been able to drag my sorry ass to Cherry Tap for a while. I'm better now and hope to be doing more here on my CT page. If you read this blog, please, tell me what you like and don't like. I'll try to add more stuff that you like. I love the old 80's video's as you can tell. I also like some of the older stuff like Janis Joplin and Hendrix and think their performance vid's are cool as hell. On to the news of the day. Well it seems bald ass Brit and K-dred have hammered out the details of their divorce. Yippee fucking skip. Now we can all rest at ease knowing the fate of their 2 kids and her money. But what about her hair? I mean my GAWD! And what about the Anna Nicole Smith family saga? Are they gonna dig up her son and re-do the autopsy? For pity sake, let the dead rest in peace! Quote for the day "I found a head in a bucket of paint once!" I'm back again, t

Mardi Gras
Detroit Michigan's first Catholic settlers were French, but the Fat Tuesday celebrations of modern times in Detroit stem from more the recent influence of the Polish Paczki Day. Locals flock to the local bakeries of Hamtramck to enjoy the large round Paczki doughnuts filled with raspberry, prune or vanilla cream. The colder climate of Michigan does not lend itself to a Carnival type celebration but the local media outlets do make a spectacle of Paczki day every year. Galveston Island Galveston, Texas is home to a large Mardi Gras festival, the Island tradition begun in 1867, and which is held in the historic Strand District on Galveston Island on the Texas Gulf Coast. The first year that Mardi Gras was celebrated on a grand scale in Galveston was 1871 with the emergence of two rival Mardi Gras societies, or "Krewes" called the Knights of Momus (known only by the initials "K.O.M.") and the Knights of Myth, both of which devised night parades, masked balls, exquisite costumes and el

Blah, Blah, Blah
"fantasies must be unrealistic. the minute you get something, you dont, you cant, want it anymore. to exist, desire needs absent objects.. so desire supports itself with crazy fantasies.. this is what pascal means when he says that the only time we are truly happy is when day dreaming about future happiness.. or why we say, the hunt is sweeter than the kill or be careful what you wish for not because you'll get it but because youre doomed not to want it if you do.." -excerpt from the life of david gale interesting concept.. yea? you want something, this object, this person, or this ideal.. whatever it may be that you want, but. once you have it, it ceases to be a want, a desire, a goal.. and becomes a possession, lover, etc etc.. and its at this point that one or two things happen. your desire must either be replaced, or evolve. it can be replaced easily by something similar but a level above, or it can evolve.. like if it were say a significant other or a new

Greaaat !!!!!
married w/children wahts 6 to 8 inches long,goes in and out your mouth & leaves white stuff around your mouth???????????????????????????????? ??????????????????????????????a toothbrush freaks....hahahahahaha 3 tampons are walking down the street, maxi,mini,and super. which one would say hello first? .............................. ............................ .....none of them are all stuck up bitch's>>ha ha

♥tiffany♥
I.... Remember..... Before the Internet & text messaging. Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. Way back...... Tag. Get Over Here!!!! means something to you. Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. (played this game in school a lot) Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball. Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies. Running through the sprinklers.

Women Over 40...or Close To It...lol
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell

My Romantic Chaos
well here goes. my friends suggested i do this in hopes of enticing some girl out there to talk to me in a romantic sense. problem is I always seem to either come off as creapy, or the "just Friends" guy....the last 4 girls that I have dated have given me the "just friends" speech. now dont get me wrong, i love to have good friends, but what i need is not another drinkin buddy, i need someone to be romantically involved with. I dont know whats wrong, according to allot of ppl i have talked to a girl would be, and i quote, "crazy not to want to go out with you!!". last time i checked i wasn't grotesque....i just dont get it. you women confuse the hell out of me. anyway, i am due to come home around May 21, and am looking for an attractive girl who is not affraid to be decisive and knows what she wants out of life. thats all i really ask for. and yes, if you have a friend, forward me her info and ill look into (damn right im starting to get desperate, lol) thanks for all the help lol

My Friends
when I get home, I'm going to have a webcam. maybe one or two or five of you will see me in action. live, uncensored, and uncut. oops. that sounds like a circumcision reference. ew. I don't have a penis. So, Mr. Meow-gi [Mow-Mow] has been brawling with this neighbor cat a LOT lately. Last night, when Keagan got home from school [8:30ish], they were in the midst of a battle. Keagan picked Mow up to take him inside, took about 10 paces, and BAM! Mow bit him. The first time, it barely broke the skin.... the second time, it was VICIOUS. It's on his right hand, in the soft fleshy area between his thumb & first finger. We went to the ER pretty fast, for a proper cleaning [irrigation is RAD!], a tetanus shot, and anti-biotics... they gave him 20 Vicodin, too. YAYYY! My mom had to wire us money for the scrips. And our power bill... we got out of the ER at about 11:30 [I was shocked that it didn't take THAT long!]... we went home, and at about 1am my mum wired us $$$... so we

Our Troops
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie

Check Out My 1st And Only Bulletin!
its pretty funny and its a message for the ladies..I speak for all men here.. enjoy! The guys side! We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note ..... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes, and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what you

Photo Comment Time People!
http://www.bullseyetattoos.com/tattoos/Celtic-Irish/jn1278-Celtic_Heart This is the tattoo I have found that looks like something that would suit me. Let me know what ya think. I'm thinking of either getting it on the back of my left shoulder or on my lower leg area somewhere. The red smokey design around the heart is going to be like a light blue though I think. Blue and green are two of my favorite colors and I think they would look good together on this tattoo. Alright I love to get comments so please..check out a few of my pics and the profile page. Send some love! Just curious as to what some think of the page and the pics I put up. Thanks. ~Kell For any of ya that haven't done so already...pleeeease please(yes i'm begging)click on the pic above! It will take you to the contest thing automatically and all ya gotta do...is leave a comment..or two lol. Don't comment on it in my photo album cause it won't count. Comment through the pic link above...I have until the 15th to t

Me
IF I GET 30 DRINKS WITHIN THIS HOUR I WILL REOPEN MY [NSFW]FOLDER AND BEST OF ALL I WILL OPEN IT UP TO EVERYONE SO YES IT WILL BE A PUBLIC FILE AGAIN SO START BUYIN ME DRINKS IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME NAKED ONCE MORE!!!!! YOU HAVE ONLY 1 HOUR TO COMPLETE THIS TASK GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE LOTSA LOVE BRING SEXY BACK MOMMY STYLE [NAUGHTY NIKKI] Hi Cherry Tap Peeps Here's another little blog because Im boded and gonna go to sleep soon. I will send you a gift if you comment on all 4 of my pics. If you already have done so it cant hurt to add another comment to it. But one of the pics you will have to make sure i have added you as a friend first because it is NSFW. Also If you fan me I will return the favor by fanning you. And any peeps out there that arent my friends you should become my friend because you never know what i might send you out of the blue. Thanks to all my friends and fans out there I will make sure you are not forgotten when I am sending out gifts. Have

More Matter, Less Art.
*whispering*don't get hurt if you trying to lead a converstaion one way and I ignore that direction and go another way...you'll get yours...mayb not from me...no reason to be all dumb about it tho and blow me off...idiot. To be able to properly reason in a situtaion, the human brain relies on emotions and memory. When an especially stressful event happens the human brain responds by not only sending signals to release adrenaline but to also release other hormones that make attention to detail greater so that when placed in the situtaion again, or one like it, you can properly respond. If memory is flawed, then reasoning cannot be properly relied on in any situation. If emotion is flawed, then reasoning cannot be properly relied on in any situation. I have a horrible memory. And I guess my emotions are someone more eratic than others. Is memory to blame for my poor choices? If I can't help myself...then why is my advice and reasoning for others much greater then advice and reasonin

A Story Im Writing Peice By Peice
The Sentence It’s been said that evil times are always begun with some kind of dark omen. Tonight, when I walked out of my house I noticed the blood red moon in the sky. A few wispy clouds were moving slowly, partially covering it. I took a deep breath and started walking. I was tired and brooding. Deep in thought I made my way to the bar a few blocks away. Usually at this time of night there’s always some kind of noise from people yelling at each other, police sirens wailing, even the occasional gunshot. But it was dead quiet, and you know I got that eerie feeling that something was watching me. The bar I was walking to, was this seedy, dirty dive hole in the wall. In fact it was called the Hole in the Wall. It was never full. And as far as I can tell every time I’ve walked in the song Along the Watchtower was always playing. Whenever it stopped the bartender would always put a few dollars into the jukebox. Always it was the same song. I sat down at the ba

Smak That
Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back. i would like to thank those of that have fanned me but there is still a lot that have not.for those of you that have not fanned me yet and you know who you and i will have to unfan you but i don't want it to come to that so be kind and fan me thanks. I now only have 47 there is still a lot of you out there.thanks. Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back. What is wrong with Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned

Bruno As The Best Dog!!!
OK, SO THIS IS HOW IT GOES. I ENTERED A PIC OF MY DOG IN THIS CONTEST FOR THE BEST DOG ON CT. HE REALLY IS THE BEST DOG AND WE JUST NEED ONE THING FROM ALL OF YALL. PLEASE GO RATE AND COMMENT BOMB THE PIC. IF YALL DO THIS FOR ME ILL DEFINATELY RETURN THE FAVOR, JUST ASK SOME PPL THAT IVE ALREADY DID IT FOR. HERES THE LINK/PIC SO YALL CAN GO RATE AND COMMENT... AS YALL CAN SEE HES SO CUTE AND HE HAS A GOOD STANCE AND EVERYTHING. HE DEFINATELY IS THE BEST DOG ON CT, LOL. ANYWAY, THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP. HUGS AND KISSES!!!! WALLOW

Type Of Love
You scored as ice. you scored as Ice, you like to get to know people before you date them, you often envy love and wonder where yours is, but all you have to do is wait for someone to discover your inner beauty.........ice100%earth90%Fire70%wind30%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Redneck Pick Up Lines
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2)Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3)My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4)Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5)Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6)If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7)You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8)Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10)I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11)Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12)If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13)Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think

Jokes
Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!* !

Bring The Troops Home, And Leave Anna Be.
Heard about Anna Nicole? FORGET IT! WE NEED OUR TROOPS HOME TODAY! I am NOT anti-troop. They are following orders. They have families. They should be home with their wives and children. IT IS BUSH'S LIED-TO, CONNED-TO WAR THAT HAS TO END, WARRANTING HIS IMPEACHMENT! Instead of hearing reports on the war, and global warming, we are hearing news courtesy of Unclear Asschannelled, Mickey Mouse Company, and and General Moronic about how Anna Nicole died, and who could be the father, and who could be responsible for the death of her and her son. Let's face it! Howard K. Stern killed her, and Vicki Arthur will keep the money for Dannielynn Marshall's benefit. THAT'S IT! Our cities are not risking flooding because Anna Nicole took Slim Fast instead of Trim Spa. RENT OR BUY AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH! Oh, about Britney's new style. If you have daughters, have them buy a Pink CD. DAMN! Britney is no better than the sluts on Base Line and Waterman. I can see why K-Fed likes to have he

My Own Prison
By trusting in others, I've created a wall, can't be broke through, it will never fall, I thought friends were forever, I was a true friend to you, you hurt lied and betrayed me, I should have knew, I'll live in my prison , safe and alone, a warm dark place where I can be alone, A room with no windows, no need for bars, I will never forgive you, I'll never want out, it's all gone to far, Just stay in your world , with your fake friends and fake dreams, don't act like you care, when chips came down, you where never there, I Created my prison, sweet home to me, no warden no gaurds, no more make believe.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Political Views
Here is the link , so you can read first hand, his economy plan http://www.barackobama.com/issues/economy/index.php#jumpstart Dear Gegi, Right now, there isn't one of us who isn't thinking about Iraq. That's why I went there recently: to meet with the commanders on the ground, to talk with Iraqi leaders, and to speak to the men and women who are fighting this war so heroically. I came back even more determined to stop the president's escalation of troops into Iraq and to start the redeployment of troops out of Iraq. So I outlined a plan, and on Friday, I introduced it to Congress as the Iraq Troop Protection and Reduction Act. My plan accomplishes a number of goals. It stops the president's escalation. It protects our troops by making sure they aren't sent to Iraq without all of the equipment and training they need. It puts an end to the blank check for the Iraqi government. It calls for an international conference to bring other countries together to help forge a

Life
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

Mindless Babble
Am I alone in this? You meet someone, get totally in sync with that person... Maybe date for months, years, even get married... but eventually you just get bored. it's not even the same as falling out of love, more like you wake up one day next to someone you never really liked in the first place... and think to yourself, WTF am I doing here??? I feel like I've been through this so many times, I am afraid to care for anyone. Afraid to love. Like even if I think I do, I would just end up being the cold hearted b*tch who walked out one day... forever unsure of my own feelings, doomed to be alone with sporadic deep relationships (but realistically meaningless) until I'm not pretty enough to get a guy anymore, then the loneliness of being isolated and alone will set in? What is my relationship attention span? 2 years? 3? Do I use it up too fast? If I slow down the roller coaster that is my heart, can I make it last forever? Or is it just the simple process that most people go through

New To This!
Hi, my name is Tionna and I am new to CherryTap. I am really confused about all of this. I have tried to change my skin and do other things with my profile and am asking any of you if you could give me some advise on how to do so... Thanks :)

Love You More Than Cookies
how much do you love me? "more than cookies" he replies... that tiny upturned face... those devilish sparkling eyes... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ innocence and honesty... is all this young heart knows... holding nothing back... letting his love show... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ love unconditional... his love has no "price"... he means what he says... he isnt being "nice"... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ do u love me too he asks? "more than cookies" i reply... i smile knowing this "love"... will never say "goodbye"... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Hand Saga
It is finally the day before my surgery and I am a nervous wreck... With Short Term Disability screwing me around and feeling like there is something I am forgetting and feeling all alone in a world of stress... knowing all too well I am not alone but feeling it. For those of you that have not seen the 10 or so Bulletins letting you know if you want to know how surgery went and updates... Catch me online sometime between now and 11 AM MST tomorrow. I will give you 2 links to go to if you want the updates ... Also Feel free to sent me Privates even when I am offline I will get someone to help me get online and check those May not be able to type back but will try to at least say Hey Thanks For those of you who want to know: My surgery is 3/28/07 @3 pm MST I will be out of work for 6 weeks I go see the doctor today for my hand. We schedule surgery today. I will add more to this blog when I get home from the doctor. I know it is boring to some but I promised a few of my faithfu

Life According To Starbucks... Or Something Like That
There are many times when dancing is the most unsupportable, ridiculous, unexpected and necessary action. Life should be spent finding those moments and tap dancing through them. -- Christopher Hermelin Starbucks customer from Santa Cruz, California. _________________________________ Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily reflect the views of Starbucks. The world would be a boring place if everyone wore a size 2. I love being a size 22, just like I love a giant cup of hot chocolate with extra whipped cream. F.A.T. (Fabulous and Thick) folks know that it’s the extras in life – like pounds, cash and love – that give us character. Embrace the extras, baby. -- Mo'Nique Comedienne. She has performed in The Queens of Comedy and hosts Showtime at the Apollo. --------------------------------------- Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily re

Lustfull Feelings
I am so horny right now.My body feels like it is on fire.It feels so good,my hands rubbing all over my naked body.I'm so wet right now,my fingers sliding inside of me,god I wish you were here.I know you will read this,I just want to be your naughty little girl.Give me your soft kisses,your strong hands,lick my pussy,shove your tongus inside of me.God I can feel you already,I need you,we fucked four times that night,I swallowed you.You make me ache so bad for you,cum all over me baby,I am yours for the taking.My nipples are hard and waiting for your mouth,those tender lips,your passionate embrace,I need to feel you against me,I can't wait,I need it now.Make me moan in extasy,give me the pleasure you gave me then,I can feel your breath still,upon my body,as you explore my body.You have given me so much,all I want is to give it back to you.God,you have made me taste life in it's fullest,oh my god,I want to cum for you,again and again.I am yours for the taking,do with me what you will,have

Those Chinese Ladies Dig My Thing
The Chinese singles websites rarely list women over fifty. Most, are in their thirties or forties and their age tolerance has no limits. That's very appealing to some of us guys who spend most of our time on the porch whittlin pine and dreamin of yesteryear when the women would come knockin once or twice a week and the van, down by the river, was a rockin. Here's a country, the newest industrial powerhouse, with a few billion people and out of those masses are some apparent sweethearts waiting to be plucked from factories and out of a highly competitive society. We don't have a clue about the competition either, it's beyond our imagination. They are driven in their search for a better life and that may include an older man from the US. They seem to believe there is a balance between survival and love. But then don't we all have our tolerances and ways of balancing relationships and our own well being? You can't blame them. How many times have I heard: "I

Poor Little Guy
Hi Esteban Hi Bob. What's new man, haven't talked with you for a while. Not much bob. Let's have a beer; ya got time? Hell yea, Jeanies home with the six kids so I'm doin fine. Damn man you got six kids? I thought you knew that? That's a lot of animals running around over there at your house. You got that right. You've been doing the thing for so long I never imagined. You are one sexed crazed individual Bobby my man. Hey Bob, I love kids fine. I just don't have the brain for a lot of kids in my house. In fact I think abortion should be legal till age 18. You're sick Esteban. Hey muther fucker listen to this: I have this new girlfriend who is a nurse in the OR down at St. Charles Hospital. This couple brings in their pride and joy, he's 5 years old, blond hair, smart as a tack, had all the newest learning toys..you know the type...ahead of his time...and guess what? He starts complaing of chest pains right. Well the doc listens to his h

One Half Of A Singles Site Conversation: Are You Really Ready For Love?
Glad you liked the response. You lucked out; Im on the way out of this singles mania. It's all the same. We come here out of desperation. There is no other reason. Not deep insane desparation. It's a new desparation with goals, criteria, and rules for us. We want what we want. No doubt. Why not? Why put up with bullshit, with lies, with the other person who, eventually, is using you as a stepping stone to the next level of love. We all want a love who shows the better part of our being. Not an equal. Not a competitor. So it goes. I'm thinking about a story about an old man who finds a way to seduce a young intelligent artist type. Do our dreams manifest themselves to reality? Not really. I know that. But,. it really makes me feel good to hear your words. no matter what. You are very attractive. I never said I knew what was right or even correct? I love to judge the situation or comment on it at the least. What fun. Who are these people that keep coming into our

A Duck
just step out of your self for just a minute , and see what its like to be some one else. to no all ther pain and sorrow ther joys ,how they live day to day . then mabye some of us will stop and try not to say those hurtful word,s that we tend to say . just think if you would like some one to tell you some of those things that we us on others . just step out of your self and the world will be such a beautiful place that you wont want to go back . to every one out ther . my ya be 7 days in heaven before the devil knows your dead . and a little gaelic toast [ sluncha ] means drink well. when i die barry me hang my balls on a cheery tree when there ripe tack a bite dont blam me if they dont tast right.

Beautifully Stated
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Tigsys Venting Blog
Ok i am in a comp well one of 3 others not starting for a few days but... if you have 2 mins please go and rate my pic in this competition rate and comment it plz THANKYOUUUUUUU Love n hugs Tigsy just clickon this pic below Just tolet everyone know i changed the settings on my pics sonow all my friends are able to view all albums Have a great day Stay safe Huggers Ok here goes my first vent of 2007. This morning I got upfor work at 4am like always. In my job i am required to carry a gun and wear body armour etc. So anyhow this morning i get to work and our company has just done a huge merge with another company. Non of management decided to train or organize anything before the merge. So as you can imagine everything became one huge cluster f@#$. Basically we ended up working anywhere from 12-20 hour shifts for less pay and no thanks. Before the merge we were paid $10 ph lame i know but it was a job....now we get paid by the stop which can range from $2 - $4 so basica

The Wolf.. (as Of Feb. 07 ) ..
1. Are wolves dangerous to people? Wild wolves avoid people. The myths about wolves attacking and eating people are distortions of the truth about the elusive nature of wolves. In places where wolves are protected, they may become less fearful of humans. They should, therefore, be treated like any wild animal - with respect. 2. Why are people afraid of wolves? It’s easy to put all the blame on children’s stories and fairy tales. But that is over-simplifying it. Wolves, with their big teeth and close-set golden eyes, can look scary, especially when illustrators exaggerate those features. Also, wolves live in packs. People associate “packs” with “gangs.” The howl of the wolf is haunting, too. 3. What is a predator? Any animal that hunts and kills another animal for food. Prey is the term used for the animal that is hunted. 4. What is a top predator? Any animal that has no natural enemies within its food web and is not hunted by other animals. The wolf i

Women
I just don't know how women can be tread like crap and still be with their b/f or husban. I have this lady friend of mine she says that she is fed up and not happy with the thing going on with her husban and I tell her that I can help to get her out of that life but she still puts up a front I just don't know what to do any more. If any one of you know what to do let me know what to do peace in Iraq andrew Dear Family, Friends, and Fubar people, Well I am just upset back in Dec. I found out a close friend of mine has HPV and that it could lead to cancer. Well she had a pap and it came back that it was abnormal. It just got me down because I don't want to lose her. She has been someone that has helped me through the darkest parts of my life and she talked me out of killing myself also. It is just hard for me to deal with people that have cancer because I lost some one that I loved and hold dear to me and that was my mom's mother. I was her baby boy, and first grandson so I was

Happiness In Slavery
I am now a single fat man and i am out looking for any woman who wants to be a dominate sexual figure in my life. I would love a woman who wants to control me sexually, and i am not talking about when we fuck and shit, but more on the situation. I am looking for a woman who will take control and tell me this is what i want and i want it now. she must also want to be a slave sexually to me also. she must like giving head and sometimes give up her asshole too. i am not really looking for a certain shape or size but i do miss the tits. and it doesnt need to be a real relationship, friends with benefits are nice. well that is enough bloging for now later all.

Intro
I enjoy being a bit mysterious but a few things to point out here and clear up...I am a Dominatrix...for those of you who are not sure what that is I enjoy being in control, and being the giver of pain. It's not all about pain but more of a power trip for me. I am in a relationship, no not married, but that doesn't mean I'm going to run around "dating" or meeting others for fun. If you are into BDSM we'll chat...if you are into anything else feel free to chat...I'm not shy, just sadistic hehe. If you are curious to know more about my lifestyle choice feel free to leave me a note I answer questions and if I don't know I will find out. Alright my sister got me on this site. Have to say I've seen easier ones...but ya know ...family...anyways I won't be on here much so you won't see many changes most of my activity will be on other sites lists email groups and such if you want to know where to find me you'll have to ask. Oh and yeah I have an attitude guess that comes from my alternative

The Biker
When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and

All Dj_kid_ray
hey all i am looking for help plez help me leavel plez HEY ALL SOMEONE HELP ME OUT I NEED A VIP IF U CAN GET ME ONE ILL PAY U WITH FUBUX OR ILL DO WHAT EVER U NEED ME TO DO hey all i need a vip ill pay 300,000 fubux for it help me out plez

What Kind Of S&m Person Are You
You scored as Playful. You are playful! Not really a rough person, you'd rather be more loving than harmful. But even though you're not as kinky as some people, you do have your fetishes. You're kind of an actor in the bedroom, using 'props' and playing your roles in those special scenes. Lights off, camera on, and action ;)Playful88%Dominator75%Submissive50%Violent44%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Stay With You
Things sometime seem hopeless, the way we just turn away, but we always talk it out, before we end the day, Never sleep in anger, it's not real anyway, it's only built up frustration, cause we're so far apart, but know that I love you, your forever in my heart, I'll stay with you , threw the good times, I'll stand by you threw the bad, I'll be with you when you need me, you will never face this life alone, although I can not hold you, I hope you feel these words and song, I love you and I need you, so come what ever may, I'LL STAY WITH YOU... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Insane Clown Posse
what up bitches i just say icp on the white rapper show and bitches they are sexy then every and anyone that is not down with the clown then fuck off and if u think you are but are not then fuck off bitches icp till the day i get barried with my ass in the air so every one can kiss it bitches and that mean u juggahoes now what hahahahaha i am a bitch and there is one person who understands me so fuck off and leave him alone juggahoes ~mmfcl bitches~

Thank You All
I have neglected this long enough and finally have the time today to write this... I want to thank everyone that voted and bombed me in the sexy male w/o a shirt contest... thatnk to all of you I was able to take first place in the contest... a VERY SPECIAL thank you to Kat and Floss... they worked the hardest out of everyone except myself of course and I really appreciate that... I love you guys!!! I also want to thank Sarah for having the contest and give a ^5 to Mr D... my toughest competitor... was one hell of a fight bro... thanks again everyone for all your support and your hard work and determination to help me to win... that really means a lot to me that you guys care that much about me... if any of you need anything just let me know and I will help you as much as I can...

Rise Over Batesville
2/20/07 - Hey! we don't have an official website...you know...because we're not computer nerds. we're just a couple of guys that like to play and sing. Anyone can be our fans...as long as you don't have simplex 1. simplex 2 we're alright with, but 1 freaks us out.loljk Ttyl! p.s. DON'T STOP ROCKING [ ALERT ] - There was only like 100 copies of our first album, because we're not axactly rich. I think I have $15 in my name.lol I think we're gonna be able to step it up to 200 copies this time around. Thanx to our friends and families. Our first cd had only 8 full length songs on it, but this one's gonna have 12. We'll try to post some up every now and then. Don't know when, but we will. ;-P

Nice
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED, GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". When I first sign up for this contest (The Most Sexiest Cherry Contest) I was thinking this will be a fun thing to do. I was so wrong its wasnt fun at all. it was a pain in the ass I ended up posting 7 bulletins and hardly no one responed to my bulletins . At one point I was thinking to myself its obvious that im not doing something right here so i kept tryi

Best Mom Contest!
Fuck stupid contests. It's all just a contest to see who can whore themselves better on Cherry Tap. I guess I should have realized this before, but thought I would see what would happen. It's not about who is cutest, who has the best tattoo, who has the prettiest eyes. The only thing that matters is how well you can advertise yourself and get people to comment bomb you. Fuck comment bombing! Please help me out. This is my first contest! Click on the photo to rate and comment it! Thanks to all my friends and fans. You rock!!

To All My Friends On Here
If my wish came true, I'd spend the whole day in bed with you. I love to imagine all we could do, if we made our erotic dreams come true! oxoxoxox Preston The Drug Addict's Marriage Creed So now little man, you've grown tired of grass L. S. D., goofballs, cocaine and hash, And someone pretending to be a true friend Said, "I'll introduce you to Miss Heroin." Well, honey, before you start fooling with me Just let me inform you of how it will be For I will seduce you and make you my slave. I've sent men much stronger than you to their graves. You think you could never become a disgrace And end up addicted to poppy seed waste. So you'll start inhaling me one afternoon; You'll take me into your arms very soon. And once I have entered deep down in your veins The craving will nearly drive you insane. You'll need lots of money (as you have been told) For, darling, I'm much more expensive than gold. You'll swindle your mother; and just for a buck You'll turn into something vile a

My Poetry
My lips speak of things done wrong, The slain and dead muttering their unheard song i speak with wisdom, beyond earthly desire, the passion for the Master is now a Fire.... Death lives within me, around me in this room The innocent lay curled up as within a womb A childs breath, a whisp of smoke The moonless sky, my deadly cloak Must we speak from behind this veil a shroud of pain, and lost passion, keeps me from speaking my particular tale demons laughing, brooding, dreaming my heart still beats or so as its seeming i hate this earth and the life within my wrath shall strike, my lips a bloody grin Evil is mine, my body its gate, to pour into the world, more murder and hate I ask you this, cause i have followed mine Did you, like me, ful fill the quest of nine Do you want to take a life, Can you fathom whats past that line? The young girl sits on her bed, Her soul knowing fills with dread, Her soul gasps, her body clenches and into her flows the undead.

* Holograms *
The human body is a living “holographic projection machine”. As the neurological structure processes the DNA codes as electric impulses, the individual will perceive outside of himself - as three dimensional matter - the images and events that were programmed into his DNA. Everything out there is a holographic projection. Consciousness projects. We see the hologram because of what is held within our DNA. (Voyager I – Page 27 and 60) Reality is Thought Construction. The core substance of the cosmos is Consciousness. Thought is an attribute of Consciousness, the filter through which consciousness manifests itself into the Hologram of Form. - The Holographic Template. Nothing is truly solid. All things are composed of Consciousness and their apparent solidity (density) is determined by the relationship between the consciousness observing the form and the consciousness of which the form is made. (The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System Course - Page 10) The "hol

My Short Stories
She stared out of her dust covered window, into the garden. It once lived, she mused silently. It lived till he had died, now it is nothing but a garden of stone and thorns, a place where nothing grew anymore, nothing thrived there of beauty. He had been stolen from her, before she could ever realize how much was being taken for granted. He was her love, the only one that had walked the earth. Now, weathered and wrinkled, her only comfort was a painted picture. The painting had came from him, the one he was working in the orchard on that sad, sad day. Her painter, so talented, so young,now gone. On that day, she regretted not looking for him. She figured that he fell asleep amongst the apples and the sweet grass that he loved so. The sun blazed its circle in the sky, followed by the sun's wife, the pale faced moon and then again the morning, happy and wondrous once again. She awoke alone, frustrated that he could stay out so long and not come home. She dressed cursing him under her b

Writing
I want to be alone, yet the loneliness is what drives me to tears. I want the quiet, yet the silence is more then I can take. Don't look at me, but make me feel young again. Don't touch me, but make me feel special. Don't push me, I am just as confused as you are... just more afraid.

Gunnshots ! Straight From The Hip !!
In a news conference held earlier this morning with the families of Ceasar Ivan Aguilar Cano, the 4 year old who was murdered back in July of this year, and Erica Hughes, the little girl was shot multiple times and left for dead by the animal that murdered her mother, Christopher 2X, and several detectives from the Louisville Metro Police Department, it was announced that 100 billboards and busboards will be erected beginning next week in order to bring the issue of child safety to the forefront. A little over a week ago, I was asked by 2X to represent B-96.5 as a spokesman for the campaign. In doing so, I'll be developing a series of Public Service Announcements designed to give you information on services and organizations that can help parents and their kids. My other goal is to get Kentuckianans to lean on their elected officials in order to push for stronger penalties, including mandatory death sentences for those that commit these heinous crimes. As some of you may know

* Density *
Density Level The 5 fixed stages or phases of densification within the Primal Order of a Time Matrix, within which consciousness expresses in its manifestation and incarnation into externalized space-time-matter experience. The 5 Density Levels are fixed fields of electromagnetic reality that compose the Primal Order and structure of one 15-dimensional Time Matrix. Each Density Level represents one 3-dimensional reality field, or Harmonic Universe. The Density of matter manifestation within each Density Level or Harmonic Universe is governed by the ratio between vibration and oscillation within the Primal Energy Units (Partiki) of conscious energy that form the scalar-standing wave templates upon which the spherical electro-magnetic domain of the Harmonic Universe manifests. (Masters Templar Stewardship Initiative – Page 21) Harmonic Universe ,Density Level, Hova Bodies & Identity Level HU/Dimensions Density Type Hova Bodies Iden

Random Shit
my cousin ray on the other had thinks killing a deer with a rifle is magic in the forest. heres ray after the big kill: Hell, it was 4 in the mornin, twenty-two degrees outside. Course, you weren't there... pussy. i'm in a camouflaged deer blind with grease paint on my face. i've got deer urine on my boots-i'm not sure why. i got a thirtysix-ought-six with a twelve-power scope and a bullet that'll travel twenty-two hundred feet per second. when that deer looked up and licked sucker i'd hung from the danged oak tree, i caught him right above the eye... Yea, well i hit one with a van going 55 miles an hour with the headlights on and the horn blowing. whoo, thats an elusive little creature. if you ever miss one, it's 'cause the bullets moving too fast. slow the bullet down to 55 miles an hour and put som headlights an a little horn on it. the deer will actually jump infront of the bullet!

Me Thought Of The Day As I See It.
come on all you bombers he's 400 behind. i need a little help here. I have finally been called back to work. I hate temp. agencies but where I live that's all that's here. been a while since i was layed off. LOL and my shoes had holes from poundin the pavement. hopefully the work will last a longer time than before.

Kickin Ass, Takin Names
Well I finally finished the winter term today...Won't have all my final grades in till monday but I'm confident. The one grade I do have is my culinary nutrition class: 90.1% , what would have been a A before the grading scale change is now only a B. The certificetion test which was the final for nutrition had 80 questions and you had to get 60 right in order to get certified...I got 75 right out of 80! So now I am certified serve safe (means I'm a safe food handler) and I'm certified in nutrition (which means I know whats good for you!). I'll post more about the grades as I learn them

How Immature!
You I really enjoy meeting new people. I get a kick out of some of the people I meet or have met from CT...but the one thing that really bursts my bubble is when somebody sends you a friend request, and when you accept it, the first thing they want to do is know if you have a messenger of some kind. When you tell them NO, they ask a few days later if you have one yet. You finally get one and tell them you have one, and because you won't give it to them right then and there....They stop talking to you! GUESS THEY REALLY DIDN"T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THEN! I'm sorry, but I'm not givin out my yahoo to every Tom, Dick and Harry just because! Deal with it or leave me alone! I guess some people haven't read my blog about what happened between me and Dave. He's the biggest part of the reason. Besides the fact that most guys see me on here and see that I have rated some of their pics and think they can talk to me like I'm a 1-900 number or something! I have a man! I'll talk dirty to him and t

* Partiki *
Partiki (Primal Substance) Partiki or Primal Substance are units of conscious energy that exist as omni-polar points of fixed vibration. Partiki units are omni-polar (containing the polarities for all polarities or none) units of vibrating energy that perpetually cycle back and forth between a state of BI-POLAR LIGHT RADIATION (scalar-standing-waves) and OMNI-POLAR SOUND VIBRATION. Partiki units are the smallest building blocks of matter, and they form the template upon which consciousness in all forms enters manifestation. (The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System Course– Page 12) One of the 6 primary elements in the Science of Keylonta. A Partiki (an Ultra-Micro Particle) is an electro-magnetic energy (Conscious) unit and are the organizational intelligence and operational "life-force fuel" behind and within all manifestations and consciousness. Partiki operate as a minute self-regenerating "fission-fusion generators." Through the dynamics of t

Miscellaneous Stuff
I know this is not my normal blogging but when I read this bulletin that my daughter had posted on her myspace, I had to put it where others could see it too... I never have believed in abortion, in fact if I had of kept the appointment 23 years ago this is what my oldest son would have felt instead of being here today. I am so glad I couldn't do it, even if I was only 15 yrs. old, for he ended up being my first love... I know that may sound strange, but he is the one that taught me about love and how awesome it is to give and receive love... I guess abortion may be a choice, but it is one choice I could never have lived with... Feel free to pass this on if you wish to... HELL NO. In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Sha

Nothing...
(copied from my myspace blog) ok so everyone keeps asking what exactly happened to my car...and understandably so...so here it goes.... around the end of april it was still vickie's car...there was a problem and it wouldnt come out of park...she took it to shumacker and francy's up on west chester pike b/c her brother in law recommended them...they did something along the lines of a bypass and fuse replacement and said it was fixed...so she gives me the car...two weeks later the same thing happens...so i get on the phone with the guys who fixed it and they tell me that something is shorting and blowing a fuse which stops the brake lights from coming on..and when that happens it trips a safety mechinism that won't let the car come out of gear...so they tell me how to trick it out of gear so i can get it back to them without a tow...they were just gonna look at it for free for me...then vickie and her brother in law got in on it and finally got the jerks to agree to fix it for free

The Alter Reality That Is Vixen
The memories flow even when you wish them not to, They wrap themselves around you and awaken who you used to be. Once opened they can't be contained They seek you out and call you by past names. Its in the blood, its in your genes. You can try to escape them but its not within your means The rhythum flows like a long forgotten dance Entwining them with now you can't escape your past. Eons come and eons go Time isn't linear it just flows Like a web you stay entwined with the same people time after time Like celtic knotwork a perfect maze Beginning without end we start another phase Does destiny control us or do we make our own Perhaps we choose to repeat the things that feel like home We weave a pattern throughout the realms We each create our own heaven or hell So stop and listen softly to things that you once knew We each walk through the realms holding pieces to renew In this time and the next The cycle will repeat Sometimes we are but pawns in a tale t

The Blog!!!! Lol
Ok what a weekend, thursday, I was really crabby come to find out, I was getting the damn flu, my bf had it monday and tuesday of last week. I thought I wasn't going to get it, well Friday I came to work and my damn body started acheing WTF!!!! Then then the damn weather people are talking about we have this big winter storm coming, great I am suppose to go and see Delirium on saturday, but I am sick, well lucky me its starts snowing, so I am sleeping all on and off saturday and the show get moved to sunday at 6:30p, well sunday they decied to move it to March 10th , oh man thats the night of a big party I want to go to and well these tickets cost $200 so we are going to Ames, to see the show, then to that big party, maybe we will see if we even go at all. No biggie though! SO we went out last night with some friends and we got drunk.........WARNING ******* Stay away from draft beer, it will F*** you up, and make you feel like crap. ok and now a friend came by and got me lunch and now

Marvel Superheroes
You scored as Professor X. Superhuman mental powers: Professor X ordinarily possesses vast psionic powers, including telepathy; the ability to induce in others mental illusions, temporary mental or physical paralysis, and loss of specific memories or total amnesia; the projection of "mental bolts" to stun or render a person unconscious; astral projection; and the ability to sense other superhuman mutants within a small radiusProfessor X80%Wolverine70%DareDevil65%Spider-Man60%The Hulk55%Blade40%What Marvel Hero would you be?created with QuizFarm.com

Left And Forgotten
I come home to find that you are gone. There is a note that says you are done. As I become scared and full of fear. My eyes start to tear. As I lock the door. My mind starts to sore. What did I ever do. That made me not good enough for you. I feel rotten. As I sit here left and forgotten.

Which South Park Character Are You
You scored as Stan Marsh. You're Stan Marsh! Probably the sanest of the group, you're the mastermind behind the good plans and can easily resolve problems. To you love is amazing, and you're probably already in it. You can be a smart ass and don't have a problem saying what's on your mind. And you're probably an activist. Dude, this is pretty fucked up right here.Stan Marsh100%Jimmy67%Butters67%Eric Cartman50%Kyle Broflovski50%Shelly33%Timmy25%Kenny McCormick17%Tweak8%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Life
Today is another day in the game of life. It is one of those days that lingers on and on… No matter what I do it doesn’t seem right in my mind. I seem lost in thought all day long. Everything around me swirls and swirls… It doesn’t stop. I wish it would. Just for a second. I see it going and going. But where is it going? Nowhere and everywhere all at the same time. Make it stop spinning PLEASE!!!! I can’t take it no more…. If it goes on much longer, I don’t think I can hold on. My sanity is slipping away, little by little everyday. But I remain intact to keep on going. For those around me. I must remain strong. For the game of life is not over for me yet. I can’t lose just yet. It’s not my time. Life is what you decide to make of it. It can be good, or it can be a disaster. There are things going on around you that noone can control. When you realize that, you realize that you control only what is infront of you. Just remember that n

Maybe So
Drew -- [noun]:A steamy steamy shower 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Drew's Sexual Catch-Phrase is... "Not the mama!" 'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com drew Roleplaying Master 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com

When You Was Little
A FIREFIGHTER"S WIFE PRAYED A FIREFIGHTER'S WIFE PRAYER Lord I thank you for my husband. This firefighter that I love. Give me strength to give him support with your guidance from above. Make me a good partner, attentive listener, my husband's best friend. When I chose him I chose a firefighter, and the job on which we depend. Lord, keep my firefighter safe when our plan's have gone awry, Answering an emergency call with a life or death cry. Keep the gusting winds and raging flames from being his final fate. Help me cope with the trauma of being a firefighter's mate. Heavenly Father, I'm asking You to send your angels today, To protect my firefighter husband in a very special way. I ask You to guidA FIREFIGHTER'S WIFE PRAYER Lord I thank you for my husband. This firefighter that I love. Give me strength to give him support with your guidance from above. Make me a good partner, attentive listener, my husband's best friend. When I chose him I chose a firefighter, and the job on

Dilemma
You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a drop off (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on), and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is another galloping horse. Both horses are also traveling at the same speed as you . What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? * Get your drunk ass off the merry-go-round. * THIS IS MILITARY MANS FIRST TRAIN AND I WANT IT TO BE AS SUCESSFFUL AS THE OHERS. ALL U HAVE TO DO IS RATE THEM, AND FAN THEM IF U WISH TO DO THE OTHERS THATS UR CHOICE BUT DEDICATE THIS TRAIN TO OUR FALEN SOLDIERS AND LETS MAKE THIS THE LONGEST MOST SUPPORTIVE TRAIN ON CT EVERYONE JUST ADD UR PIC BEOW MINE AND SEND ME A PM LETTING ME KNOW U ADDED URSELF. THANKS AND GOD BLESS OUR SOIDIERS. OASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW! IF THERE ALREADY A F

Random
So as many of you know, I work in a pharmacy, matter of fact I work in a number of pharmacies. I'm on y way to getting my doctorate in pharmaceuticals and becoming a Pharmacist to further my career in medicine, and at this point am what you would consider a Senior Tech at my home store, and a Trainer for the district. I've only been there since August, but since then I've made a lot of friends, a lot of patients who have come to know me as "their Tech." Living in a small town, I know what's going on with their children, their lives, how they are, what's coming around the corner, things of that nature, and truly, as much as I work, they become a part of your life. One of my patients passed on today. I took it hard because well, he was perhaps oen of the most unique patients I've had. His wife, always picked up his prescriptions and despite all that she was going through, she was just the sweetest of ladies. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she came by today. When I brought her p

Ladywolf
The countdown to the move has begun...I'm less than 3 months from relocating to an entirely different state. My whole life has become chaotic as a result. The SO and I took a "dating break" due to some things going on in his life. I can't be too upset about it, since it was my idea, but it still hurts to go from talking to someone every single night for hours at a time straight to not speaking at all. It's kind of like losing an arm or something. We're still best friends, though that never seems to work out for me, so we'll see what happens. I'm assuming we'll be fine until he decides to date someone else, and she puts a stop to our talking. I can't wrap my head around the whole situation, to be honest. How is it that someone can tell you that you have their heart in your hands, that the two of you can be something "amazing and great", that he can't wait to "take the next step" and then WHAM - he doesn't call anymore, and he starts acting flaky, and not talking about what's going o

Erotica
Your hair is immediately yanked back as your body is pinned down on the bed. You look up to find me, hovering above you as my powerful arms press you into the bed. I press myself against your open legs, allowing you to feel my hardness throbbing against your warmth, with only the thin material of your panties separating my cock from invading your pussy. My lips find their way at your neck as I loosen the grip on your hair, kissing softly along the side tracing your jaw line with my lips. Your hands glide up my chiseled abs caressing my muscular body, fingers tracing the sharp lines of my chest as your palm works up to my shoulder holding onto me. I press myself against you, continuing to plant warm wet kisses on the underside of your chin, while gliding my other hand up your naked leg caressing your soft hips. My hand continues to work its way up your side, fingers gliding over your body until I find your breast. I cup it in my hand, squeezing softly and caressing the underside

Drugged
I WILL NOT BE AROUND MUCH THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS...... I AM ON SOME PRETTY STRONG DRUGS.... TO GET RID OF THIS CRAP I HAVE... LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND WHEN I GET BACK ILL GIVE YA SOME HEALTHY LOVE BACK ... LOVE YA ALL

I Need Your Help
I'm in a Killer Blue~Eyezzz contest and I need your votes. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315127&i=2418091276 Any help would be greatly appreciated! This ends 2am EST on Mar 6th, just a few more days. Hook a brother up!!!

Songs
In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you. can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start Take thses memories that are Haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her... Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine-in this moment i'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven..this broken heart of mine One last kiss before i go Dry your tears, it is time to let you go One last kiss When I'm lying in your bed Play the motions through my head You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking... And I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only one you spend this time with, but I'll stay...

History Of Becky
Part 1: YOU Were you a planned baby? yes my parents wanted a little girl. Were you the first? nope iam the baby Were your parents married when you were born? Yes What is your birth date? November 14th 1976 Part 2: The Family Are your parents married or divorced? married An only child? nope i have two brothers If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? youngest Which parent do you get along better with? Mom Do you have step-parents? no Part 3: The Friends What do you like to do when you are together? wow i like to do alot, drink, camp hang out and be crazy. Do you share the same interests? Most of the time Which friend(s) can you tell everything to? my best friend grace, Justin, and Andrew Part 4: Your Personality Do you have low self esteem? sometimes Do you get depressed about things easily? i try not to but sometimes i do. Are you happy? iam ok Do you live life to the fullest? I really try to Part 5: Ap

I Have Been Away On Reserve Duty
I have been away for the past few weeks on TAD with the Coast Guard, I am doing my obligated time with my unit. For those who dont know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard and well, before I go to Europe, I have to give "Uncle Sam" some duty time before I go over to Europe. AfterI play the real part of the Guardian, and what i do is real unlike what Kevin Costner and Aston Kushner did, I will be home after March 1st and then I leave for Europe on the 7th. Take care and talk to you soon.

All About My Babbi
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

A Quote From .gen.george.s.patton
this goes out to all our troops over seas to come home safe and to kick alot of ass while your there get you some marines and get you some army and for the rest of yall just kick some ass troops we support you from the tinsley family and on we are proud of you and we love you for doing what is right and for fighting the hard fight to those of you who has lost their lives god rest your souls and rest in peace and for those still here thank you for everything you have done and welcome home soldier "as i walk through the valley the shadow of death i have no fear because i am the meanest motherfucker in the whole valley" .gen.george.s.patton

Guest Book
If You Dont Have A Cherry License Please Sign Here on the top Guest Book All Others With Cherry Lincense Sign The Bottom One Thank You And Have A Great Day Only CT Users With Lincense Signs The Bottom Guest Book Thanxs And Have A Great Day

Today Is The 1st Xday Of The Rest Of My Life!
I am having an exceptional day, so I thought I would let the world know! Right now I am in Los Angeles visiting after spending 15 months in New Orleans, working on the clean up. It is harder than I thought to go to work every day for over a year and see little or no progress. The mass destruction that the Gulf coast went through is as about as heart wrenching as anything can get. Although work is steadily being done, believe me it will be at least 10 years if not more before completion. (Of course that only goes if they remain blessed with good weather, & the mountain of people that are there to help can stick it out). This is the first so called vacation since our arrival on Thanksgiving 2005. Being in Los Angeles its like "New Orleans" is some far removed country that few people know about. Our friends look at us like we are from another world when we tell them that we have been in Louisiana all this time and it isn't even close to being done! If you think that is check out the l

Cafe Terrace At Night
OH MY GAWD....I love this picture!~ Cafe Terrace at Night From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from The Café Terrace on the Place du Forum, Arles, at Night) Jump to: navigation, search Cafe Terrace at Night Vincent van Gogh, 1888 Oil on canvas 81 × 65.5 cm Kröller-Müller Museum, Otterlo Cafe Terrace at Night, also known as The Cafe Terrace on the Place du Forum, is a painting by the Dutch artist Vincent van Gogh which he rendered in Arles, France in September 1888. Van Gogh used oil paint on canvas and the painting is 81 × 65.5 cm (32" × 26"). The painting is currently at the Kröller-Müller Museum in Otterlo, Netherlands. In the painting Van Gogh expressed his new impressions from southern France and the painting depicts a café in Arles, then Café Terrace and is now renamed to Café van Gogh. The style of the painting is unique for Van Gogh with the warmth of colours and the depth of the perspective. This is the first painting in which he used

Punkdgeek Rants
Why the hell does licensing need to be so damned complicated!? Microsoft licensing is confusing enough, and now I have to deal with Novell Groupwise and OES. With entitlements and groupings and license conflicts between GPL, LGPL, BSD, CC, and commercial licensing, this is giving me a headache... err dont pretend you gave it all if you aint gave it all just fade it in the hazy purple twilight no more time i tried to warn you all its now approaching midnight now go eat your ~h4x0r~fl4k3s~ Today I am a stable man on a path of great success. In the past I have been brash, foolish, rude, and painful to be around. I left the mother of my child just after I turned 19. I did not finish college as I had planned to because of my self-destructive ways. I was a loser for a long time, until I met Chris C, Joe C, and Mike S. These three men not opened my eyes to the world of politics, but gave me a goal that was hard to obtain. They kept me busy and working long hours. They kept m

Bored!
I went to the docter today for my skin rash. It's nothing more than my excema flaring up badly. Darn skin, so that was 80 bucks. Then I got to fill my perscription. one of them was special for my eyelid...46ish bucks. The other was a refill for my lips. My lips are allergic to my saliva, unfortunately, and it causes my excema to breakout on my lips very easyily. So I can't lick my lips or anything. So I have meds for that. But! They gave me cream...cream for my lips! Wrong! It's ointment...stupid pharacy...that was 56 bucks..grrr. But they are going to fix it and I'm never going to go there again...stupid place...keep screwing up that script. That was basically my day...lol. But I got some of those baby legs for Kat! And they fit my arms! So I'm probably going to get some for Eams and more for Kat...hehe. I got to try it on Eams first. But if they fit than dang! They will last Kat forever! anywho....ya I'm done and I'm bored....

Still Around At Times
Been awhile so heres whats been going on. I am so happy. I have had ppl tell me that I have changed since I left my husband. Good. I have been trying to be who everyone wanted me to be for so damn long. Trying to pls one person after another. Not no more. I am who I am, and if others cant accept me for that, then they arent worth my time. I have been a stay at home mom for 6 years. Tired of it. I love my kids dont get me wrong. But I am out there working my ass off trying to raise my kids. Yeah its hard. But the pride I feel just doing it, is so worth it. I think what alot of everyones problem is, when I dont have my kids, I cut loose. Whats wrong w/ that? Did ya'll expect me to be June Cleaver for ever?

Oy!
So my federal taxes finally came in today and for the past few weeks, I have been keeping my eyes out for a certain nice new/used lens I having been wanting on ebay that has a stabilizer on it. (YAY!) Now that I actually have the money, there isn't one lens I want up for bid! =( I am SO bummed right now. I don't feel as bad as I would if Spring was a bit closer, as Spring is quite a fun time for me photography-wise. =D It sucks, I have so many ideas but my current lens isn't giving me the focal range I want and it makes things hard for me. I have to compromise, and I don't feel I should have to at this point in my artristry/career... I have to rethink a shot to make it work and it annoys me. If I have an artistic idea, my medium needs to be able to capture it as I see it and it isn't happening. That just leaves me feeling unfulfilled with what I have. Disappointing myself is the worst. Boo to that! Ug, this sucks. My bestfriend is looking up prices for me tho. (She works at a ph

< Insert Funny Remark Here >
My surgery has now been scheduled March 9th... they are moving the nerve in my elbow so that it runs under my bicep and forearm along the vein people normally have their blood drawn from. While apparently this is typically considered "major surgery" because they are messing with a nerve, the doc has done nothing but re-assure me the risks are minimal. Basically just an hour - hour and a half surgery. so... yeah.. there it is.

Sad
my name is sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall

Everything Happens For A Reason?
So familiar And overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now Embracing you, this reality here This one, this form I hold now So wide-eyed and hopeful Wide-eyed and hopefully wild We barely remember What came before this precious moment Choosing to be here Right now Hold on, stay inside This body holding me Reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel Eternal, all this pain is an illusion Everything happens for a reason? Hello all, It has been a while since I last did this, but I am bored and thought I would say a few words. I have been through quite a bit in the last few years, and had a conversation with someone about a statement that I have heard many times. "Everything happens for a reason" is that statement. Ok, I can see how one can analyze certain situations, and see how that statement can be true... sometimes. But to say that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Well, it is true, but not how those that say that mean it. The law of ph

If You Don't Like My Pic Then Please Don't Rate Me. I'm Only Here To Make Friends
if you rate me low then please don't rate me. please don't even send a message either. the only people who can rate me are the people who rate me between 7 thru 10. if you rate me low then skip my profile. sorry if i sound like an ass but i don't need people bringing me down. you have to get to know me and please don't judge me. i don't like being judge at all. that makes you a worse person ever especially when you don't even know me or my friends. If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought

Poems To The End!
Ok I’m back and I got changes coming and I don’t like it!…. Well some I do and some I don’t!… First my mum went into hospital two days ago and there keeping her in the cardiology step down unit…… gods that sounds so bad… I’m left to keep the house in order and now my sis say’s she has a place of her own and she is moving out so now I have to keep this place all by my self witch isn’t that hard since I was the only one doing it to begin with!… But anyway I have this wonderful woman in my life called Suzan and I am seriously thinking moving to Sydney to be with her… the only thing is that will leave my mum with no one as her mum is moving down the coast….. and my sister is a bitch so well I’m in a very hard place right now and my heart is tearing in two and I just don’t know what to do!!!!! I’m fucked whatever I do!… I know I want to be with sue but at the same time I don’t want to leave mum…… now mum has been keeping me back for all my li

Bleed
Im feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Wont you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Wont you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you wont change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

The Test
Gary's Sexual Catch-Phrase is... "Cowabunga!" 'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com Gary -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Totaled Truck
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. I recently totaled my truck. Now my neck is messed up having MRI done it and possible shots to take the pain away. I'm not looking forward to having surgery later on. Now I'm looking to get car. Of all the different cars that are out I'm not sure what to get. Not sure if I should go with safety, speed or bett

* I Carry You In My Heart
* I carry you in my heart by ee cummings * i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Art & Photos
http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=554538&albumid=199467 Most of the photos in this section were made intentionally dark to be used as backgrounds on my band's website. I will post the original unmodified photos soon.