scream
cry
bleed
die
whatever...
I have been wanting to cut lately... its been a long time since I have done that... or even had the desire to do so, but right now the feel of a razor blade on my wrists and fingers legs toes stomache... it sounds so good... I want to feel the pain to get rid of the pain... i know I can not do this because it is an addiction ... once you start you can not stop...
I think I will stick with crying
