Instinct.....
On one side of the river,
I can see my other self
It is the same me but...
It is not who I am suppose to be
Everyone is happy
Everyone is glad
But when I look at her,
She is very sad.
On the other side of the river,
I am who I am suppose to be
I am happy and glad
Just to be me...
But if I had one chance
to do it again
To take back the pain
And the guilt I once had,
I don't think I would give up
what I already have.
Because no matter what you do
no matter where you go,
you have to watch out for you.
On the other side of the river,
All is in the past.
You have to decide how the time will last!
TRUE LOVE
Everyday is a special day for me.
My hopes and dreams may come and go.
My truest love may have been.
But in this life I will not miss
the greatest thing of all....
watching my children grow strong and tall.
They are the light that shines on my path.
They are the butter on my bread.
Without them I will not be who I am.
But I am not perfect.
Although my life as a child was not always best,
I still had a good life, none the less.
Yet I never thought that I would be a mother.
To give them up for gold, I will not.
To give them up for a day, I just can't.
It is hard for me to say even that.
But even though my kids will sometimes go,
My love for them they will always know.
No one could love a child more.
Yet, indeed, my truest love may have been
but today, my truest love belongs to my children.