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Yesterday I went to the Valparaiso Popcorn Festival. The town prides itself as the capital of Popcorn.. especially microwave Popcorn. It was the home or Orville Redenbacher. His Popcorn factory was located in the town and holds the grand tradition in downtown Valparaiso since 1979. For those not familiar with the are think of it as a modern Mayberry. Its a nice place. Allot of people come down to the fest even those who are from out of state. Theirs alot of good food, Entertainment crafts, things for the kids. I had a potato blossom. Which is like fried potato chips.. very good actually. An a gyro. and two things of freshly squeezed lemonade... the first one I felt damn I got cheated. but the second damn ... Lemonade without a mix is the only way to go. I took some Pict's and they are in my photo section. I apologize for the picture quality apparently my camera was set on the wrong settings. As you can see I'm starting to grow in my stubble in a little bit. Looking good so far. Since I couldn't get anyone to go with me I decided I needed to get my Mom out of the house and took her out. Shes going to be moving in to my house and before I get hassled about your living with your mother crap... its better than living with a complete stranger. And she wants to help out I dont want her doing things for me. I love my independence. And I will not have her in my social life. More details she doesn't want to know. I'm just being a good son. I just have been worried about her health lately. And its not going to change me either. I believe family comes first. And shes had a kidney operation more than a year ago and her back is bothering her..... so I have been concerned. We had this little agreement about moving on with my life. Today for me has been the beginning of the Bears Football Season. OK just to let people know I really get into a Bears game. OK maybe too much lol But I have a good time watching. They got their first loss today so I might be a little grumpy tomorrow. I know its just starting Oh gawd was that a long game no one scored for the first three quarters. it was a good game and I give credit to the Chargers. I care more about Chicago teams. As long as they are winning I continue on with the Chicago White Sox and the Cubs. Personally I'm a south sider lol I never said I hated baseball just not my thing. My Dad used to take me to those games and they do bring back sometimes painful memories. All and all not a bad weekend.

Labor day weekend and taking some control.... I spent my majority of my weekend cleaning moving in a new couch..... a wider couch. Which took me hours to get into the house. I am a little sore...and my back still hurts. Yeah after this week no more projects. Let the winter come.*waves the white flag* Damn I need to finish that ramp. Their is some people I have been missing....sorta depressing actually. I had one guy lose his temper the other night because he didn't like My mumm comments on the Fubar. The more later it gets the more smartass I am. Too much caffeine for me is bad. lol . I made a couple new friends here. Gotten tons of compliments. . Mainly I was cleaning for the whole weekend....yeah men clean up... surprised? And I went to Wal-mart which is not my favorite store and got a PC Shooter game Call to duty, Shot my instructor on the first try lol I didnt know what the hell I was doing. I found my ex's letters...I forgot it was there..letters how much somebody in my life she cared for me I really decided for me to let it go and Tuesday morning on the to landfill it went. I just couldn't open and look at them. I think that's all of it. Thats the end of that chapter of my life. And sooner or later another great adventure takes over....I just don't want to be given up on. I'm regrowing my goatee.. I used to have a goatee and uhh I took it off mainly because my Mom really hated it. And frankly it was pissing me off hearing about it every day. And I told her I'm regrowing it back in. Tough cookies. I hate my babyface look. I love my Mom but she really needs a hobby besides me. I have been talking to her her health and here arthritis is not advancing but she cant walk very far. I hate hearing about people I care about not feeling all that well all the time. I'm hoping the weather holds for Saturday for Valparaiso 's Popcorn Festival. As long if it doesn't rain. I m mainly gong for the food, music and crafts. So far its just me.

As i type this...Im stradled to a wireless thats unreliable Im borrowing from a freind.. We had a bad storm go through here..Imagine a land based level 4 hurricane except on land. I should be up and around..hopefuly In a couple days normally which sucks...I hate to say it.*mumbles* crappy high speed ISP... I am already going into mumm smartass coment withdrawls. Just to let you know I have been missing my favorite commenters greatly. Maybe my shameless wit would go further.If I take a small break... As long as I dont hear which is better Coke or Pespi..or do you think Im hot... Pepsi and wow arent we vain? are my common responses. No I dont mind if you use them lol I know I should have put this in a Bulltien but I figured what the heck. I will have alot of racy images for Fate images hopefully before the end of the month. Woohoo See ya guys soon ...havent forgoteen any of you Dragons

So far my day hasn't been too bad...My Mom got me a new computer chair and my back thanks me. Furniture chairs ..uhmmm yeah not so good. Those who of you know or you'll know now.. I have been diagnosed of being slightly bi-polar I can go from being happy to utterly depressed in a matter of seconds. I've had this for most of my adult life and I have wondered if this had something when I was in a car accident I could have been killed in. If I didn't seek treatment it would have gotten more serious and worse. Im still the same person I just go with these mood shifts. 10 years ago during morning rush coming home from work at UPS I was hit and pushed twenty feet by a semi. I avoided hittng another car by just instinct and my will to get through this. I was lucky the only thing I walked away with was a bad shoulder. Of coarse my entire left side is a mess anyway lol. At times I was wondering If I could have avoided that. At times it seems things were getting worse instead of better. I couldn't drive for months just from the trama. Thanks for asking about my Fuber/ Myspace dinner for those who asked over a week ago...Yes I had a good time and I felt I needed it. She hot Beautiful sexy and...oh god way too good for me really. Super nice...and made me feel good. I dont think i want her more as a friend...she does bring a smile on my face. besides I think shes after someone else sorta. Were both..venting our frustrations over relationships. I think i got over my all woman suck phase and I'm still going back and forth on the "jeez I feel really pathetic" stage of a breakup. This is my year anniversary from the last one. The more lovely they are i keep falling for they are something unattainable A) seeing someone or getting off a relationship B) married C) No personality and doesn't want to do anything. D) Just too damn attractive for you to date so forget it. We both had similar interest, Both attracted to our taste in music. She found me attractive Who in the hell was she looking at? Cmon most woman I know drool over Hollywood actors...Im not a actor. I dont drool over actress's anymore.. they just dont seem real. We keep trading surveys back and forth and the only way if you are going to know anything about me is if you ask questions. We laughed and talked and it was great. OK yeah Ill shut up now about this now.lol Although nine times out of ten I'm the one breaking up..because of cheating lying and or being smothered to death. I love being independent I love my privacy. If she doesn't want to go out Ill go. I can get over the lonely stuff sometimes. Frankly I dont carry this huge ego on or I'm a not really vain person. I'm just myself. Without this huge paperweight on my face and losing twenty pounds I think I can take on anything... I come home I'm tired...and I'm online there and here. Do my artwork because it makes me happy. welcome to my age. it doesn't get any better than this folks.. Love being a witful smartass. Its part of my charm lol

I usually do this once a month...If anyone is interested but if you have questions comments just message me thanks. Mostly playing with fonts on my portfolio site August 1st update Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images Best to be tied, Handcuffs is a girl's best friend, Naughty Nurse, Online and Naughty, Ride em Cowboy, Student body, Which girl do you want? Deep Space One http://deepspaceone.fotopic.net/ Wallpaper month. Both sections have been now split into FOUR folders! Only 1024X768 Wallpapers are in these sections! Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 1 Babylon Five-Battlestar Galactica Babylon Five "Ivanova's Bad Dreams", Babylon Five "Points Of Departure", Babylon Five "Reborn", Babylon Five "Scorched Earth", Babylon Five "Shadow Dancing", Babylon Five "Starkiller" Battlestar Galactica "Big Mistake", Battlestar Galactica "Cylon", Battlestar Galactica "Flight of the Phoenix", Battlestar Galactica "Hero", Battlestar Galactica "Maelstrom", Battlestar Galactica "Pegasus", Battlestar Galactica "Rapture", Battlestar Galactica "The Final Five", Battlestar Galactica "Torn", Battlestar Galactica "Unfinished Business" Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 2 Doctor Who (Most of these images might be spoiled and have not yet aired in the U.S.) An Unearthly Child, City of Death, Drenched, Easy rider, Evil Reborn, Face of Boe, Funeral Pyre, Goodbye, Home Sweet Home, Invisible to the Enemy, Jack and the Doctor, Meeting the Bride from Hell, Losing the Woman you Love, Reunion, Saxon he's our man!, Second Star to the Right, The Doctor's Loss, The Fate of Humanity, The Final Confrontation, The Last of the Time Lords, The Three Doctors, What!?, Who is he?, Yeap still got it Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 3 Firefly-Heroes Firefly "Our Mrs. Reynolds", Firefly "Shindig" Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 4 Stargate Atlantis-Torchwood Only 1024X768 Wallpapers are in this section Stargate Atlantis "Condition Critical ", Stargate Atlantis "Man without a Home", Stargate Atlantis "Phantoms", Stargate Atlantis "Progeny", Stargate Atlantis "The Eye", Stargate Atlantis" The Lost Boys" More Stargate Atlantis will return this fall with its fourth season! Stargate SG-1 "1969", Stargate SG-1 "2010", Stargate SG-1 "Absolute Power", Stargate SG-1 "Camelot", Stargate SG-1 "Dominion", Stargate SG-1 "Family Ties", Stargate SG-1 "Full Circle", Stargate SG-1 "Good Vs Evil", Stargate SG-1 "Hallow be the Ori" Stargate SG-1 "Hammond from Texas", Stargate SG-1 "Heroes", Stargate SG-1 "Indeed", Stargate SG-1 "Red Sky", Stargate SG-1 "The Shroud", Stargate SG-1 "Unending", Stargate SG-1 "Urgo", Stargate SG-1 "Watergate", Stargate SG-1 "Wormhole X-treme", Coming in September! More Babylon Five, Battlestar Galactica, Doctor Who, Firefly, Stargate SG-1, and a 20th Anniversary Salute to Star Trek the Next Generation. Also a New Section on the Sci Fi channel show Eureka! More Stargate Atlantis and Heroes will return this fall…Torchwood will return early next year. Next Update September 1st

I have a date Friday night ..well technically not a date.I'm meeting somebody..Its true I am not looking..actually she found me on my Myspace page. I fill out these stupid surveys from time to time and she wants to meet me. And she invited me out. I really have no life lol Its been nearly a year since I have been with anyone. I'm a bit nervous. I have met someone on line before and that was the last GF I had. I really like this person and really dont want to blow it and i don't want to see this person hurt either. Shes really nice. Well I have found some interesting facts about her and I'm looking forward to it.

I love filling these out on My Space 1.3 names you go by? A.Scott B. hey you C. Several words that should never be spoken again 2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now: A.Black shirt B. blue jeans C. -- -- -- *You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY [01] Do you still have feelings for your ex? NO!! Should I put that on a cue card? Bright neon lights? [02] Have you ever been given roses? no gave yes [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie? .....Cassbalnca..and its not too mushy. yes its a romance movie!!! [04] How many times have you honestly been in love? three times...oh just shoot me. lol [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? Yes.. Mine must have died somewhere because I dont think she exist lol [06] Whats your current problem? Not finding anyone...of coarse I really havent been looking either i have pretty much given up ....I have a feeling woman really hate me. Not all just a majority. the good ones are really taken.,,,out of my league, too attractive ,the others .....well dont drive, dont work, cheat, too young. Way too old too superficial, unfriendly, unfunny just not compatiable whatesover or just plain hate me so you know so yeah just take your pick.lol [07] Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes I have the wounds to prove it. . [08] Long Distance Relationships? Don't exist [09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend? yes but that was much later.... i dated her when We had efeelings for eachother....then left her then I just couldnt go back being a freind...felt unconfortable. She wanted to go back to being friends.. She just seen and heard things that i felt were VERY special that i never told a soul. i just didn't want to see her again after her second screw up. [10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater? YES! Why didnt l listen the first time? and the second...? No I had to be a utter moron and believe every single word. I will never do it again.. !*shakes head*....yeah right. [11] How many kids do you want to have? Im not sure I want any...Again who in their right mind would want kids with me? I dont know if I want copies of me running around . thats just disturbing. [12] What is your favorite color(s)? Black blue red [13] Do you believe in P.D.A.? Public Display of Affection? yeah ....it would make me feel better. [14]Do you believe you truly only love once? Once... Twice...yeah THREE times a lady sure,,,,lol [15] Imagine you're 79 and your spouse just died, would you get re-married? Ill be dead before 79 lol NP lol [16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex? College..wheres that time travel machine? So I smack myself silly I was worried about my carreer,,,my job more anything else...and no I was a complete idiot. and now I keep thinking well that was a utter waste. [17] What song do you want to hear at your wedding... *laughs* nobody knows the troubles ive seen lol [18] Do you know someone who likes you? I dont know does somebody like me?lol [19] Do you like anyone? I like people...OK nice people... funny people...Freindly people.. I dont know ...... [20] Are you currently in love? No...whats Love?t? lol Repost As: "20 Love Questions

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