IF MY SAND RUNS OUT TONIGHTWILL MY LIFE PASS BEFOR MY SIGHTWILL I FEEL THE HURT, PAIN AND SARROWTHE KNOWING OF NO TOMARROWWILL THE TAPE THAT PLAYS BE BLACK AND WHITELIKE A BRIGHT MOON ON A DARK NIGHTWILL I FEEL THE JOY, PEACE AND LOVEALL THE WARMTH AND TENDERNES FROM ABOVEIF MY TIME RUNS OUT TODAYWOULD THERE HAVE BEEN ANYTHING LEFT TO SAYSO THE GOOD MEMORIES HOLD FASTAND YOU DONT JUDGE ME FOR MY PASTj.m.b. body { background-color: rgb(255,255,255); background-position: center center; background-repeat: no-repeat; background-attachment: fixed; }table, tr, td, .BDR { background-color: transparent; border: 6px; }table table, .BDR { border: 6px; }table table table table, .BDR { border: 6px; }table table table , .BDR { border-width: 6px; border-color: rgb(255,253,255); border-style: solid; background-color: transparent; }table table table td, .BDR { background-color: transparent; filter:alpha(100); -moz-opacity:0.; opacity: 100; -khtml-opacity:0.; }table table table table td { filter:none; }body, div, span, td, p, .orangetext15, .whitetext12, .lightredtext8, strong, b, u, .redtext, .redbtext, .btext, .text, .nametext, .blacktext10, .blacktext12 { font-family: verdana; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255,255,255); font-weight: bold; font-style: normal; text-decoration: none; }a.navbar:link, a.navbar:active, a.navbar:visited, a.navbar:hover, a.man:link, a.man:active, a.man:visited, a.man:hover, a, a:link, a:active, a:visited, a:hover, a.navbar:link, a.navbar:active, a.navbar:visited, a.navbar:hover, a.text:link, a.text:active, a.text:visited, a.text:hover, a.searchlinksmall:link, a.searchlinksmall:active, a.searchlinksmall:visited, a.searchlinksmall:hover, a.redlink:link, a.redlink:active, a.redlink:visited, a.redlink:hover { color: rgb(255,255,255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; text-decoration: none; }a.navbar:hover, a.man:hover, a:hover { color: rgb(255,255,255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; text-decoration: underline; }.badge { junk; left: 1px; top: 1px; }.whitetext12, .orangetext15 { font-family: tahoma; font-size: 12px; color: rgb(255,255,255); font-weight: bold; font-style: normal; text-decoration: none; }.nametext { padding: 5px; font-family: arial; font-size: 20px; color: rgb(255,255,255); font-weight: bold; font-style: normal; text-decoration: none; display: block; }CheckOutMyInk.comIm a single 31 year old father. I switch weeks with Madis mom. I do beleave its best for all of us. I also have a 4 year son (Jayson) that lives out of state that i dont see much. But im working on that. The weeks with Madi are filled with smiles and "daddies". She says please and thank you with out you asking her to. She wipes her feet when she comes inside. Says hi and bye to everyone and inbetween will show you her new pink Chucks (converse). And if youre lucky shell blow you a kiss goodbye. She is the glue that holds my pages together in this book of life. Theres no question, i need her more then she needs me.Madis mom and i are doing a good job. Its tough at times but all three of us end up at the top helping each other out. We make good babbies shorty, shout out to ya.And the weeks without Madi, are just that ...without.Thats my life this is me.Im a tattooed up, bald guy that for some reason always looks pissed. I love tattoos, giving or recieving. Wet socks suck, and so does my spelling. I drink crown on the rocks, and think vodka smells like throw up in its early stages. I once had a tiger striped pit named kitty, and a cat called smokie that had a mow-hawk. i swear ask around. good at pool, better at chess. I feel the less friends you have the less chance you have of losing them. So i just keep a few and keep them in my shirt pocket. i drink mt. dew and monsters. Was once addicted to red-bull. Im quick witted with alot of smart ass. I listen to rap, r&b and rock. Country is im crying over you, rock is ill get over you, rap is i never cared about you....you pick. i still collect baseball cards and hats. i love writing and reading poems. hate reading aloud. i fall asleep with the tv on and never remember my dreams. maybe thats why they dont come true. I HATE BRIDGES! I wear my set belt all the time, and turn the radio down when i pass a cemetery. Pea-nut butter on my pancakes, and ranch on my pizza. Ill say excuse me in wal-mart but will run you off the road if you try to cut with out your blinker on.Take all this, mix a little a.d.h.d., bipolar, a couple other things like that, alot of gemini/dragon, and a little twist from the help of the state of texas and you got ME. Stired not shaken, please. ALL WRITTEN BY ME DURING A TIME WHEN TIME ITSELF DIDNT MATTER. DONT LAUGH AT THE BAD SPELLING :)----ONE WAY OR ANOTHER IT CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER-----JMB M.y..........................................................A.dorable....................................................D.riven......................................................I.nsperation.................................................S.econd......................................................O.nly 2 .....................................................N.o 1 ....................................................... b i g o o . w s Resistence, twisted at least its consistant....my life played out for someones amusment. Waves of emotion, do you feel the suction? Feelings of warmth, do you feel the coruption? Highs and lows as each page is torn out. Tossing to the side not knowing what its about. And there you are, ohh little one. You make me forget all the things ive done. After all thats past youre what i have left. Ill need you forever, until my last breath. b i g o o . w s lines on a prison bar...Twisted & turned, with mind curuption,Waves of cofusion waiting for eruption. You messed up my mind, for the rest of my life. Gripping me tight stabbing with a dul knife. Sucked in like the others, but locked down tight. Pushed to a free fall, then locked up at night. I dare not think of the things i've seen. You still have the nerve to ask why im mean? You did this to me, thats why my lifes up side down. Not yesterday or tomarrow, i feel it right now. Because of the choices i've made, ill never be the same. But do i dare walk with my head in shame? Even though you did this i continue to go. So ill take a few steps and continue to grow. As i walk past you, please look up to see. Because i have "that finger" up to you from me. b i g o o . w s