i keep moving forward for my kids. keeping thinking to myself how my marriage got to this point. i was a good wife a good mother What did i do wrong for him to cheat? is it because i gained wieght because i cared about him and my kids before thing of myself? did i not make him happy enough or i wasnt enough. all these things go thru my mind thinking what if but as always i think bout what others think then thinking abut what i think.