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To be honest I have not been online lately ..Lets see recap....made a couple new friends offline. Went to BDSM munch a couple of days ago and had a great time. you can be a perv and eat like a normal person at the same time. I had to setback my college plans to Summer because I am waiting for my transcripts. Been working overtime getting my artwork done this month. I had a few orders I had to complete. Going to church more.I go there 4 times a week. 1 day to clean. its volunteer work. and the mumms are starting to bore me out here and there right now. Hey if noone finds you funny its hard to make people smile. I hate to say this but other people having misery is starting to bore me out. I refuse to join any lounges .....because its hard to keep up on a conversation. I had to let the Stonier go. Just the marijuana was making me sick. I dont use this place as a dating site for whatever reaso

Yeah I survived the holidays OK…it’s been a long week. For Christmas I got a “Heroes” 2008 calendar, A DVD set of Doctor Who Season 3 and a bible( I have to admit I uhmm didn’t have one before) .I walked away happy. But it’s not the getting that important it’s the time you spend with family and the giving… My Mom has understood what I'm going through with my hard drive problems. I was planning to make her a little something with Paintshop. Like I did with her Birthday. I walk away with the usual resolution losing weight, (which I am really trying to do), exercising and moderation of what I eat. I have been watching my calorie intake. I want to be more politically aware. I’m actually going to vote this year! At times Ive been to lazy to do it. And I’m not going to let things get me down. And I'm being a nicer mummer. Helping my friends with contest. I should have been doing that a long time ago and i felt pretty bad about that. I do not intend to break any of them. And things are looking a little up. Surviving the holidays has been interesting to say the least. I see my Mom every day almost anyway so its not as special but I did get a call from my pastor and we did talk a little. I already have boxed things away for next Christmas. I should be able to replace my hard drive by this weekend and take out this clinking piece of crap drive out of my computer. Sometimes my screen just freezes. Starting this month my prescription medicine is going to be already paid for! I’m so relieved by that. I’m getting the depression I go through more under control. You don't get it from talking to me but I am BiPolar. Going to church has made a small difference in my life but I wouldn’t go as far as trying to convert people. In my view that’s where problems usually start. And I respect religions as long as it talks of peace and understanding in our world today. We had our weather go too unbelievable warm to chilly cold. Welcome to the Midwest!!! And it is going back to the fifties this weekend. Meeting a couple of my fetish lifestyle friends this weekend and I'm looking forward to it.

This is is something Im actually trying here because my comments have gotten me in so much trouble in the past.. I decided Im going to pull back and be a less of a pain in the butt in the mumms. I know I know somewhere I said this before but my comments have gotten me in a lot of trouble as of late. So I Im trying to be...nice. After a drag-out on my shoutbox I was just literally thinking at first some people are claiming to be 21 but act like five year olds. But then I realized I may have gone too far. I know maybe rather shocking of me. So im on a new leaf.

12-17 New Character Banners! Doctor Who Barbara Wright, Ian Chesterton, Jamie McCrimmon, Vicki All New Wallpapers! Only 1024X768 Wallpapers are in these sections! Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 1 Babylon 5 Mind War, The Best Last Hope of a Quick Buck, There all the Honor Lies, Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 2 Battlestar Galactica Are you Alive? , Eject!! Eject!! Eject! Husker, Razor, Sins of What We Done, Sci-Fi Wallpapers Bionic Woman Section 3 Fight for her life, In Training, Sci-Fi Wallpapers Doctor Who Volume 2 Section 5 A Dandy and a Clown, Love & Monsters, New New New New New York, Paradox, So Close Yet So Far, The Invasion, The Leisure Hive, Time Crash. Walking into each other Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section Heroes Section 7 Being a Real Hero, Electric Connection, Stand off, Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section Stargate Atlantis Section 8 Torchwood Wallpapers will return in March! Coming Next month New Wallpapers of Babylon Five, Battlestar Galactica Bionic Woman, Doctor Who, Heroes, and Stargate Atlantis. The reconstruction of the Star Trek Movies sections beginning with Star Trek The Motion Picture and Wallpapers of Star Trek Remastered Next Update: February1st I'm hoping this will be a short time I'll be stranded on a laptop but my Computers hard drive has taken a turn for the worse and is failing. So I have been burning any material I want to keep.. This was sorta unexpected but the last listing has been the last update for this year, And since I have been in a generous mood. things have been getting a bit better, Eventually I'll be downloading on a new hard drive in January new material

Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images A Submissive’s Dream, Alcove, Have a Happy Hump Day!, Kiss me, Mistletoe, Need to get away? , Spanking Christmas, Under me Computer Graphics 2007 Going home for the holidays. I constructed some fetish images again from Kieth Garv's work. Some Image work that I got online fro m a yahoo group. I'm saving a couple here and there for the New Year. Last night I had a hell of a time doing these because I had a awful headache and my sinuses were acting up. I was not feeling that good at all. Start next month I am going on a real slow down with the adult material down to one - three a month. I m getting to the point now that my inspiration has been running dry on this stuff. Working on Paint Shop Pro has its advantages. And I do have more a firm drip to know what I'm doing. It a shame no one really uses it professionally that I know if. . I have half of next months update for my Sci fi site ready to go. Personally no major updates just the cold was enough to slow me down.

I really had a bad today..I argued with my mom about my pastor who calls me every day of the week. I just need the space and I feel like the guy is smothering me. Really I just started going back to church after 13 year absence. All of a sudden He was asking if I like to sing :/ Ok I dont like getting in front of people and doing anything like that right now. I cant find a simple way and say No. I just feel uncomfortable right now So I turned my phone off. I dont think I want to go to church tomorrow and I want to stay home.I'm just not feeling right. Talk Carla dont talk anymore. Im just tired oImpeople like that. I blame myself and its my fault. She doesn't like me She uses men and I was her latest victim.I really .I'm just so hurt because of it. And she has no idea of what she put me through.

December 1st update Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Computer Graphics 2007 Christmas (Religious), Christmas (Religious B&W), Protect from Harm (mid month a special update coming) Coming in January 2008 a New Section! Record albums, More Adult images and Portfolio work. Deep Space One http://deepspaceone.fotopic.net/ New Character Banners! Heroes Elle Bishop, Maury “The Nightmare Man” Parkman, Bionic Woman New section!! Anthony Anthros, Antonio Pope, Becca Sommers, Jae Kim, Jaime Sommers, Jonas Bledsoe, Ruth Truewell, Sarah Corvus, Tom, Will Anthros All New Wallpapers! Only 1024X768 Wallpapers are in these sections! Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 1 Babylon 5 A Moment of Perfect Beauty, Awakening, Babylon Squared, Beginning the Third Age, Have You Met the Misses?, Mollari the Second, Racing Mars, The Agamemnon, The Love of a Ranger, Thirdspace, To Seek, to Strive, to Find, but not to Yield, To the Death, Zarg hunt, Battlestar Galactica will return briefly in January and is moved to its own Wallpaper section. Bionic Woman will have its own Wallpaper section next month! Doctor Who will return briefly in January following with a second Doctor Who Wallpaper section Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section Firefly A Sheppard of his flock, Our Man Jayne, War Stories, Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section Heroes A Love for thy Brother, Adam Revealed, Be The One We Need, Bio-Hazard, Fugitive Hunters, Interrogation, Killer revealed, Latino Curse, Making a Choice, Manipulated, New Personality, Protégé of Death, Reshaping the Future, Start of a Quest, Trial by Fire, Woman Scorned Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section Stargate Atlantis Missing, Tabula Rasa, Torchwood Wallpapers will return early next year Coming Next month New Wallpapers of Babylon Five, Battlestar Galactica, Bionic Woman, Doctor Who, Firefly, Heroes, and Stargate Atlantis Next Update: January 1st Tentively Coming Soon. The X-files, Chuck, and Star Trek Remastered On Fate images Yes there are only three images I have a mid month plan on doing a special update to this gallery. site. yes that means oodles of adult stuff. I just need my Mojo back on it On Deep Space One With the writers strike that has thrown American TV in a loop. Personally I do not support the WGA strike because of the timing. The strike has put a lot of people who are not writers out of work and for their selfish reasons are not protected by those unions. They don’t work they don’t feed their families. And during the holiday season I feel that’s pretty low. With some relative uncertainty I cant say what the future holds for Battlestar Galactica, Heroes or Bionic Woman at this point. Heroes will have its season finale in December 3rd while Bionic Woman has an uncertain future. I have considered doing also Chuck as well which has just been given a full season. However British TV remains unaffected by this strike so Doctor Who and Torchwood goes forward without a hitch. Stargate Atlantis remains unaffected since the fourth Season has finished filming long before its premiere and the writers are with a Canadian Writers Union. By January Heroes will be finished for a while. Unless the strike is over and soon Battlestar Galactica returns with a brief stopover with some The TV movie "Razor" related images and a revisit to the miniseries that started it all next month. This month continues more Babylon Five Firefly and Heroes. The size of the number of wallpapers will increase in January. Theirs also a question of me doing Wallpapers of Star Trek High Definition Remastered as well.

Maybe I'm just in a bad mood again but I really hate people who think its OK to use other people. Just for their own. Frankly I don't trust anymore. Too many liars cheaters and whatever else out there that have their own agenda. Maybe I should stop caring or having emotion for anyone anymore. Just my opinion some people really suck.

November 1st update Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images It’s Magic, Little Hell-Raiser, Purr Purr Computer Graphics 2007 A Ruby Mystique, Angel, Back of a Lady. Doves (Just A Note), Breast Cancer Awareness, Cockatoo, Forgive and Let Go, Happy Thanksgiving, Harlequin Thank You, Have a Happy Harvest, Life is a journey to the soul, Living with the Fantasy, My Heart Belongs to you, Peace in the Garden, Simple Design Coming in December! Record albums, Christmas and New Year’s images, More Adult images and Portfolio work. Deep Space One http://deepspaceone.fotopic.net/ New Character Banners! Stargate Atlantis Jennifer Kelly, Larrin, Samantha Carter, Tyre Heroes Alendro Herarra, Angela Petrelli, Bob, Caitlin, Charlie, Maya Herrara, Molly Walker, Monica Dawson, Nana Dawson, Takezo Kensei, Thompson, West, Yaeko, Zach Buck Rogers in the 25th Century new section!! Admiral Asimov, Cryton, Dr. Goodfellow, Dr. Theopolis, Elias Huer, Hawk, Lieutenant Devlin, Princess Ardala, Tiger, Twiki, William “Buck” Rogers, Wilma Deering All New Wallpapers! Only 1024X768 Wallpapers are in these sections! Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 1 Babylon 5 Babylon 5 “A Race through Dark Places”, Babylon 5 “A Sky Full Of Stars”, Babylon 5 “Battle of the Line”, Babylon 5 “Comes the Inquisitor”, Babylon 5 “Divided Loyalties”, Babylon 5 “In the Shadow of Z’ha’Dum”, Babylon 5 “Into The Fire”, Babylon 5 “Judas”, Babylon 5 “Londo and G’Kar”, Babylon 5 “Meeting Yourself”, Babylon 5 “Remembering the War”, Babylon 5 “Revelations”, Babylon 5 “Stardust”, Babylon 5 “Telepathic link”, Babylon 5 “The White Stars” Battlestar Galactica will return briefly in January and will be moved to its own Wallpaper section. Doctor Who will return early next year Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 4 Firefly-Heroes Firefly “Hero of Serenity Hill”, Firefly “Serenity Siren”, Firefly “The Train Job”, Firefly “Timid Warrior” Heroes “A Legend is Reborn”, Heroes “Betrayal ”, Heroes “Cherry Blossoms”, Heroes “Crossing the Border”, Heroes “Fast Learner”, Heroes “Godsend”, Heroes “Hiro’s story” Heroes “In Love”, Heroes “Inner Demons”, Heroes “Making Detective”, Heroes “Man in the Mirror”, Heroes “Moving On”, Heroes “Nathan’s Nightmare”, Heroes “New Partner”, Heroes “Someone Worse”, Heroes “The Box”, Heroes “The Eighth Painting”, Heroes “The First Trial of Kensei ”, Heroes “The Paintings” Heroes “Under Attack!” Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 5 Stargate Atlantis Adrift, Doppelganger, Leaders in the Pegasus Galaxy, New Administrator, Reunion, Sparring Partner’s, Starship Commander, Stellar Doctor, Travelers, Weir’s Gamble, Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 6 Stargate SG-1 Decsion Maker, Forever in a Day, Fragile Balance, Insider, Maternal Instinct, Meridian, Nemesis, Orpheus, Past and Present, Reckoning, The Pegasus Project, Threads This finishes up any work on Stargate SG-1 Torchwood Wallpapers will return early next year Coming in December! New Section! The new version of Bionic Woman New Character Images of Heroes New Wallpapers of Babylon Five, Firefly, Heroes, and Stargate Atlantis Tentatively Coming Soon The X-Files Images for Flash Gordon have been canceled! Next Update: December 1st On Fate images This past month was Breast Cancer awareness .My aunt who has been recently diagnosed and treated for breast cancer motivated me to do this image. My grandmother had died from it. I wanted to do something with some signature banners and some more PSP images. I am trying to simplify things here and there with my tutorials. I also did some last minute Harvest time Images just for the heck of it. I wasn’t in the mood to do much in the adult section. I think my reasoning has been I have been feeling way too depressed to do it. I have been feeling more depressed recently than flirty … and I have a feeling why. Recent events in my life have blown any spark out of me really. And my interest in the lifestyle is in question. So inspiration hasn’t kicked in at all this month…. On Deep Space One On the characters images Buck Rogers was at least innovative with a lot of guest stars. And the show helped so many future actors in their careers. For the seventies it was a fun and somewhat campy show. With the fall season returning so does my work on Heroes and Stargate Atlantis. I pushed a lot of the new characters from Heroes this month. More than likely Heroes would get its own Wallpapers section as well As far as the Wallpapers are concerned I really pushed this month working on them. And that’s going to be staple of the site in the foreseeable future. Babylon Five and Firefly have gotten a shot in the arm of new wallpapers. I’m taking advantage of the hiatus of several sections. Now that Heroes, and Stargate Atlantis have picked up in its 2nd and 4th Season’s respectively that’s going to be the sites focus until Doctor Who’s return as well as Battlestar Galactica. I mainly worked with the episodes from Lizards to The Line. With Heroes I really liked the story of Hiro in Feudal Japan. And I really wanted to push that more a little bit. It sets up a little comedy as well as the history and mystique of Japan that I always enjoyed. The second season has been a complete surprise for me so far. I like the twist and turns but it has been a little disappointing is the consequences of the heroes’ actions with some very little repercussions. An equilivent of a nuclear bomb goes off over New York City had very little repercussions at the beginning of the second season. I must be the only one that sees the fault of this. I opened up a few new wallpapers with Atlantis mainly with the characters. After three airings the show has been already renewed for a fifth year. Samantha Carter (actress Amanda Tapping) joins the cast this season. No word if she will be involved in Season 5. I wanted to wrap up Stargate SG-1 and be overall done with it as I have caught up with the site now. I have been considering doing Bionic Woman wallpapers but I haven’t given any thought about it real hard. I like the show but I’m not a diehard fan of it. It’s got potential of being a good show but I don’t see it lasting a couple years. I already have the character images done for the most part coming next month.