James's blog: "life"

well another christmas is done and it seems to be harder on me. i had to hold in all my pain and cry when no body was looking. for those who dont know christmas was my dads b-day. he passed away july 4th 2003. so as u can see its tough on my family and it seems to get harder for me. its been 4 years but the 4th christmas he would have been 75. my dad was ma best friend and i wish i could have gone in his place. but hey yall dont wanna hear all that. just lettin you know what im feeling.

Just watched See No Evil Staring Kane. For WWE's first movie id say they did a hell of a job. kane played his role well and i was on the edge of myseat the whole time. id give it 2 big ass thumbs up thats just what i think later. lol

hey all just wanted to take the time and wish each and everyone of you a very merry christmas and i hope 2007 is better than 2006. So be safe and enjoy your time with your family and peace and love from me to all of you. p.s. dad i miss you alot happy b-day pop you would have been 75 today.

well if we have any wwe fans here ill tell ya where imma be next tuseday night. ill be out at the live smackdown and ecw taping for wwe. i got 2 free tickets today and im stoked about it. so maybe ill be seen on tv when it airs friday night. well ill let yall know what happens peace

You i sit and wonder what it would be like to be like all the other guys in the world. you know what im talking about the good looking and fit guys who have all the chics and i just sit and wonder why i was delt the body i have. it hurts when i walk by and hear people say things that are ment to hurt me and they dont try and hide what they say. i can only bite my tongue. and i come hoem and wonder what it would be like to be hot and all that stuff. well i have ranted enough for one night thank you