so my friday night basically dictated what was gonna go on for the weekend. so much shit went wrong that day and i couldnt handle it, i couldnt think about how much i was fuckin up left and right. thankfully deonte told me about the party he was going to in the same apartment where his bday party was.
he called me when he was ready to go and i ended up headin over like at least an hr after he went. paid the $4 to get in (least i could do since the girls who live the apartment - starsha and trice - paid like $80 on alcohol) and had like 2 cups of margarita mixes and was tipsy. that's wat i get for not eating. trice gave me something to eat later. i think i had like 4 or 5 cups of margarita stuff and watched katelin roll a blunt. she asked if i smoked and i said yea.
we smoked up in a circle of like 5 people (6 if u include jermarco who was talkin a mile a minute but not smokin wit us) outside. even tho i had leggings on under my skirt, it was still fuckin cold! thankfully i left all my high heels at home cuz i was havin trouble wit balance. when we had shotguns from katelin, we went back inside and the guys and starsha and trice wanted to go to the frats but me and katelin stayed, watchin "home improvement" and "gilmore girls" (kill me!). when starsha and trice came back, katelin walked me home.
saturday was hard cuz i woke up wit a bad headahce but i went to breakfast wit angela and i felt ok. i went back to my dorm room and passed out on my bed once more. tried to do homework but i didnt get too far. katelin eventually texted me and we decided to hang out again. she picked me up in her SUV and we drove around the block to the apartment where ppl were gettin ready to go to the tropics party at the attic. group A (the guys) went over to the tropics party while group B (the girls) went in the SUV. katelin was drunk but she only swurved twice out of the many miles we drove and smoked up in the car. we found out that S-n-S lied to trice about when the tropics party ended and it was over when the guys got there, so we just drove around. katelin dropped trice and starsha off at their apartment and we parked and went to her apartment where we watched "superbad" (funnier when high) and i stayed there the night.
sunday was nice, i hung out wit bill which made me really happy. he's like one of the few friends that makes me smile not cuz he wants to get wit me or anything, but just cuz he's funny and we connect in a lot of ways. it's just kinda refreshing to have a friend like him.
i also cleaned up my room and did my homework while tryin to battle munchies and tiredness. i guess drugged sleep isnt the best sleep. but it was a fun weekend anyway. now i just need to see what i can do about my problems on friday, but all in all, it was a nice break from responsibility (i'm known as the responsible one and i'm gettin tired of it).
~ace~
