Berry's blog: "Poems"

Weeping Yes, she was weeping.... She jerked with a surprise, she had been steering at the tree.. Too long. Yet not even knowing she had really been.. Could this be a dream? She was not paying attention to the reality of the moment. She was visiting the past... As, she had all intentions of taking down the beautiful Christmas tree.... " Fine," she said, as she approached the cupboard to grab a bottle of Scotch.. Her hand trembling a bit as she poured.. It was an unfamiliar, feeling to come upon. She had not let go with emotions in so long. It scared her to the bone. A chilling she, held so tight! Not to allow any emotions into her world. Never show what can HARM you. Her only rule had come back with a vengeance of double force, to be faced in the darkness of the sorrid flat she calls home. The one plain rule! She held true to protect her self from the hell, with in... God what happened to her? "How can looking at a tree make me so sad? I was bawling like a small child. I had just thought about my past week." The holiday, & how things have a way of changing , yet staying the same. She was not even looking at the tree..... She threw the drink into the sink.. As hard as she could it bounced off the wall & shattered loudly!! Flushed, disgusted, she cleaned the mess up.. She was pissed for no reason at all, except for the fact, she had let her emotions escape into reality. The holiday's had won, again once more. She had stared in disbelief, as she looked in the mirror. She had not the tears of sadness but, of a dispassionate lost woman.. She had tried again... Covering her face, with hands, she sank to the floor.. Impossible to know how long, her reaction had been building up.. She finally pulled her self together, put on make-up, & the smile in place... Possibly she will take the tree down in a few more days... (Page # 2) After the Make up & smile in place. She sat down and began to read the tragic, love, romance book... She had been reading here & there to kill the long hours between evening and dawn. When you are to be sleeping. You're in the zone, of relaxation, or pure exhaustion.... Away from the world, the reality of life, so your body, can get over those little, scraps, we call our life. Suddenly, she heard the screaming.... The NOISES from the hall. Was she imagining them? No! This was no imagination.This was a blood curdling,demand. Why? Then all went quiet. Torn between the thought, of was she sleeping or was she awake? Had she been sleeping? She had that sleepy haze to her. Real? Then the BANG! She was now aware this was NO dream. The stillness, the darkness of 1:15 am, torn between the fear of this & what she should do. She got up. She began to pace, trembling, she heard the noise begin. She had the urge to call for help. But, then: who would they call in the long scheme of things? Slowly, she picked back up her book..... The call came about 45 Min's. Later... 16-B...... She heard it all. Dispatch said: "Police on the scene. " She took a deep breath. "Yes I will meet you on the scene.." She looked at Srgt. Mike. "Yes I will wait with you. Definite code 1..." "Send the Ambulance back. We will wait." Doctor Edwards: pronounced "D.O.A. Cause; gun shot to head. Self inflicted. Young Adult woman looks to be about 35 yrs. Old, Caucasian, autopsy to be conducted." Her stomach tightened. "I know it is just the way it is.. The holidays...." She went outside, Dr.Edwards asked: sliding his hands into his pockets. " Are you Okay Kid? You do not look so good?" She wanted just to cry... She looked into his all knowing,eyes . He clasped her hands.She did not want to answer to him, that would only add fire to the prompt for more questions. Then she was bawling again..... He held her like a Dad. Giving her the time she needed to get over the battles of the call. Gave her a Hug & was on his way. She went back into the flat only to stare at that Christmas Tree once again...... This time the Scotch went down like a hot spark. Sleep came quick. {to be continued..... lol!!!}

Entry for December 26, 2007Angel This was given to me.. A book from My sister Louise..( for my Birthday..LOL) it is in the Blue Moutain arts.. I'd Love to Give These Gifts to You This is one of the many readings....... The Gift of an Angel by your Side May you always have an angel by your side~ Watching out for you in all the things you do~ Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days~ Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to come true~ Giving you the strenght of serenity as your guide~ May you always have love and comfort and courage~ And may you always have an angel by your side~ Someone there to catch you if you fall~ Encouraging your dreams~ Inspiring your happiness~ Holding your hand and helping you through it all~ In all of our days, our lives are always changing~ Tears come along as well as smiles~ Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely~ May they give you gifts that never,ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide~ May you have rainbows after every storm~ May you have hopes to keep you safe and warm~ And may you always have an angel by your side~ ~~~~ Douglas Pagels

Sonnett Of William Shakespeare Sonnet 20 XX. A woman's face with Nature's own hand painted Hast thou, the master-mistress of my passion; A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted With shifting change, as is false women's fashion; An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling, Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth; A man in hue, all 'hues' in his controlling, Much steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth. And for a woman wert thou first created; Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting, And by addition me of thee defeated, By adding one thing to my purpose nothing. But since she prick'd thee out for women's pleasure, Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure. Have a Berry Nice Day!!!

These "POEMS" were sent to me by message yesterday.. From a Great on-line FRIEND of mine!!!!! Sep 12, 2007 3:16 PM Subject: Dream A Lovers Dream Body: Dream A Lovers Dream by Bob Gallagher A whisper in the night air, did drift into my dreams. A hint of something sensuous, erotic in extremes. A promise of eternity, of love and true romance. All it takes is for us to dance the lovers dance I woke and felt chill breeze, but cool me it did not. For in my mind were visions, my passion far too hot. Two souls were dancing closely, but neither dared to talk All it takes is for us to walk the lovers walk I reached my mind out further, to see what I could learn. For once I saw the lovers, my aching heart did yearn. I wished to see the future, and what it held for me. All it takes is for us to see what lovers see. I closed my eyes for wishing, and hoped with all my might. That what I was imagining was you and I one night. For if I never see you love, I'm sure I could not cope. All it takes is for us to hope as lovers hope. My eyes were quickly opened, by the touch of your soft lips. Your face of angel beauty, could have launched a thousand ships. And now we are together, my dream it did not miss. Forever now my darling, we kiss the lovers kiss Sep 12, 2007 3:14 PM Subject: Love That Binds Body: Love That Binds by Bob Gallagher Our lips meant for the first time I wondered if love was truly blind Your voice soft and calm I feel as putty in your palm Your eyes innocent and kind Steal the world from my mind Your touch so soft and gentle As if being brushed by a rose Destine I hope we are to be For I've gotten use to saying we Sep 12, 2007 3:12 PM Subject: To You Body: To You by Bob Gallagher Entangled in a love made before birth Knowledge of a feeling, too strong to explain A deep thought of a dream coming true A special moment ready to be lived A look of fulfillment in a second glance A connection of two hearts now one A completion, the missing half now found The sensation as a touch is shared The warmth of a kiss given and taken The words I love you meant from the soul As to you I give myself Sep 12, 2007 3:10 PM Subject: If I Said Yes Body: If I Said Yes by Bob Gallagher If I said yes, And gazed deep into your eyes and smiled, Would any of my dreams come true? Are you a wolf in sheep's clothing, Who'd corner me, devour me, Leave me just a shell? Would one simple word Open up a door to paradise, Or just a hole to hell? If I said yes If I . . . And if I said yes, Wrapped myself around you, With contented sighs, Would you understand? Do you play the game By a different name, Win all the pieces to leave me beaten? Would one simple word Open up a door to my heart, Or just a wound I cannot heal? And if I said yes anyway, Would you really still want me? If I said yes, If I . . . Sep 12, 2007 12:50 PM Subject: My Heart And Soul Body: My Heart And Soul by Bob Gallagher My soul was so sad Because of a woman My soul was so sad It could not be consoled My heart was so sad Because of a woman My heart was so sad Even more than my soul My heart told my soul You will one day be happy My soul told my heart You will love once again My heart and my soul May some day be right But my heart and my soul Are still lonely tonight What Good Is Love Body: What Good Is Love by Bob Gallagher I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now, I journey on alone, Forever wandering, in my thoughts, And I shall ask you once again, What good is love. Sep 12, 2007 11:17 AM Subject: Longing Body: Longing by Bob Gallagher I long to feel the warmth of your skin. Your hand, reaching for mine. I get lost in the tenderness of your touch. Your caress ignites my senses, and softly whispers, I love you. I long to see the glow in your eyes, Your stare, connecting with mine. I get lost in the boundless depths of your soul. Your gaze frees my spirit, and softly whispers, I love you. I long to taste the sweetness of your kiss, your lips, gently brushing mine. I get lost in the intensity of your emotions. Your passion captures my heart, and softly whispers, I love you. Sep 12, 2007 11:15 AM Subject: A Promise To My Love Body: A Promise To My Love by Bob Gallagher I believe that none could love you quite as deeply as I do; And yet I often fail to show the depth of it to you. I vow to do the little things, to show you every day; But one thing or another seems to get into the way. I pledge to be more open, to have courage and be strong; But some how fear takes over and then everything goes wrong. I dream of perfect love for us, and hope that it will be; And yet I end up giving you a less than perfect me. I want to be much more for you, be everything you need. I hope and seek, beg and pray "Change me Lord! ", I plead. You are the only one I want. It is for you I yearn. I guess, my love, there's still so much that I have yet to learn. I cannot give perfection, but this I promise I will do - I will spend my life time learning how to give my love to you. Sep 12, 2007 11:13 AM Subject: Trust Me With Your Heart Body: Trust Me With Your Heart by Bob Gallagher Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart. I do hope you enjoy his " POEMS "as I always do!! HAVE A BERRY SWEET DAY!!!!