The Guy's blog: "Things I Write..[comment/rate if you like pls!]"

I don't really know what to name this, But in the last week, several people I thought were close to me have ignored me and made me feel like I'm of zero importance in their life. I always tried to make those who make me feel special, feel the same. Though, the gender roles of the world are changing. It's so sad to see this happening.

I guess its easy to tell,
Just by the way I feel
That I picked my poison well
Emotions never really heal
You were my eyes
You were my ears
You make a matter of moments;
Seem like years

All I want,
Is the end of this bleeding..
This heartache.
Yet, Still I'm waiting,
With everything at stake.
Is it corruption I'm seeking?
Or maybe testing these bonds,
To see if they break..

I could never get by
This system of equasions
Racking my brain
A better off innovation
What's with my loyalty?
Even so my trust and shame?
In over my head,
I've been drowned by this game.

I'm not sure where to go,
Or what's even left to do..
Despite everything said
Or anything ever done
Even to this day
I'd still die for you.