Laying alone at night just seems hopeless!!!! I had someone by myside for a few nights and I woke up smiling now I just barely wanna wake up. Does it always have to be the lonely and the depressed I think not but could be wrong!!! I often wish I could go back to him being by my side but the wishing is just as hopeless!!! Could this be the way things are going to be the rest of my life? I sure as hell hope not!!!!
The one thing for sure is I always have my thought and he cant ake thoise away even if he is in the grave!!!! So lonely and hopeless it's almost sad!!!
