Cin's blog: "My Poetry"

Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim

i look back now and i always knew exactly how much i love you so different but still the same its like i always knew your name these feelings that i have deep inside i never ever want to hide you mean so much to me i hope some day you'll see looking at your smiling face ever wanting your embrace i promise every time you cry i'll wipe the tears from your eyes

When you hurt, i hurt When you cry, i cry Everything you feel inside Undying love i have for you Everything i've said is true Without you, i'd be lost No life for me, i'd take the cost Cut me now, to see i bleed No pain could hurt me now with you beside me Stay with me now right by my side You and me against the world we'd stride i sit here now what i say is true You're in my heart and i love you

Words can not describe how i feel...the connection we have seems unreal... i smile every time i see your face..as i sit here and think in this place... i am very lucky to know you now...living without that..i wouldnt know how... i wish you the best..'cause you're such a great guy...how anyone could hurt you..i wouldnt know why... you seemed to have inspired me..to write this rhyme...it seems like i'm happy..all of the time... so i must say now..thank you for being you...it would seem 'cause we met..i feel less blue...

everything i've said is the truth.. my feelings are very real.. the time we've spent together i have truly enjoyed.. i cant seem to keep my mind from my thoughts wondering back to you.. why is it you seem to have such a hold over me? am i under some wonderful spell? or in a fantastic dream? if this is a dream i dont ever want to wake up...

i cant describe the way i feel.. the more i think about it..it seems unreal. no one has made me feel this way.. oh how i wish to be by Your side to stay. i wish to be secure in Your arms.. keeping me safe from every harm. the closer we get..the more i want to be Your's.. to do Your bidding and all of Your chores.

Really miss You when you are away..why oh why cant you just stay? Why must you leave me all alone for all of the reasons that are not known... Please come back to me to be in Your arms..to keep me safe and secure from harm. i promise i will serve You well...untill you return however..alone i must dwell...

Confused yet again...Everything that I am feeling now causes my head to spin... All brought on by one single person The thought of everything that we have in common overwhelms me All I can think of is you.. I cant help but wonder, if you're thinking of me Untill we meet again...What we had will always be in my memories.

The feeling of sharpness as your teeth sink into my neck..sends a sudden rush through me that drives me wild The reaction I see when mine sink into you, makes me want to bite harder Hard enough to draw blood To allow it to rush into me and send me into an incredible high I miss that rush and that taste horribly The night when we fully bond..when you taste my blood for the first time..will truly be the best and happiest time of my life For it is what I need desperately. **Side note** Sadly this didnt happen either

I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One