have you ever been in so much pain that no tears will pour out? no screams will come forth? all you can do is lay there in all your body twisting heart wrenching pain and moan the moan of someone dieing? knowing nothing will take it away. nothing ever will. you are what you create yourself to be. in the end it doesnt matter what job you had. how much money you made. or whether or not you were a size 3. in the end you'll think back to all the things you wish you had done differantly. you'll realize who really matters to you in those moments becuase they will be all you think about.
i hope to cause you that much pain. and i hope i'm the one on your mind while you lay there dieing. while your face contorts with such twisted pain and unimaginable spasms. i will sit back and smile.
for this is what you have done to my soul. may god have mercy on you...for i wont 
