I'm just going to sit here and ramble to get some things off my mind. First of all, whatever happened to the way adults thought and felt about relationships. These days people just don't think about what the true meaning of love is. All they do is think about themselves, and then when the other tries to let them know about their wants and needs they pretty much get shot down. Marriages is another thing, or even with people that have been together for several years. Anymore it seems like people think it's a joke. Both men and women do it, but people need to really think about what they want in life before they involved someone in theirs. That way people are less likely to get hurt. I let someone that I was with know what I am feeling and he pretty much got mad at me. I let him know that ever since he bought this house with his son that it seems like I'm not good enough for him anymore. He just thought that I was going to sit around and wait for him to come and see me so he could get what he wanted and then leave me again. I'm sorry, but I'm not the type of person to be a friend with benefits. If I give it up to someone then I am devoted to that guy and their will be no other. I'm not no whore or tramp and don't spread my legs for just anyone. He did tell me that he just wants me to be happy and that he'll stand by my side in whatever decisions I decide to make in life. He has pulled me out of a rut and got me out of living a life of destruction. When I met him I was living in the Mission in another city and was doing things I shouldn't have. He pick me up and told me to get my stuff and that he was taking me to live with my sisters. I thank him for all that he has done for me. He saved my life in more ways than one. Now I am with my family where I belong and they aren't letting me go anywhere. I've told them that I was thinking of moving out, and they pretty much told me that I'm not and that they aren't going to let me go anywhere. I love my family a lot. They are the best. We have a close knit family, and if someone hurts one of us the rest of them are there to back them up. Well, I hope that all of you have a good day and thanks for listening to me vent. Have a good one.
