I hope everyone can feel the way I feel right now. I'm the luckiest girl in the world. How do you describe the love you feel for someone when the word LOVE itself is not even enough. There should be a word that means the ultimate love, the most powerful love. Where's the word to describe the butterflies in your stomache or the permanent smile on your face. The funny look you have all day. When people ask you why you're grinning and you shrug your shoulders and all you can say is that person's name. You don't care if you get anything done because you are perfectly content with daydreaming about his face, his voice, his eyes, his laugh...all day. The last thing I think about before I fall asleep is him, the first thing I think about in the morning when I wake up is him, and then of course, dammit I don't wanna get out of bed. "they should name a gender afer him, looking doesnt do it, staring is the only way to get it right". He has my heart, and if he physically needed it he could have it. I try to tell myself when I lay down to go to sleep to try and dream about him, so I can keep the same feeling that I have while I'm awake, while I'm asleep.
How do you describe that? I can tell him I love him a billion times and I still don't feel like I'm getting my point across. What's the word for it? I need a word for it.