I am but alone, lost and unnoticed, screaming inside with rage, yet i am silent to you.
I cry alone in the darkness calling your name, yet you walk away.
Am i wrong to feel such passion for you.
Is this to be my cross to bare, has my heart forsaken me.
Has my wings become stained with tears and holds me to the ground,
Is my love to strong to be contained within this immortal coil.
Does my passion run too deep.
And is my soul destined to wander alone without you, through this wretched god forsaken world.
As i pass by you, I become intoxicated by your essence, and relish in the thought of you in my arms.
As you look up into my eyes just for a moment.
I am transfixed for a lifetime.
I find heaven in your eyes, as angels dance to the shimmering light that radiates from your soul.
You have become so close to me at that moment.
If i could only reach you, touch your face, kiss your lips, and taste the tears that fall like rain.
and if i could only show you, that it is i you should desire, and i that could give you such passion, and fill your every wakening moment with love.
and you would be cherished for all eternity, and as you lay sleeping,
i watch you breath and curse the lord, for i know i will never have you.
there for i remain damned to only watch from the shadows.
as you become scarred from unjust love.
I only wish to heal your heart, to tenderly kiss away all memories of past, that remain held so deep.
yet my passion for you shall haunt my every memory, and linger with me through all eternity alone, for you have become my damnation.