You turn around and reealize that you are really and truly in love with him....somehow you have had every wall you put up has been battered and beaten down. He has shown so much care and empathy, been there through the tears and oain....and remained in your focusas your wounds healed and faded. Just when you thought you were whole and able to breathe again, without the fear of being torn and thrown away as if you were old shoe (worn and used, not of any use anymore), you see it.... the storm of beatings and scars you still carry ...are coming back into view. This time not from nightmares..but more from memories before.... Before the tornado of anguish you now feel from the depths of your soul. For you see...the scars are fading because they never made to the center of your heart. ut now the heart has broken...and you can not even order the part...for the part of your heart that had broken had the key that breathed life into your soul...
