i keep moving forward for my kids. keeping thinking to myself how my marriage got to this point. i was a good wife a good mother What did i do wrong for him to cheat? is it because i gained wieght because i cared about him and my kids before thing of myself? did i not make him happy enough or i wasnt enough. all these things go thru my mind thinking what if but as always i think bout what others think then thinking abut what i think.
how do i push forward?
how do i cope?
missing my kids right now but they need time with their dad just not me, sometimes being in this motel room alone sucks.
yes the only way to get away from my husband was to leave everything behind. im okay with that im use to staring over from nohing.