What mask shall I wear today?
Hiding all my fears and pain……
Swallow down the sinking dread……
Chaos reigns within my head.
My heart beats faster within my chest……
As I crawl into my cocoons sweet nest.
Sick from the rush, I sway here dazed……
Quickly my skin is clammy and glazed.
My face is flushed, streaming with sweat……
Dragging in a shallow breath.
My stomach flows like a slow rivers waters……
Not a break in its current and it never falters.
My hands are frozen; my soul in ice……
Trapped in this struggle dubbed modern life.