miss lins's blog: "Morgenstern's Sanctuary"

She was our Rock of Gibraltar in the family. She was our spirit, my all-time favourite aunt. I grew up with her. She was like a 2nd mom to me. She died 2 nights ago, from a brain tumour. She went peacefully tho, she died in her sleep. She lost her hubby the year that I was pregnant, so it would be a great reunion for those two. I jus wish she coulda hang on jus a little bit longer. I'm happy that Damian got to meet her, he loved her :)

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She falls limp in his arms, as though through that

kiss she lost a part of her, yet gained a part of his.

She looks deeply into his eyes and remembers a past so long ago,

of two lovers dancing first,then of passionate love makin',

a love makin' so fierce and gentle that she is consumed in him and

this moment, nothing and no one else exists.

How could this be she wonders?

We've only seein' each other for a few months.

She looks deeper into his eyes, and sees a fire burning.

So intense is this flame. It terrifies her, yet it

draws them nearer, this passionate flame of love.

She leans up to kiss him yet again, afraid that if

she lets go, that she will wake up,

only to findthat it's really just a dream.

In this haunting stage I creep,

Searching for something worthy to keep.

In the breaking light of dawn I stare with eyes so red.

Glancing at the devoid emptyness beside me at my bed.

And with a whisper unheard but true,

I call for one being: the memory of being by you.

So take my hand and show me to the light.

Take my heart and keep it in your sight.

I give to you all that's left of me,

with the only wish that you set me free.

Let me whisper sweet truths in your ear.

Let me wash away your fear.

I'll hold you close in nights so cold.

I'll sing to you the songs untold.

Trust not that I am truely there.

But know that I truely care.

Push all your fears into my chest,

And just let me take care of the rest.

And though I show such discretions when I talk,

Know that it's by your side I want to walk.

And in the solace of your arms I hold one thought since our first embrace,

Tangled in fear and coated with lace.

Words cannot express enough and there's nothing I know to do,

To show how much I would really love to love you.

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As some of you guys know, my aunt Cathy has been in the hospital. She has been diagnosed with a brain tumour. Its in the front part of her brain where the memory & personality is located at. She got to come home last week or the wk before, don't remember. And she was s'ppose to start chemo, 5 times a wk for 3 wks instead of twice a wk for 6 wks. But her body is too weak to handle, so she got sent bk to the hospital in Effingham. My mom went to see her a few days ago, she says that Cathy is so out of it, she doesn't really remember very many people and she kept repeatin' things over of what my mom & my other 2 aunts were sayin'. So this might be a shitty ass Christmas this year...