You may not believe that I care for you
My actions and words to not support one another
No one at any given time knows how I am feeling
What scares me the most is that not even myself may know
I am an enigma of the human soul; bound by others searching for my truth
Their questions hold no answers, yet no lies
How can one lie when they do not know the truth
Love is just as confusing, if not more
To depict with words, to match to emotions
I know that what I'm feeling is quite new to me
Yet, I rise and fall with my heart exposed
I may know that I love, though still be unsure
Of the path and direction I should take
The unknown and unseen terrify me
My heart is caught in trance -
Should I step forward with my eyes closed
Or wait for strength to guide me
If I leap with questions unanswered, would I fall in love
Or land with my heart broken
You may be certain of what it is you want
With the readiness to take your future by the reigns
I'm forced to step back, to figure myself out
When I stumble onto my own realization
All their questions, my own, will be answered.