Chelsea's blog: "Have you been in my situation?"

Each passing day shows me a little bit more Some days I wonder 'What am I here for?' With every argument, with every fight I realize, this isn't the way I want to live my life Every time you broke me down I stood back up to look around For every time you broke my heart I wished I could begin again from the start When love was all that mattered My heart, before broken and tattered Torn apart, broken dreams Is all that's left, or so it seems I wish you understood, my fears, hoes, and dreams I wish you knew, just what they really mean to me Look past my eyes, and into my mind Take a good look, see what you'll find Instead of looking at me, look inside You see, I've got nothing to hide Just close your eyes, believe in me Open your mind and you will see.

i posted a mumm today on the topic of abortion, and i must say it caused some heated discussion... one lady in particular mentioned that she had one before because she has two children and it was either abortion or her or the baby might not make it. understandable right? one person went as far as to post a pic of an aborted fetus and call her a murderer... murder is a crime done out of pure hatred, or the person is just one sick son of a bitch... i just dont get it. leave a comment, dont bash!

oh wow... where do i start?..... DjBubba~Pastor~CO Owner~Wicked Intentions Radio~Chancellor/DJ of the Underworld did our service for us... it went by very quick... but let me tell you, before i was nervous as hell... the whole bit... sweaty palm, butterflies, pounding heart... what a rush... I'm so happy right now... i couldn't even put into words how excited i am... thanx to all that were there... WOW!!! I'M LUCKIEST GUY EVER"S CT WIFE!!!!!

I got this joke in an e-mail today, thought it was funny enough to share... Hope you like! A husband had just finished reading a new book, "YOU CAN BE THE MAN OF YOUR HOUSE". He stormed into the kitchen and walked directly up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said sternly, "From now on, YOU need to know that I AM the MAN of this house, and my word is law! You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert afterward. Then, after dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me, and we will have the sex that I want. After that, you are going to draw me my bath so I can relax. You will wash my back, towel me dry, and bring me my robe. Then you will massage my feet and hands. Then after that's done, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" His wife replied "THE FUCKING FUNERAL DIRECTOR WOULD BE MY GUESS"

I recently got this in an e-mail, and I thought I would share it with all my cherry friends... I hope you enjoy... The Most Useless Thing To Do ~~~ Worry The Greatest Joy ~~~ Giving The Greatest Loss ~~~ Loss Of Self Respect The Most Satisfying Work ~~~ Helping Others The Ugliest Personality Trait ~~~ Selfishness The Most Endangered Species ~~~ Dedicated Leaders The Greatest "Shot In The Arm" ~~~ Encouragement The Greatest Promlem To Overcome ~~~ Fear The Most Effective Sleeping Pill ~~~ Peace Of Mind The Most Crippling Failure Disease ~~~ Excuses The Most Powerful Force In Life ~~~ Love The Most Dangerous Pariah ~~~ A Gossiper The Worlds Most Incredible Computer ~~~ The Brain The Worst Thing To Be Without ~~~ Hope The Deadliest Weapon ~~~ The Tongue The Two Most Powerful Words ~~~ I Can The Greatest Asset ~~~ Faith The Most Worthless Emotion ~~~ Self Pity The Most Prized Possession ~~~ Integrity The Most Beautiful Attire ~~~ A Smile The Most Powerful Channel Of Communication ~~~ Prayer The Most Contagious Spirit ~~~ Enthusiasm The Most Important Thing In Life ~~~ God Have A Great Day!!! Everyone Needs This List To Live By... Hope You Enjoyed... Chels

Don't leave me broken hearted... Don't leave me sad and blue... I know what I want in life, I know I need you. Don't walk away an forget, All the love we shared... Because through it all, You were the only one who really cared. You are my life, You are my dreams... You're the moon, the stars, my solid ground, And everything in between. You make even the darkest days seem bright, My nights are filled with dreams of you... You say you love me, I love you too. If I could take back the hurtful words, Believe me, I would... But you and I both know, Even if I tried, I never could. I wish you could hold me in your arms, And whisper sweet nothings in my ear... Tell me your dreams and wishes... Tell me what I need to hear. I need you in my life, I need you here with me. You fill me with so much joy, I never want you to leave. Your kiss, your touch, Without you, where would I be? Lost and confused, broken and bruised... You are the only one I want with me. Without you, there would be no life, No tomorrow to look forward to. I can't even imagine my life, If I had to live without you. I don't think I could go on living, Day to day without you there... So to you, This is what I swear: I promise to be true, And never turn away. I'll be there for you, Until my dying day. I promise to love you, For who you are. Even if distance seperates us, It doesn't matter how far. I promise to never let something come between us, No matter what it is, We can look at each other, And know 'We Can Work Through This'. I promise to stay faithful to you, And never let my affections stray. My heart is in your hands, Where I hope it will stay. I want to be the one you love, The only one you want with you, You are the one who is my world. Without you, I don't know what I'd do. My promise to you is almost at it's end, If I could give you the sun, the stars, the moon... I can't wait to be in my lovers arms, The day is coming soon. I don't have much to offer you, Kisses and hugs, my heart, my world... I'd give you anything I possibly could, Just to be your girl. My words are coming to an end, I don't have much more to say, But you're the one I want to be with, At the end of every day. My final rhyme is here and now, I've never been more true... As when I say three little words, "I Love You" Chelsea Leigh Ann... written for a very special person... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

well i got up this morning, and guess what was waiting for me... thats right, a diamond ring and a proposal from the sweetest man on CT! of course, i agreed to be his CT wife. hes the one whos there for me. he always makes me smile. AND hes the sweetest, most gorgeous, caring man ive ever known... John 'lilguinni' Indo... will there be a CT wedding to follow? hopefully! ill keep you all updated. wish me luck as my new CT life begins! IM SOOO HAPPY!

why do guys think they can screw around with girls hearts and minds. last night i barely slept a wink... instead, i cried... and when i didnt cry, and i did sleep, i dreamed of him... i got up exausted this morning, both physically and mentally... im all cried out, i cant anymore... im sick of being played as the fool. im sick of crying. sick of being lied to... i just want to be left alone. torn apart and teary eyed, signing off for now... i sure hope YOURE happy!

heres to the crazy ones. the misfits. the rebels. troublemakers. round pegs in square holes. the ones who see things differently. they arent fond of rules. no respect for the status quo. quote them. disagree with them. glorify them. but dont ignore them. they change things. they push the human race forward. many see them as crazy, but i see them different... i see geniuses. because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.

inside a mind there is a story that awaits, a hurt that cant be described. inside a mind there are thousands of memories. memories that are ancient, magical even... inside a mind there are screams of anger and pain from a heartbreak... inside a mind there are favorites, enemies... and most importantly there is love...