i am 20 years old i have 2 children one was taken from me and the other lives with me and i love him with everything that is in me.i have another one on the way with a man that i know that i dont have a future with.i was upset for a long time when i found out and i even thought about abortion but i just cant kill something that is living inside me.i want to leave him and try things with the love of my life but something is keeping me here i dont know wheather its that he might cheat on me again or that the one im with hasnt done anything to hurt me yet,i dont know but i have fealings for this guy but i just dont love him.ive been in love with the other guy for a long time but our relationship always ends up down the drain and it always has to do with our frieds but we like our friend i dont KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111AHHHHHHHHHHH