lady ace of spades's blog: "the angsty poems from day-to-day"

Perdoname si te quiero demasiado, Perdoname porque estoy enamorado. Perdoname si quiero darte un abrazo, Perdoname porque quiero estar a tu lado Perdoname si no puedo olvidarte, Perdoname por desear besarte. Perdoname por no dejarte, Perdoname porque solo puedo amarte. Mas si quieres olvidarme, Te lo hare muy facil. Solo dale tu carino a otro, pero a mi, no me pidas que no te ame. Nunca habia estado tan cerca de ti, nunca habia probado tu carino. Y ahora despues de hacerlo, como dejar de sentir que quiero estar contigo? Como podria yo olvidar la suavidad tu piel, la ternura de tus abrazos y el calor de tus besos? Translation: Forgive me if i love you so much Forgive me because i am in love Forgive me if i want to give you a hug Forgive me if i want to be at your side Forgive me if i cant forget you Forgive me if i wish to kiss you Forgive me for not leaving you Forgive me if i can only love you Also, if you want to forget me It will be very easy Only give your care to someone else But to me, dont tell me i cant love you No one has been so close to you No one has tried your love And now, after you do it How could i leave the feeling of wanting to be wit you? How can i forget the softness of your skin, the tenderness of your hugs, and the heat of your kisses?

i'm done wit antonio, no more of him. i have intense feelings for him but the way he treated me...i deserve better. he said he would treat me better, but he never did. fuck him. it was predictable from the beginning, and that's why good charlotte's "predictable" was the theme music for us i think my new goal in life is to become part of a band...i either need to learn an intrument or sing better...or both lol! if i sang like amy lee, then i'm all set. so glad i'm done wit school. just found out i have no more insurance :( steve is being supportive and so is jason (*blush*) i need to get laid and soon. i'm sicky i'm 19 in 10 days!!! i'm so excited!!! and indiana jones comes out at the big theater near my house the day before and we go early (like 4-something) :D so excited for next week, you have no idea!

Ace I love mace. God gave me grace with lace. You have a beautiful face. Where is that place? that we can make quick pace and be friends 4ever! love (actually it was a heart), the magic c-dubby ~ Perdoname ~anonimo~ Perdoname si te quiero demasiado, Perdoname porque estoy enamorado. Perdoname si quiero darte un abrazo, Perdoname porque quiero estar a tu lado Perdoname si no puedo olvidarte, Perdoname por desear besarte. Perdoname por no dejarte, Perdoname porque solo puedo amarte. Mas si quieres olvidarme, Te lo hare muy facil. Solo dale tu carino a otro, pero a mi, no me pidas que no te ame. Nunca habia estado tan cerca de ti, nunca habia probado tu carino. Y ahora despues de hacerlo, como dejar de sentir que quiero estar contigo? Como podria yo olvidar la suavidad tu piel, la ternura de tus abrazos y el calor de tus besos? Translate later

make me happy make me cry save the world then say goodbye

may this tongue never taste may my ears never hear the pain that i have caused the pain that i must bare may my skin never touch may my hair never blow should i break this promise: i will never let you go

dressed in back invisible to all no glances no whispers. black hole inside heart ripped out crushed gone. so predictable...

i close my eyes to see your face. wrap my arms around a disguised you. tears run black i cant contain it anymore. knowing that we will drift apart a love i wont get another chance for crying once more pretending once again... try to see another face but yours is clear. i miss the security i miss your prescence. no one could take your place more heartbreak and i cant handle it inhibitors, more and more i can see your face again pretend you're there, holding me once more and the security, a deep calming effect, i am normal in your eyes. unconditional love from me to you, you are perfect no matter what you say cant make me change this. the tears stop, i feel ok... i feel worn out... i feel...nothing... no more pain no more crying, maybe i can close my eyes. i see your face miss your arms your warmth i cry once more... before i cry myself to sleep. (fuck you shakespeare...)

smacking my head against the wall tired of this circle we make you watching me take the fall dead and tired, no more to take, once more is my blood to flow for all the pain i cant endure and you walk away from me, not caring ...as if i existed nevermore.

my wings are broken what did i do wrong now? to weak to walk away but u can do it. u knew everything i am and took me for granted walking away from me ripped my heart out and took it with you i wish this pain would stop i wish i could fly away again on broken wings...

Subtle heat in the form of arms around my shoulders, A heartbeat under my ear, Fingertips caressing my arms, A gentle whisper of your name on my lips suppressed, The taste of your lips on mine teasing my memory My head resting on your chest confortably my eyes remembering what you look like and craving more Washing sea over sea of new found love over my cracked, now-healing heart Your voice - deep and soothing replaying in my head Giddy and giggling did i wait for you Like candy, i crave you more Safe and snug - I couldn't feel better in your loving embrace My reason to live My reason to love My reason to break the rules and do my best... I love you, Hans