Cin's blog: "My Poetry"

Standing alone in the dark I reach out..nothing there I turn around and feel your hand grasping for me Our hands touch, and I feel I could melt At that moment it feels as if we are the only two left in the world I hold your hand tighter, but you slowly slip away You whisper "I'm always with you my Dark Angel" I reach out into nothingness Searching for your hand again Suddenly you are holding me tighter than ever You whisper 'See, I told you I'm always here' We embrace for what seems like eternity But sadly I have to let you go, knowing you are always in my heart and my soul I cry but smile at the same time Feeling your love and what we have Everyday looking forward to hearing your voice and seeing your smile Knowing.. That I am loved...

Alone in the Darkness..screaming so high The feeling that no one hears me..makes me cry and cry I feel that I have no-one,standing by my side I feel that I should give up, or I should run and hide Hating feeling helpless, hating feeling scared To live as I should be, I am not prepared. The cravings are driving me nuts, the cravings are making me crazy Unless things change soon, my mind will always be hazy

Standing in the Darkness Trying to find my place Wondering if I'll ever fit in..with the rest of the human race Constantly having a craving..that I feel I can never subdue I ask myself would I be accepted..if everyone really knew? I know that I am different And these feelings I must hide This pain that hurts my heart..I must bury deep inside The fact that I can not be the real me..stabs at me every day And I cry at the sad thought..of always living this way Feeling hurt and resentment..from everyone that is around Trying to find more like me But they're nowhere to be found Wanting this agony to end To be among others like me If I find my true family..I will finally be free

Connected by the unexplained.. bonded by love..Never wanting to let you go..Needing to see you, hear you, feel you in my arms..wanting to be in your heart, your soul..I've tasted your blood..I've touched your lips..Just sitting, thinking wanting more of it all...Not knowing how far it will go..only knowing..I dont want it to end.

I am darkness I am light.. my purpose hereis not in sight. The reason is not known..the truth I know must soon be shown. As soon as things begin to be clear..I blink my eyes and sadly my answer disapears. I feel alot stronger, with the inner me..but knowing why I was chosen for this life..I may never see.

Darkness falls all over me, untill it is all that I see Reaching out into thin air, searching for a hand of someone who cares Suddenly then i feel a soft touch, something oer someone i feel connected to so much It makes me feel all the power under the sun With this force by my side I can over come

Standing in the darkness..trying to find my place, wondering if I'll ever fit in..with the rest of the human race. Constantly having a craving..that I feel I can never subdue, I ask myself would I be accepted if everyone really knew? I know that I am different..and these feelings I must hide, this pain that hurts my heart..I must bury deep inside. The fact that I can not be the real me..stabs at me every day..and I cry at the sad thought of always having to live this way. Feeling hurt and resentment..from everyone that is around..trying to find more like me..but they're no where to be found. Wanting this agony to end..to be among others like me..if I find my true family..I will finally be free.

I AM... Searching for more of my kind.. Tired of feeling alone Wanting to belong. Wishing that one of my kind would find me. End my pain Give me the Dark Gift Eternal Life To be Immortal To be with my true family I AM... Tired of living a lie Living in the shadows Dealing with constant thirst Wanting more Not feeling whole Wondering if things will ever change Wishing my kind would find me End my thirst End my hunger Show themselves to me.