why do people go in and out of your life like it has no bearing on your heart and mind? like it doesnt affect you one way or another.... or even if they do know....their emotions and thoughts seem to mean so much more than yours? at least in their minds.....like how they feel is all that matters?....like your feelings dont matter as much as theirs ....or that what u think and feel is less than relevant....cuz all they care about is what they want.....how do u disappear on someone...come back...make them fall again...then leave...again...and then come back....again????....how is someones heart a toy like that? even when there are good reasons for it all....if you love someone for real...and its a true love....dont u stick around...no matter how hard it gets?????dont u do all u can just for 5 min with that person???? or just to shoot a quick note that says im thinkin about u and missing u???maybe Dusty is right and im just a big softie....but does that mean that my heart should b on the chopping block all the time?????.....right now I have 4 women claiming to love me....claiming that im amazing....that im this and that.....but two of them cant bring themselves to make me the most important people in their lives....and the other two....well I guess I fucked all that up enough already....but my question is this....why am I so easy to love...but so hard to be with?????
