At times I wish to run away
And not look back again
For all the pain and hurt I've had
Has washed away all that I am
I had lists of dreams and goals to conquer
Failure has left me to rot
Into all the aspects that I tend to hate
Leaving me to wish that I had not
Forcing emotions to spin away
Into depths of despair and anguish
My bare soul stripped to the core
Exposing all the sin
What is left for me to accomplish
Except failure, lust, and loss of trust
I'm bored alone, left to myself
Watching that list, by choice, being crushed