TEH S3X N1NJA K1NG PROMO FANTASIA OWND ...'s blog: "Angry/sad poetry"

You fucked me once, shame on you You fucked me twice, shame on me the strikes you get is limited to two this isnt baseball you dont get three you fucked up when you fucked me no extra chance no third times a charm your not lucky enough to get that far once chance to speak,one chance for the truth if you dont tell me now dont bother no use when it comes down to it, too much shit bout to be game over im about to quit cant take it any more its all goin to my head place my mind elsewhere, happy times instead the times where we laughed, smiled and kissed the times now remembered and always missed confused as fuck this shits messin with my brain wether its all true or not its got me goin insane nowhere to hide ive got no escape noone else here has any way to relate mo matter what happens ill love you still and missin you you know i will but since you arent down to ride youll no longer be on my side once youve realized what youve done youll see the cycle has just begun Dustin B. Unrath

What the hell happened, whered i go wrong one week is you love me, you miss me,stay strong the next i get a letter concerning you im not sure what about so i dont know what to do so many mixed emotions anger and fear what have you done while ive been here thoughts of confusion race through my head did you really mean everything you said forget what youve said, forget what ive heard ill no longer believe a god damn word turn my head, close my eyes hope its all just a lie take a breath, say goodbye, watch me as i die your last chance to save my life before its to late or say goodbye,to my stale corpse because you chose to wait make your choice, take your pick, my life is on the line like a game of win or lose, either way your fine decisions decisions make your choice fast times running out just a part of your past be brave and stay strong, not long before im gone in your game of chess im just the pawn throw me around it wont matter you wont see or feel my world shatter turn me over inside out shake me rattle my bones around stretch me out, watch me bend fucked with my feelings now watch my life end Dustin B. Unrath

This face is the face of a man thats dying because of the secrets shes been hiding but secretly he knows shes lying close friends this information theyve been providing he knows what shes doin and he knows when and where friends watching her close while shes sitting there he knows she was lying when she said she cared now dumbfounded she just sits and stares shes doing bad things when hes training to fight shes doing bad things cuz hes outta sight he was the cloud that covered the light hes not here now so it must be alright depression comes creeping in slow his heart is hurting much more then she knows he checks his watch its time to go she doesnt need to worry bout him anymore he sees his life fading fast as he looks to the memories of the past and he wonders how they ever did last the last of the stones has been cast this face is of a man whos life is draining because of her actions while hes been away training its the look of a man whos heart is paining dying because of the info hes been gaining she broke his heart and his death came swift he goes away and apart they drift how quickly can her feelings shift maybe his life will give her a lift Good bye Dustin B. Unrath

From the deep dark despair of this desolate hell im writing this poem to wish you well i look to you to provide my light be my protecter hold me tight you are my dream your my desire you are the spark that lights my fire but where have you been my fires gone out i start to scream i start to shout the dark consumes me, it eats me alive feeling so cold, so hard to survive nowhere to run nowhere to hide the darkness devours me from the inside i try to fight my way to the top but the more i fight the farther i drop the farther i drop in this neverending hole then the darkness ends have i reached my goal i land with a splash in a pool filled with red a pool filled with blood i have reached my end now my life starts fading bast you become a part of my past my end comes in dark and cold because the fire couldnt hold because the light went away to go make someone elses day say your prayers and say your goodbyes you lost the chance when i lost my life

Nows the time babe the time to decide but whered time go the time flew by the time has come, the day that i leave it felt like forever now too soon to believe theres a long road ahead whatever choice you make do we stay together or do we take a "break" your love consumed me for my remaining days i would give anything if i could just stay i know in the past we've had some hard times but now that im leaving, again you are mine laying down with you til you fall asleep not a fair price to pay this cut will be deep the magical nights laying under the stars so close at heart yet your so far everything we are and everything we'll be its unfair to you to stay together when i leave time holds no grudges time spares no fate time never changes, flows at a constant rate time never speeds up, time never slows down its easily wasted and rarely found precious moments with loved ones is time well spent take time out for you loved ones or you'll wonder where it went time is precious yet not vauled as such when your in my position theres never too much you mean the world to me and we've had alotta fun i love you so much we've had a good run youll be in my heart and youll be on my mind no matter what you choose until the end of time Dustin B. Unrath

im finally realizing, coming to grips with reality im lookin around and its plain to see in such a fast paced world we take too much foregranted noone ever has the time to see the natural beauties on our planet stop and take a second stare at the night sky watch the stars glisten with a twinkle in your eyes watch the sunset or see the sun rise the feelings it will bring should not be a surprise these feelings of awe and joy should happen more often but the naturally beautiful are naturally forgotten you'll notice much life if you just watch a tree a tiny little ecosystem living in harmony watch all the brances swing to and fro or take the time to watch flowers grow too many beautiful things in this world go unnoticed where would we be if the planet didnt support us ive come to terms cuz of my life choice i chose to help fight a war rather then speak my voice ive taken an outlook some might not understand ill enjoy the little things while i still can soon i leave for basic in about two weeks my life is the governments im up shit creek ill enjoy our hidden treasures while i still have the time cuz in about to weeks my life wont be mine do one thing for me before i go away enjoy a little thing take time outta your busy day the time will come and you will start to know that the earths greatest treasures are right under our nose youll see the truth your outlook will change because of my insight your schedule will change youll take time out for the little things grasp earths greatest treasures youll feel like a king when you harness the power as i have done then begins lifes true fun Dustin B. Unrath

Ill pretend you still love me ill pretend your still here ill pretend your in my arms and i can protect you from your fears lets pretend i never fucked up that i can still wipe away your tears lets pretend i didnt make you cry and that you will alwaysbe near ill pretend im not leaving just so i can be with you ill pretend i still see the future itll be me and you lets pretend we're still together and that we will be forever lets pretend things never changed lets pretend its still the same lets not pretend but really be happy lets not hide our hurt with our pretend laughing lets not pretend that on the inside we dont know that the other has cried we both know we feel like we've died ill pretend that you'll miss me and before i leave youll kiss me ill pretend that one day you will see that you and i were meant to be i wont pretend, ill face the truth you dont love me but i love you one day soon you will see ill love you for eternity Dustin B. Unrath

If I died would you miss me would you regret you never kissed me would you be mad you always dissed me {dont worry bout me im moving on in a better place now too late, Im gone}chorus any last words that you never said any little notes than you never read would you think of me while awake in your bed chorus would you be mad you never gave me a chance would you be mad that we never did dance remember the time i messed up your plans chorus ill remember you smile ill remember your eyes it all faded when you found out i died thats when you realized you really did like me thants when you wished that you had dumped riley i guess that its true what they all say "you never know what you have till it goes away" chorus Dustin B. Unrath

Why does everyone just sit and laugh at me its like im some dumb show you get to watch for free just a form of entertainment when im just being me why this is i dont understand your like hey be funny like your in command well i think im done no more being dumb ill try a little harder, to get a little smarter no more being the ass end of every joke no more holding stress and maybe no more smoke everyone of you underestimates me when actually im smarter in reality you live up to your potential i dont live up to mine alot is expected of you but im just fine you all may claim to listen but you dont really hear me when im a famous rapper you all will fear me ill rap about you and how you all doubted me ill rap about you and how youd all shout at me ill rap about you and how you fucked up you'll come crawling back and try to suck up ill push you away and laugh at you remind you how you acted back when we were in school Dustin B. Unrath

Whats wrong with that am i really that bad girls dont like me i make them mad is it how i look cuz i could change that shouldnt be my body cuz im skinny not fat maybe what it is is my personality i could change that but then i wouldnt be me or maybe its because most girls think im a creep but they dont really know me, they dont get that deep noone ever tells me that they wanna get to know me and maybe thats why im so god damn lonely im rapping this for you today so you know how i feel i gotta learn how to cope, gotta learn to deal so if you know what my problem is hit me up and let me know Dustin B. Unrath