James's blog: "life"

Ok yall i know imma week or 2 late but i wanna thank each and every one of you who voted and bombed me in that contest. And to Carla i owe u alot daril u helped out so much. I WON THE DAMN THING HAHAHAHA

HEY YALL COME COMENT BOMB THIS HELL OUTTA MY PIC. IM IN MY FIRST CONTEST EVER SO PLZ COME SO ME LOTS OF LOVE. HERES THE LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=101697&albumid=233103&i=3139552463

well yall its been a while since i did this. i have been thinkin alot lately. been thinkin about CT the Net and alot of things. It seems to me i have Not a life of my own and im givein all my time to others and its burning me out faster everytime. So i may take a very long and much needed break from everything and just worry about my job and savein money. well im dont for now talk again soon Much love to all my friends and Family

it has been brought to me that their are many people here really care for me. and i have been blinded by my depressin to see that. and i wanna thank each of you who are there for me all the time. i love you all you are my heart and my rocks.

you for 2 days i have been so depressed and sad. i feel im worth nothing and im just a waste of space for people. i just wanna say fuck it and end my life right now. its not like ill be missed by anybody. i know its harsh to say but i just wanna go away. well thats it for now maybe ill blog again maybe not what ever

well all ist jan 4th 2007 and yall know what that means. its my b-day and im happy. 31 will be a good year. just thought id let yall know

Hey Yall hope ya 2007 kicks more ass that 2006

Bo Bice Lie......Its Alright I’ll get you back I’m out of cash You can always count on me Oh, I forgot C’mon baby just believe You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright (Keep saying whatever you want to believe, as long as you look like that, she says) I’m over here Around the way You know I’m only stopping by I thought you said You said to me Come on over here tonight I don’t mind I kinda like All the stories that you tell It’s obvious but I don’t care Cause you’re doing it so well You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright It’s alright, it’s alright No I wouldn’t change a thing It’s alright You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright

Stone Sour Zzyzx Rd. I dont know how else to put this It's taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight My muscles feel like a malee My bodys curled in a u shape I put on my best but im still afraid Propered up by lies with promises Saving my place as lifes forgets Maybe its time i saw the world I'm only gere for a while But patiences is not my style And im so tired i gotta go What am i suppose to want now What am i supposew to do Did you really think i wouldnt see this through Tell me i should stick around for you Tell me i could have it all I'm still tired to care and i gotta go I get to go home in one week But I leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry Im following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection Im told what to do and i dont know why Im over existing in limbo Im over the myths and placebos I dont really mind if i just fade away Im ready to live with my family Im ready to die in obscurity Cause im so tired that i gotta go What am i suppuse to want now What am i suppose to do You still dont think im going see this through Tell me im a part of history Tell me i can have it all Im still to tired to care and i gotta go Oh yeah Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah. Still to tired to care and i gotta go Still to tired to care and i gotta go Still to tired to care and i gotta go Yea yea Still to tired to care and i gotta go Go home Still to tired to care and i gotta go Yeah yeah Still to tired to care and i gotta go

Ok well now that christmas is over we look ahead to the new year and most of all my birthday. Jan 4th 1976 i was bore and damn it its number 31 for me and i have a few things imma try and do this year. 1> Go up to Maryland to see ma friend tink she has been there along time for me and hey she rocks. 2. Have as much fun this year as i can. and 3 got to as many concerts as i can oh and number 4 got to a Washington Redskins Game with Tink. well thats all remember Jan 4th is the day so show me love yall. lol later