In this new life of being single I have aquired some new men friends, one of them is a really arrogant male who trys to show his dominance...of course I just play right along with him....he makes me laugh at his male toughness....I have known him for 19 years and didnt have a clue that he had the ...ummm...as he puts it the "hots" for me? That made me laugh but hey...he is a grown man now and at the time that I first met him he was just another kid to me.....and my other friend is a soft spoken,intelligent,kind person who wouldnt hurt another soul if his life depended on it....I tend to lean towards the soft spoken one because he makes me laugh, he touches my soul like no other man ever has. He can make a person feel really good about themselves just by the words that he says. I do hope that I make him feel the same way that he makes me feel...I'm not quite sure how that one is going to play out. Even though secretly I hope it works but only he has the last say as to what life is going to bring to him. I know that I talk alot about relationships and the ups and downs of mine...but sometimes talking about them can make you feel different...especially if you can read them. I dont expect anyone else to learn from what I have experienced except me. But, at the same time if someone else has gone through what I have been through atleast they know that they arent alone...
