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EchoAngel's blog: "Personally Me"

created on 05/14/2007  |  http://fubar.com/personally-me/b82633

JUNE 2007. Well I am nervous to be opening up like this. I am a bit shy at first believe it or not, but I love to help and was told that sharing my story might help encourage others. So here goes... Some say being overweight is a sign of laziness & overeating. I hope that this will show that this is not always the case. There are medical reasons that people gain & lose weight. I have always been very active. I love the outdoors - walking, camping, quadding, hiking, playing games like volleyball, baseball, etc. When I got pregnant with my son that didn't stop me. I kept going for long walks and even played Frisbee and tether ball at 9 1/2 months pregnant lol (thought it might help him come out faster - it didn't lol) This first picture was taken June 24, 1999 at about 11:30 am with my son. This was the first time I got to hold him; he was born the night before. My sweet angel baby. Two months ago, I finally met one of my goals by reaching this weight again and presently am working towards achieving my next goal.

To make a long story shorter... I didn't eat much during or at the end of my pregnancy (morning sickness lol). After my son was born, I still wasn't eating much, but I was drinking more fluids with higher sugars & calories. Combined with not being able to get back into being as active as I was before; I started gaining a lot of weight. In just over a year, I had gained over 120+ lbs. At the end of that year, I had started exercising over 8 hours (2 hours / 4 times a day) trying to lose the weight. I was eating once a day (usually a bowl of soup with 4 crackers). My thinking was food equaled weight. I was wrong. I gained more. Finally, I reached a point where I couldn't take it anymore. I was so depressed and felt defeated. I was sent to an obesity specialist and was told I was morbidly obese and would be dead soon if I didn't lose the weight. I was to start eating right and had been approved to get the gastric bypass surgery (stomach staple). I refused the surgery and agreed to eat right. This picture was at my heaviest weight. This was taken June 21, 2002. PS: 3 months after this picture was taken, I quit smoking. My son told me he didn't want to be an orphan.

This next picture was taken 2 years ago by my son in July 2005. I had lost about 50 lbs in that year just by eating 3 meals a day, cutting back on sugar drinks, and exercising smarter.

*********** Almost 2 Years Later ****************

About 8 months after the previous picture was taken I joined a gym (Curves). I was stuck on a plateau and thought this would help to change things to achieve my weight goal. Since then, I have lost more weight making the total weight loss in the last 3 years approximately 140 pounds. You may have seen these next pictures in my albums - they have all been taken in the last week or so (June 2007)

This one was taken September 2007

Now I have other goals that I will meet and achieve. Two main goals have been accomplished; I quit smoking (will be 5 years Sept'08) and I have lost 140 lbs. I want to lose another 40 lbs and the extra skin that makes life.. ummm painful & difficult. I also want to go back to college ;) I am proud of my accomplishments and I know how hard it can be, but it is possible. I had been discouraged at times and my friends helped me with their encouragement and love. Thank You Guys, Love You !!!!! UPDATE Jan 24th, 2008 I am still waiting on approval for surgery... to have the extra hanging skin removed. There are two doctors that are very supportive of me and are trying to get surgery covered by provincial medical. The extra skin is having a negative affect to my health in more ways than one. I have had this blog up for the past year and been blessed to have chatted with a lot of amazing people who are supportive and have shared their lives with me. I have also had some that have criticized it and me. Please understand that having this blog, I have been sharing a part of me that does affect my self esteem. Everyone wants to look, feel, and be their best and that is the side that most people share. I am sharing part of me that isn't the 'best'. I would like to thank all of you for your support and love!!!! With the picture (above), those colourful things on the wall behind me at the top are 'feet'. For every 12 inches lost when measurements are done, you get your name put on one and it gets added up there. I now I have 6!! :D That's is 72 inches of body fat and inches GONE!! Working on my 7th foot now!! (This is just while at Curves, not including the weight & inches lost before joining there) WOOOOHOOOO!!!

UPDATE: APRIL 14th, 2008 OMG I just got a call and I go for a consultation with a cosmetic surgeon to have the extra skin removed!!!!! I am shaking right now so please bare with me lol My appointment is for next Thursday, April 24th in the morning!! They are going to see based on the assessment IF Manitoba Health will cover the costs for the surgery. I will update after lol ;) Wooohoooooooo!!!!!!! Update April 15th (calmer lol) THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL MY FRIENDS & FAMILY THAT HAVE BEEN BY ME AND FOR YOUR LOVE, SUPPORT, & PRAYERS!!! Yes, Now I'm a bit nervous lol Still SOOO EXCITED & did I say Nervous lol Have the 'What if's...' coming to mind lol I know this is a consultation (Not going to say 'just' cause THIS is step 2 AND there is nothing 'just' about this :D ) This is to determine IF they will do the surgery and what is all involved... I'm assuming lol Tons of things are going through my head. Won't bore you with details lol Will update after appt. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX This is one of my favorite songs. I have some people asking me how I lost the weight. I didn't give up... neither should you. We know you can do it :D

UPDATE April 24th /08 Well my friend and I got up at 6:30 am and went to the city for the consultation with the surgeon in the blizzardy weather lol The surgeon was so amazing... so very sweet. She took pictures, measurements, and gave her opinion of what is needed; offering choices and explaining everything to me and my friend I brought with me. She made it very comfortable to ask questions and talk to her. The surgeon said I would need 3 surgeries and did not recommend getting it done at once. Being a single mom with very little family support, getting what needs to be done in three surgeries allows me the ability to look after myself without relying on others. She said that with each surgery, the recovery would be approximately 4 to 6 weeks, with approximately 3 months between each. She also said that they could book the surgeries to take place as quick as a month from now IF I got the finances to do so. I also find that having 3 separate surgeries hard. I would still rather get it all done at once. Being a single mom and away from my son like that would be more hell for both. There are sacrifices to be made yes... but my son is my life. I know that this would help both of us in the long run. (The longest I've been away from him is 3 days. If you read my profile, you know that my son has Asperger's Syndrome aka high functioning Autism) As far as the surgery being covered... She does not think it will be covered by the medical. Said it would be different If I had had the gastric bypass surgery, the surgeries I need now would be covered by provincial medical as a result of having a previous 'health related' surgery. She also agreed when my friend and I said that was really 'not right/fair' that this surgery couldn't be covered since it is still needed, due to massive weight loss, same as one who had the bypass surgery (Same extra skin. Same risks of diabetes & other health issues. Same uncomfortable skin that is difficult & painful (pinching and bruising). Not to mention the negative effects to self esteem... still looking 'big' even though you aren't) She did give an estimate price, $25 000, down from approximately $40 000. This estimate is good for 4 months, however, still impossible for me to cover. Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts and who knows.. maybe a miracle will happen and our prayers answered. ;) I'm a bit discouraged right now but not giving up yet. Thank you all xxxxxx


Update : September 6th, 2008 There have a been a few that have written to Oprah and Dr. Phil on my behalf. Thank You all so much!!! We still have not heard anything from them or the local newspaper, but thank you so much for your encouragement. Almost out of options now so getting a bit discouraged. Was suggested I gain the weight back then they will do the bypass... like I'm gonna do that! OI! BUT anyway still checking out other options.. like finding a plastic surgeon that can/will volunteer to do the surgeries. Anyone know one? lol Also another friend of mine read my blog about a year ago and has herself lost 100 lbs and has also quit smoking. This is so awesome!!! She credits me to being her inspiration and I do thank her but it is the strength that is in us all. Once we know it can be done... we do it :D

December 28th 2008 Well Should update here... As most of you know my son & I were in a car accident this past June. My son suffered whiplash and a cut eyelid and I - severe whiplash & some unknown things with my neck that just will not heal right. My trips to the gym have been halted and so has my progress in my goal to lose the last bit of weight. Instead my body is playing 'yo yo' gaining and now losing again. Just trying to reach back to the weight i was at the time of the accident. I have come to far to give up now (and too stubborn :P ) PS: Here is a site an amazing guy found for me. I have sent a message to them now as well. But while there found a video procedure of what they would do to me ... It is shown on a mannequin just to give you an idea. I would also need surgery to remove the skin on my arms as well.      http://thedoctorstv.com/main/procedure_list/51 That's all for now... God Bless And Happy New Years!!!!

UPDATE!!!!!

October 22nd, 2010

Surgery has been APPROVED!!!!!!

 

 

Echo In The Hospital

Heya All I'm writing from my blackberry and hoping this goes through as I haven't found a way to change my status on Fubar yet with it. LOL Just wanted to let u all know that I moved on Friday, Oct. 2nd to my new apartment in the city about 2 hrs West of where I was before. Moved here to go back to university Smile2.gif. Well we made it in spite of being very sick. Had some amazing friends help my son, our 9 month old Cocker Spaniel, Jersey & I move. I was getting sicker and sicker and after going to the hospital twice where we were living and was sent home saying just laringitusM - came to the hospital in my new city and they said I have pnemonia. I've been here for 3 days now and today after more tests (you know the drill - blood, blood gases, H1N1, TB, CT Scan, & xrays to list a few; they have moved me into isolation. So presently Jaren is in emergency medical foster care as I don't know nyone here that can watch him for me. The pup is in a doggy kennel and I am here by my lonesome.. NOT my idea of a holiday getaway LOL So if u have my yahoo or MSN id drop me a line. I get treatments every 2 hours for the pnemonia so give me time to reply LOL. Lonely here so would love to hear from u Smile2.gif Missing u all. Be careful not to get H1N1 that nose test is BRUTALLLL Nose is still sore Frown.gif LOTS of LOVE Krystal Oh yeah. Just a reminder that on the blackberry cell I can't not respond to shoutbox either. Not ignoring anyone. Thank u for ur concern and prayers :) PS Mike & Fubar staff plz help get Fubar more Blackberry friendly ...on top of alllllll ur other amazing work Smile2.gif I miss my Fubar friends and sending status msgs. Smile2.gif. OXOXOXOX A humble request 16_winksmile.gif

50 Signs Of Fibromyalgia

50 Signs of Fibromyalgia:

1. pain
2. fatigue
3. sleep disorder
4. morning stiffness
5. cognitive or memory impairment
6. irritable bowel
7. chronic headaches
8. TMJ syndrome
9. numbness and tingling sensation
10. muscle twitching
11. skin sensitivities
12. dry eyes and mouth
13. dizziness
14. allergic symptoms
15. mitral valve prolapse
16. heel or arch pain
17. brain fatigue
18. painful periods
19. chest pains, noncardiac
20. depression
21. panic attacks
22. irritable bladder
23. multiple chemical sensitivities
24. joint hypermobility
25. suicidal
26. personality changes
27. lightheadedness
28. disequilibrium
29. severe muscle weakness
30. intolerance of bright lights
31. alteration of taste, smell, hearing
32. low frequency, sensorineural hearing loss
33. decreased painful sound threshold
34. ringing in the ears
35. exaggerated involuntary rapid eye movement
36. changes in visual acuity
37. intolerance of alcohol
38. enhancement of medication side effects
39. intolerance of previously tolerated medications
40. severe nasal and other allergies possible sinus infections
41. weight change (gain)
42. muscle and joint aches
43. night sweats
44. heart palpitations
45. muscle spasms
46. Raynaud's-like symptoms
47. carpal tunnel syndrome
48. heartburn
49. difficulty swallowing
50. interstitial cystitis

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AGGRAVATING FACTORS:

overexertion
stress
hormonal changes
premenstrual
anxiety
changes in weather
cold or drafty environment
anger
depression
alcohol

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POSSIBLE CAUSES FOR FMS:

genetic
neurochemical dysfunction
hormonal imbalance
virus
infection
accident or trauma
nutritional deficiency

What Is Fibromyalgia?

Definition

You hurt all over, and you frequently feel exhausted. Even after numerous tests, your doctor can't find anything specifically wrong with you. If this sounds familiar, you may have fibromyalgia.

Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition characterized by widespread pain in your muscles, ligaments and tendons, as well as fatigue and multiple tender points — places on your body where slight pressure causes pain. Fibromyalgia is more common in women than in men. Previously, fibromyalgia was known by other names such as fibrositis, chronic muscle pain syndrome, psychogenic rheumatism and tension myalgias.

Although the intensity of your symptoms may vary, they'll probably never disappear completely. It may be reassuring to know, however, that fibromyalgia isn't progressive or life-threatening. Treatments and self-care steps can improve fibromyalgia symptoms and your general health.

Symptoms

Signs and symptoms of fibromyalgia can vary, depending on the weather, stress, physical activity or even the time of day. Common signs and symptoms include:

* Widespread pain. Fibromyalgia is characterized by pain in specific areas of your body when pressure is applied, including the back of your head, upper back and neck, upper chest, elbows, hips and knees. The pain generally persists for months at a time and is often accompanied by stiffness.
* Fatigue and sleep disturbances. People with fibromyalgia often wake up tired and unrefreshed even though they seem to get plenty of sleep. Some studies suggest that this sleep problem is the result of a sleep disorder called alpha wave interrupted sleep pattern, a condition in which deep sleep is frequently interrupted by bursts of brain activity similar to wakefulness. So people with fibromyalgia miss the deep restorative stage of sleep. Nighttime muscle spasms in your legs and restless legs syndrome also may be associated with fibromyalgia.
* Irritable bowel syndrome (IBS). The constipation, diarrhea, abdominal pain and bloating associated with IBS are common in people with fibromyalgia.
* Headaches and facial pain. Many people who have fibromyalgia also have headaches and facial pain that may be related to tenderness or stiffness in their neck and shoulders. Temporomandibular joint (TMJ) dysfunction, which affects the jaw joints and surrounding muscles, also is common in people with fibromyalgia.
* Heightened sensitivity. It's common for people with fibromyalgia to report being sensitive to odors, noises, bright lights and touch.

Other common signs and symptoms include:

* Depression
* Numbness or tingling sensations in the hands and feet (paresthesia)
* Difficulty concentrating
* Mood changes
* Chest pain
* Dry eyes, skin and mouth
* Painful menstrual periods
* Dizziness
* Anxiety
Causes

Doctors don't know what causes fibromyalgia. Current thinking centers around a theory called "central sensitization." This theory states that people with fibromyalgia have a lower threshold for pain because of increased sensitivity in the brain to pain signals. Researchers believe repeated nerve stimulation causes the brains of people with fibromyalgia to change. This change involves an abnormal increase in levels of certain chemicals in the brain that signal pain (neurotransmitters). In addition, the brain's pain receptors (neurons) — which receive signals from the neurotransmitters — seem to develop a sort of memory of the pain and become more sensitive, meaning they can overreact to pain signals. In this way, pressure on a spot on the body that wouldn't hurt someone without fibromyalgia can be very painful to someone who has the condition. But what initiates this process of central sensitization isn't known.

It's likely that a number of factors contribute to the development of fibromyalgia. Other theories as to the cause of fibromyalgia include:

* Sleep disturbances. Some researchers theorize that disturbed sleep patterns may be a cause rather than just a symptom of fibromyalgia.
* Injury. An injury or trauma, particularly in the upper spinal region, may trigger the development of fibromyalgia in some people. An injury may affect your central nervous system, which may trigger fibromyalgia.
* Infection. Some researchers believe that a viral or bacterial infection may trigger fibromyalgia.
* Abnormalities of the autonomic (sympathetic) nervous system. Part of your autonomic nervous system — the sympathetic, or involuntary, system — controls bodily functions that you don't consciously control, such as heart rate, blood vessel contraction, sweating, salivary flow and intestinal movements. It’s thought that sympathetic nervous system dysfunction occurs in people with fibromyalgia, particularly at night, which leads to fatigue, stiffness, dizziness and other signs and symptoms associated with the condition.
* Changes in muscle metabolism. For example, deconditioning and decreased blood flow to muscles may contribute to decreased strength and fatigue. Differences in metabolism and abnormalities in the hormonal substance that influences the activity of nerves may play a role.

Psychological stress and hormonal changes also may be possible causes of fibromyalgia.

 

Risk factors

Risk factors for fibromyalgia include:

* Your sex. Fibromyalgia occurs more often in women than in men.
* Age. Fibromyalgia tends to develop during early and middle adulthood. But it can also occur in children and older adults.
* Disturbed sleep patterns. It's unclear whether sleeping difficulties are a cause or a result of fibromyalgia — but people with sleep disorders, such as nighttime muscle spasms in the legs, restless legs syndrome or sleep apnea, can also develop fibromyalgia.
* Family history. You may be more likely to develop fibromyalgia if a relative also has the condition.
* Rheumatic disease. If you have a rheumatic disease, such as rheumatoid arthritis, lupus or ankylosing spondylitis, you may be more likely to have fibromyalgia.

When to seek medical advice

See your doctor if you experience general aching or widespread pain that lasts several months and is accompanied by fatigue. Many of the symptoms of fibromyalgia mimic those of other diseases, such as low thyroid hormone production (hypothyroidism), polymyalgia rheumatica, neuropathies, lupus, multiple sclerosis and rheumatoid arthritis. Your doctor can help determine if one of these other conditions may be causing your symptoms.

Tests and diagnosis

Diagnosing fibromyalgia is difficult because there isn't a single, specific diagnostic laboratory test. In fact, before receiving a diagnosis of fibromyalgia, you may go through several medical tests, such as blood tests and X-rays, only to have the results come back normal. Although these tests may rule out other conditions, such as rheumatoid arthritis, lupus and multiple sclerosis, they can't confirm fibromyalgia.

The American College of Rheumatology has established general classification guidelines for fibromyalgia, to help in the assessment and study of the condition. According to these guidelines, to be diagnosed with fibromyalgia you must have experienced widespread aching pain for at least three months and have a minimum of 11 locations on your body that are abnormally tender under relatively mild, firm pressure. In addition to taking your medical history, a doctor checking for fibromyalgia will likely press firmly on specific points on your head, upper body and certain joints so that you can confirm which cause pain.

Not all doctors agree with these guidelines. Some believe that the criteria are too rigid and that you can have fibromyalgia even if you don't meet the required number of tender points. Others question how reliable and valid tender points are as a diagnostic tool.

 

Complications

Fibromyalgia isn't progressive and generally doesn't lead to other conditions or diseases. It can, however, cause pain, depression and lack of sleep. These problems can then interfere with your ability to function at home or on the job, or maintain close family or personal relationships. The frustration of dealing with an often-misunderstood condition also can be a complication of the condition.

Coping and support

Besides dealing with the pain and fatigue of fibromyalgia, you may also have to deal with the frustration of having a condition that's often misunderstood. In addition to educating yourself about fibromyalgia, you may find it helpful to provide your family, friends and co-workers with information.

It's also helpful to know that you're not alone. Organizations such as the Arthritis Foundation and the American Chronic Pain Association provide educational classes and support groups. These groups can often provide a level of help and advice that you might not find anywhere else. They can also help put you in touch with others who have had similar experiences and can understand what you're going through.

 

I'm sure a lot of you know of abuse personally or someone that was. I was. My mother knew my stepfather was assaulting me since I was 11, but she told me she 'couldn't deal with it at the time' - she let it go on. She abused me as well in different ways (physically, emotionally, verbally, and even beat us if we prayed wrong). Why did she admit it now after all this time? She recently found out that he has been cheating on her with an old girlfriend of his, but you see THIS isn't ok. It is ok (to her) for him to do that with her kids only I guess. She Is divorcing him and has now put him in jail on other charges. She says she wants to 'when she is ready' and can 'deal with it' go back to the police about the assault and she promises she will "make him pay for what he did." to me. I am trying to heal ... to get past this. I have called the police here .. I was told that she can force me to court regarding this matter. Being 33 years old now, it is amazing how I still I have no control when it comes to this. I want to put that part behind me and move on. I want the nightmares to end. I want this whole thing to end. He got away with what he did. He has cancer now.. it is going up to his brain... what good is it putting him in jail now? He will be dead in a year anyway. Just him admitting what he did would be enough justice for me... the rest is up to God. PS: No child abuse charges were ever laid against my mom and stepfather. The police where I live now have written up a report and want me to file a report about it there. They want an inquiry to be done as to why nothing was done in regards to this and why the police would not write a report about the sexual assault when I went to them when I was 18. The police officers I went to told me that he, my stepfather would not have done that. That I was just pissed off and doing it out of spite for some reason. They were all hunting friends and neighbours. I just don't know what to do. I have a son to worry about now and I want to put the past behind me. Is this a way to heal.. or just drudging up the past more? Just more frustration. This is where I wish I really had wings to fly lol This picture I drew when I was thinking about my past and the abuse. My cam didn't do a great job taking a pic of it... but here it is. Photobucket To Me this picture is about the past. (looking at the picture top to bottom) A knife - trust broken A face - scars - some visible.. most not Footsteps (the dots) Wanting to fly away - get away. Help just out of reach Paths leading different ways - scared to take a chance. Not sure who to trust but throughout it all there was people there watching. I found them then got help. Now healing and trying to trust again... The Hook.. I am hooked on life.. I have a reason to live.. to fight. My son. Every Day I look at him and smile. He is the answer to my prayers. The joy in my heart. I stopped the cycle of abuse. It can be stopped. And I have forgiven I just want to forget and have the nightmares stop now.

Character References

Character References for EchoAngel AKA Krystal Yes, this is pretty sad to have to do this BUT I am sick of people making up lies about me. Note: If you want character references to verify that I am who I say I am; please contact one or all of the following people. This list will grow in time.. not diminish. Thank you and have a great day. PS Not into drama... if you want to lie about me.. get to know this.. 1. Me 2. What makes your life miserable that you have to try to destroy other's lives and friendships. 3. NOT into drama or head games so move on. PSS Thank You All Who Left Comments. You All Humble Me... It Is So Easy To Be Myself With Having Friends Like You!!! God Bless You All!! Muahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Oh Well

Heya If I don't seem my usual cheerful self in this blog... oh well :P I am tired of lies & being made a fool of. I am who I am. I tell you who and what I am. I haven't lied to any of you about my life. You ask.. I tell ... THE TRUTH! BUT Yes I know this is online and SOME people (ppl) think that they can make up who they are. After all It Is The Internet right? Well... Then I guess I don't belong here. I am a single mom .. 34.. with one son who is 9 and he has Asperger's Syndrome. I live in a small town in Manitoba, Canada.. Just over the US border. I have even given out my phone number to those that I thought I could trust.. That were also real. My 'Personally Me' Blogs I have done are of me.. and things that friends ask me about. I AM A REAL PERSON, WITH FEELINGS & A HEART!! NOT A CHALLENGE TO BOOST YOUR MALE EGO IF you're married.. PLEASE remember so! If you are separated.. say so!!! IF you are playing a game with people.. GROW UP!! I DON'T WANT OR NEED YOU TO PLAY WITH MY HEART OR EMOTIONS!!!! My son & I have enough challenges in life to work through daily without adding someone who thinks that our life is a game for them to play. Yes I have been single and with no man for that many years... so what? I have values and morals and I don't sleep around with every guy there is. That is no reason to 'feel sorry for me'. It is a personal choice! I have met a lot of awesome and amazing people on here and to that I am sooo grateful! I come online cause I don't go to bars to get human contact. I stay home with my son at night and yes sad but true .. this is/was my social life. Yes I have real friends where I live but they also have their own families. No I don't have the family support or family around me.. doesn't mean that I deserve to be treated with such a lack of respect not to deserve the truth. So please the next time you feel like living in a fantasy.. read a book!! Stop screwing around with people's lives! To those that are real and friends.. you know who you are but there are a few I don't have messenger addresses for... please private message me in here.. I will check back here every once in a while. God Bless!!
Lyrics: 'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothing new - yeah yeah I loved you with the fire red Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa..... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground... ***************** I'm just numb. Give me time. Forgiveness is one thing... forgetting another. Life is too short to worry about who is lying to you and who isn't. I've had enough lies told to me... I don't need them from one who loves me... no matter what the circumstance. I would rather have the truth then a 1000 loves. The truth will & may hurt at times.. but lies kill...
NO I Don't, But Thank You For Offering! I'm Not Here To Provide You With Sexual Entertainment Or Be Sexually Entertained By You. Yes, I Have A Cam. I Took My Pics That Are In My Profile With It. That Doesn't Mean That I Will Cam With You Or Add You To My Messengers. Those Friends On My Messenger Treat Me With Respect And Love. Guys Like A 'Tight Box'. That Is What ShoutBox Is... Specially Made With You In Mind :P I Know How Aggravating The ShoutBox Can Be - I Use It Daily As Well. If You Want To Get To Know Me Then It Is One Way Of Being Able To Do So... (PS. Alot of people that don't like the shoutbox, but want to talk have used FuMail to message others :P ) And Finally... Do You Really Think That I Will Give You My Phone Number To Have Phone Sex??? LMAO In Case You Just Answered 'Yes'... Guess Again!! Yes, I've Been Single For Over 5 Years. I Am In No Rush To Get Into A Bad Relationship Again. So I Am Taking My Time To Make Sure That The Man I Fall In Love With Is The Right Man For Me And My Son. I'm Not A Woman That Will Take Men Into My Bed For Casual Sex. I Do Have Pride And Respect For Myself. Hense Why I Do Not Have NSFW Pictures In My Profile. Yes, I Like To Have Fun With My Pics But It Is Having Fun. I Like To Flirt/Tease But It Doesn't Mean I Want To Cyber. And NO This Is Not A Slam To Those That Have NSFW's Pics. It Is Just Not Something For Me. And NO I Don't Look At NSFW Pics. Thank You For Reading IF You Took The Time To Get This Far :P

What Should I Call Her?

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bT*xJmx*PTEyMTA*NzMzMzI3NzgmcHQ9MTIxMDQ3MzM5ODE5MCZwPTc*MzIxJmQ9Jm49bXlzcGFjZSZnPTE=.jpg Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. The child asked God. "They tell me you are sending me to Earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God replied,"Among the many angels. I chose one for you. Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said. "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you everyday. And you will fell your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, " And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweetest words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care. your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." " I've heard that on Earth there are bad men. Who will protect me?" God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life." "But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore." God said. "Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you." At that moment there was much peace in heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked. "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name." "Her name is not important. You will simply call her Mom."
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