I fucking love life. No matter how many things happen to me that try to tear me apart at the fucking seams it only fuels to make me that much stronger and realize that I only have one life to live and I BETTER make the best out of it. Wasting my time whining about the things I want for myself...won't make any of it happen.Wasting time dwelling on things I've been through won't make anything normal again.I miss my mommie a lot...no matter what ANYONE thinks of her and how many people tear her to shreds.She was fucking amazing.The best mother ever.I'm fucking bitter that I never got to know my real dad.But my sister tells me he was the best ever.As much as I hated my adoptive dad at times because of everything he did...He took care of me and my sister when we didn't have anybody to take care of us.He apologized for everything he put my sister and I through.And I apologized for everything I ever said out of anger.The night before I watched him die. And even now their are loads of things I miss about him.BUT. NEVER did I EVER have to worry about having a place to LIVE.Growing up I NEVER had to worry about being provided for, we never had to worry about money.We always had shelter, food, clothes anything we ever needed.We were never neglectedWe had A FUCKING LOT to be thankful for.Some kids have absolutely nothing.I've got what I've got.Amazing friends in my life that are ALWAYS there for me.And pretty much the most amazing sister on the earth.I'm more than just lucky to have people who honestly care about me and my well being.I have dreams and I have goals.I will stop at NOTHING to acheive what I want.Because the only way to get them is work for them.And that's exactly what I'm going to do.I will be nothing short of amazing.Because that is EXACTLY what I want to be.Try and break what I am down...Because you won't succeed.KATIE LIKES THE FOLLOWING!!!!MUSIC.EXAMPLESBring Me The HorizonHEAVYHEAVYLOWLOWGreeley Estates Placebo The Color Of ViolenceTaking Back Sunday30 Seconds To Mars HELLOGOODBYE<3SCARY KIDS SCARING KIDS etc etc... MAKE-UP AMD COSMETOLOGY.Aromaleigh CosmeticsNARSURBAN DECAYMedusa's MakeupMACLancomeEveryday MineralsDiorShow MascaraParis Hilton's First Perfume Pretty Sure That's Called PARIS HILTON.Paris Hilton's HEIRESS Perfume.Paris Hilton's JUST ME Perfume.Okay fine all of Paris Hilton's Perfumes.READING.BOOKS.Obviously there is also a BOOK section on here and that has books I enjoy inserted in that area soooo I'll just name my favorite authors to spare you.Ryu Murakami.James St. JamesHaruki MurakamiDave EggersAnne RiceAugusten Burroughs Chuck PalahniukPatrick Suskind JAPANESE HORROR FILMS.Hands down the most.amazing.horror.films.EVER.HORROR FILMS Of ANY KIND even if they are not scary!!!ZOMBIE MOVIES!!! It's true I really wish I was one.I will watch any movie in the HORROR Genere, even if it's completely ridiculous. I like movies in general, but seriously, HORROR FILMS ARE THE BEST! RANDOM LOVES OF MINE.Randomly captializing words.Puncuation. Grammer. New words to learn definitions to.Correcting the grammer/spelling of others, which usually makes them VERY angry.People who like to read.MAKING OUT. BITING LIPS. Long Car Rides To NOWHERE. Summer. Rain. Thunderstorms. WARM RAIN. Dance Seshs in the rain/thunderstorms. Dance Parties in the rain/thunderstorms. That is the best for sure.I certainly need to find a boy to start dancing in the Rain/Thunderstorms with then making out. If you're intrested...LET ME KNOW...anyways moving on. MORE RANDOM LOVES OF MINE.Men/Boys. Screaming, Screams, Boys that Scream (For purpose aka in a band or for pleasure aka because they feel like it.) If a Boy can Scream so FUCKING LOUD, He has my heart/makes it beat. Brutal Vocals!Pachelbels Canon In D Major. Reading good books.Being at the park on the swings. Being on the Merry-Go-Round looking at the sky at the park.OKAY SO PARKS IN GENERAL. Alcohol. Give me some please, I'll certainly like you.GIVE ME THE FOLLOWING AS WELL BECAUSE I LOVEEEE ALL OF THEM!NAKED Pomegranate Juice.POM WONDERFUL Pomegranate Black TeaPOM WONDERFUL Pomegranate Peach Passion White TeaPOM WONDERFUL Pomegranate Blackberry Black TeaVitamin Water: DRAGONFRUIT AND RASPBERRY APPLE Cherry Lime-Aide. Pineapple Fanta. Green Tea.Propel Fitness Water in MELON. Chinese Food.The Cheesecake Factory.Champange.Sushi.California Rolls Plz. Monster Energy Drinks(THE BLUE ONES).Pineapple's.Pop Rocks.Sour Patch Kids.Sour Patch Connectors.Candy in general.Kiwi's.Starfruit.Mandarin Oranges.I love basically ANY kind of veggies so give me some now please. The Colour Purple. Being Intoxicated. Dancing. Dancing Intoxicated. Dance Party Seshs/By themselves or while being intoxicated. Really really really long showers/baths.Scalding hot water in previous said showers and baths. Overcast days. Bows in my hair. Barettes in my hair.Fake EyelashesBones/Ribcages. Sunny days. Sleep is for day. Awake is for night, glad we got that cleared up. Vampires, Zombies, and Monsters. That's pretty much me.Like it or not.I COULD FUCKING CARE LESS.It doesn't matter what you think anymore.Because I'm done being whoever I was supposed to be for anybody.I dont't have regrets.Because I'm busy making memories.I LOATHE THE FOLLOWING (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER.)People who can't accept other people's beliefs, opinions, points of view, lifestyle choices etc. So they belittle other's said beliefs and opionions by ingnorantly lashing out against them in a fit to somehow prove that their views are more elite. Suddenly they seem to know ALL THINGS about the other(s) usually tending to stereotype said person's in an act to make them feel(look) more unique when really no one is unique. Everyone has bought in to some trend in their life just as we've all been hypocrites about SOMETHING that we've come across. You're not a leader. Everyone follows SOMETHING.The thoughts INSIDE YOUR HEAD define YOU.Not your clothes.Not your hair.Not your music.Look how you want and be informed about the world and intelligent so you can hold a conversation.Read a goddamn fucking book.Listen before you speak.Stop worrying about everyone around you and think for yourself for a change.Endddd Rant.