JadedTink's blog: "Feelings"

I asked her if she was ok

And she said "I’m fine I swear"

But when I looked into her eyes

I clearly saw her struggles there.

She quickly looked away,

And tried her best to smile.

She said softly "I’ll make it through this,

It’s just taking me a while."

I knew she was hurting,

And I knew her pain was deep.

But she felt the burden was hers,

And hers alone to keep.

I reached out to her,

And our hands entwined.

I said "I love you my friend.

So your burdens are also mine."

(Via The Shy Poet)

I stare at my inbox sometimes, hoping you would text me first. I hate the fact that you ignore me for so long, then you start talking to me like nothing happened. How is it possible that someone can hurt you repeatedly and you still care for them so much? If one day you realize i haven't talked to you in a while, it's not because I don't care, it's because you pushed me away and left me there. I will never regret you, or say that I wish I'd never met you, because once upon a time, you were exactly what I needed and you still are. U ignore me, but I like u. You don't do anything, but i wanna fall in love with you. I wanna miss you, though I know you don't or wont ever think about me. I wanna talk to you but I always think you don't wanna talk to me or that I annoy you. I feel like you gave up on me, and that’s what hurts the most. Truth is I hide my feelins from you because I'm afraid you won't feel the same way. If you think you we wont be together, then simply don't ruin my life by givin me false hope. I thought I gave up, but I’m always findin a reason to keep tryin. Don't give me mixed signals, just keep it real: Why do I have to work so hard to get your attention? I hate being ignored. I feel so pathetic, I'm not going to stress over you anymore. It isn't worth it. I tried to work something out, but you just ignored it. You made me feel like you really liked me. And then you just left like nothing ever mattered. If it’s going to be hard for you to choose between me and someone else, just choose the other person because I’m not an option. Then you stop giving me mixed signs. Once again you were the one that just texted me saying all cute things! I am sick of this on and off stuff with you! Why can't we just be friends? If you don't know what you want then stop leading me on! You just told me months ago to never talk to you then you think you can just walk back in my life like nothing ever happened! When you have figuered out what you really do want then you can contact me but until then please stop messing with my heart! I was going to give you another chance be friends and work on it from there but you keep hurting me! But I do want you to know that you will always have a special place in my heart. These are the moments I wish I could be with you! Maybe in the future we can be! Just always know your on my mind! I still remember the feeling I felt when I first started talking to you here on tagged. When I say that I like you, I really do more than you could understand. I don't know where I stand with you. And I don't know what I mean to you. All I know is every time I think of you, I want to be with you. I don't want to be your entire world, just the best thing in it. Sometimes I wonder why I try so much. You don't care anyway, I wonder if you miss me Probably not. People come and go all the time, all you can do is hope the right one stays around

When a woman gives her heart and soul to a relationship and loves a man to his core she even forgives his biggest mistakes. It is because sometimes she just wants to overlook his follies and give him another chance. It is because sometimes she just wants to fix everything all over again and nurture her relationship with more love. But she does this not because she is weak but because she loves and cherishes the relationship so much that she doesn’t want to give up on him and leave him alone because she knows the weaknesses of the man she loves. She will stick to him, support him and love him with even more conviction because somewhere deep in her heart she knows that she is the best for him and no other woman can love him the way she can and that he will be utterly lonely without her. And the bottom line is that she is honest with her relationship and she determined to give it her all. She chooses to listen to her heart and not her mind because she is the kind woman who believes in the power of true love…

Aarti Khurana

It is not easy being a woman. She has to constantly live under a plethora of stereotype threats. At every stage of her life she is expected to behave like a certain peer of her own age. She has to be dignified, talk softly, behave like a lady and also bear all the pains of growing up without complaining. She has to be almost perfect for everything she wants to do and still face twice the competition compared to her male counterparts. She is the one who makes adjustments and sacrifices. She is the one who has to endure and still be strong. She is the one who has to hide her tears behind a smile. And then after all this we have a WOMAN who stands tall and takes a stand for her loved ones. Salute every woman whom you come across because you never know what battle she is fighting…

Aarti Khurana

Being in love is not about clubbing, dating and sleeping with someone. Love is not about having a casual affair and getting physical pleasure out of a relationship. Love is not just about short lived sexual fantasies and lust of the youth. True love is to cherish the presence of your lover when you are old and done with your dreams and fantasies. Love is to grow old together. It is all about being connected to someone through your soul till the end of time. It is all about caring for each other when you really need to be looked after. It is all about having a sense of comfort and ease with each other after living together for years and years. Love is to hold each other close to the heart through the worst times of your life. True love is an adventurous journey of two loving hearts connected till eternity…

Aarti Khurana

Maybe I am old school or out dated but I am the kind of girl who wants a back in the fifties kind of love. I want to spend my entire life with just one person…the one who is the love of my life. I want to be a one man woman. I want to grow old looking at the same face every morning. I want to grow old looking at the same face every night at the dinner table. I want to be like those lovers in the black white movies. I want to be like one of those old couples whom I see still holding hands and laughing after fifty years of marriage. That’s what I want. I want to stay in love with just man till the last breath I take. I want to be someone’s forever…..

Aarti Khurana

When I say I love you, I accept you completely with your lies and truths, your every dream, your every desire… I promise to be with you in whatever situation you are in…. I promise I will never leave you but I also want a promise from you in return…A promise that I don’t have to ever give up my self-respect and dignity just to be with you… and that you will love me and respect me too……Neena Gupta

If a woman trusts you blindly never prove her wrong. Never make her regret being with a man whom she gave her heart and soul. Never cheat on her physically or emotionally and leave her shattered for the rest of her life. Never lie to her and always be utterly honest. Because If she loves you she wont leave any stone unturned to prove her love to you. She will fight the world for you and overcome all hurdles in her life just to support you in your good and bad times. She will always be by your side no matter what comes up in her life. So if you love a woman then let her know how much you care about her feelings. Make her feel special and treat her like she’s everything you ever wanted. Love her deeper and deeper each day.Love her so much that when you tell her you love her let her see the tears in your eyes…. Aarti Khurana

You want me to trust you and you want me to believe in you, then don’t lie to me… ~Karen Kostyla