sugar's blog: "broken promisis"

I toss and I turn.. for that sensual taste of your lips, endearing touch of your fingertips, I yearn aching... dreaming... wanting... nothing but you lying next to me here in my bed massive thoughts of you dancing through my head yes, you are on my mind all the time I ask you, one last time... Allow me to take your hand, make you mine. I need you.. I want you.. to hold you.. and love you... Precious sweet heart of mine.. so divine and sanctified hear me calling out to you I feel you wanting... desiring.. craving.. me.....as I do you.

Broken Promises I'm sitting here alone as thoughts run through my head thinking about my life how I wish that I was dead The blade calls my name I'm needing it more and more I’ll just add to the scars from times I've cut before I'm becoming really scared now I'm getting numb to the pain it doesn't even phase me tears no longer fall like rain My cuts get deeper and deeper each one closer to my death it won't be long now till I take my last & final breath Get away from me let me rot in my hell leave me here alone in this place where I dwell Get away while you can before I take you down I don't want you to hurt but loving me will kill you…