55 Year Old
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Male
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From Texas·
Invited by: 523553·
Joined on July 19, 2007
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Relationship status: Single
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Born on January 19th
·23 referrals joined!
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I have a crush on someone and 7 different people have a crush on me!
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SIGNO
A Real Man
Sometimes I wonder all the things I have done to make my life complete and whole. But to my surprise I have yet to become the man I want to be, the man I wish to be, the man I desire to be.
For it is in our Temperance that we must learn to subdue our beastly ways. Make our life more meaningful and treat our ladies with dignity & respect and make her days more meaningful more appreciated more loved. For our hand is the strength and comfort and her love for us is as pure as a white Dove.
Let our emotion and mind run free to express the man you strive to be. See a man takes charge, informs and lays down the laws to his castle, but a real man knows how and when to say things to avoid all the hassle. Because we know there is a limit to what a woman can stand. When we get this formula right we can be come a real man.
Who can stop a fight with a kiss to ease her fears, not to show rage by violence or to invade her femininity by rape that cause painful tears. Just be that pillar of strength that can withstand the harshness of winds and storms. Be that man of all men not the norm.
Watching T.V.,drinking brews and hanging with your boys. But a man who's with his Queen to share every moment of peace and tranquility and include your self in her joy and give her stability.
For now you can say with pride as you stand, that you and you alone have become a real man.
55 Year Old
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Male
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From Texas·
Invited by: 523553·
Joined on July 19, 2007
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Relationship status: Single
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Born on January 19th
·23 referrals joined!
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I have a crush on someone and 7 different people have a crush on me!
Interests
I am a proud father and grandparent. I have two boys 33 and 21 both will be a year older this summer. I have three grand children by my oldest and I love them girls to death. I am big on family and I believe in spending quality time with my kids so they know that what they do in life is important to me and I am setting the example for my kids by attaining my Bachelors and Master degrees in my field of choice. How can you tell your kids to stay in school and get a valuable education when you don't have one? I live and die by the sword and I am not afraid to speak my mind and let you know what I think or how I feel. Some people take me the wrong way or misinterpret what I stand for or my actions so I am constantly trying to explain myself and that shit gets old. When you walk out my life 9-10 you probably won't get a second chance on my friendship because you felt it wasn't worth your time to stick around the first time, there are some exceptions to this rule but not many. Well if you are still reading then I must have gotten your attention and you want to know more I'm like food when it gets good you always crave more. My work you read will tell you all you need to know to this point about me if you have any depth to your mind and your soul feel my words and you will then know who I am as a man and that to me defines just a apart of who I am. I am not one of those guys that are out for a woman to stroke his ego I can do that myself, what I do enjoy is a person who can have fun and have intellectual conversations just about anything and come out feeling that they learned something about one another or about the subject that was spoke about in the conversation. My name only speaks for a third of who I am and I don't reveal that side of me to just anyone I may flirt with you but on the contrary you have no idea what I am capable of. I chose my friends carefully and reveal who I am to those deserving of that right. I have been on FUBAR for a long time and yes we all make friends as well as enemies on this site but I am here to tell you this up front I don't kiss nobodies ass to get along either we click and have fun or we just rate and keep it pushing. Drama is running ramped on here like the T-Virus lol...some take it too serious and others take the moment and move on. I have met some awesome people here and we keep it 100 with one another so if you read this which I doubt it lol then we can have some fun and see where this journey takes us until then enjoy my work (Interest Tab) and my music and stop in and say hello it be nice to hear from you until then have a great ride. "Bad Boy69"
THE CHOSEN ONE
You were chosen by heart not by pleasure your elegant ways, femininity, your need for attention, are the traits I treasure. When I left your side I felt my heart drop a million lengths beneath the sea, you are the chosen one, the one for me.
The passion I have for you is a first that will last to infinity. You are my Sun, my Moon, my Star. You are my everything, you are the chosen one for me. I get mad at times though we disagree less than most. You give me the strength to walk tall as well as boast, about the love of my life, the woman of my dreams; once again I say you are the chosen one for me.
We discover that we enjoy the best things out of life. We value love, passion, companionship, as well as being best friends. But when we are weak on one another we can depend. That's why you are my homie, my lover and my friend. We had our share of tragedies as well as our hearts being broken, but it was by faith you came into my life that's why you were chosen.
Though our lives may end so happy and true, no one can say they loved as we loved one another for this I am certain is true. That's why till the day I am certain your heart I have won. But to tell all who may witness knows you are the chosen one.
A Kiss
When I first laid eyes on you it was pure bliss, welcoming your presence was a dream not a wish. But you came into my life without warning or a sign, but our first kiss definitely blew my mind.
I can't explain in words how it truly felt, but the silky touch of your lips made my heart melt. Thought rhythmatic as it may seem, our kiss was heart felt, systematically contagious, infectious but all the while keeping our composer was the theme. To satisfy, to intensify, and to ratify was our mission. But the reality of it was our loneliness was transcended to become ones companion. See a kiss tells a lot about a individual, but few can read the signs.
Like a peck means friendship, a smack means your cool, but French means your definitely all mine. Our first kiss simply put forever embedded in my mind, because when I think of you as we touched and kissed the feeling was hear felt, serene, complex, confusing but all in all sweet and kind.
My heart racing thinking of what to do next. We slept innocently embraced safely in ones arms satisfied that we controlled our passions without having sex. It felt good to awake with you beside me knowing that our escapade would insist. That our love will increase day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year with just a kiss.
TRUE LOVE
As I look into your eyes as the sun rise, I realized that it was you that made my life complete
I don't need to compromise my love for you to compete with a man that makes his words sound unique and sweet
I captured your heart by being genuine and loving as well as being kind
But I know it goes much deeper then that, I captured your spirit as well as your mind
Now on a much deeper level I want to implant my expression on your soul for you to ponder when the days are cold
Let the warmth of my presence bring you security and make you feel safe within my arms
Then as we talk you are amazed at my glowing smile and my wit that often goes with a good mans charm
When I look at you I say to myself how blessed I am to have such a radiant flower in my mist, then it grows much deeper when our lips touch passionately for our first kiss
It may sound like a fairy tale but it came true, so now the world knows how much I love you
When I look at you I am at awe by the way you fill the room with your presence. How ladies stair with envy and men stair with desire, but when I step up and take your hand they can feel the fire
That we create when we are together as one, the magic of true love has just begun
How can we ignore what has alluded us for so long?
Our worlds collided, we met and our hearts sung this compassionate love song
We are alike in many ways as we discovered we've lost relationships and lost kids and our hearts have never fully recovered
As we read our life's stories the missing pieces begin to fit into place, oh how I want to hold you and kiss you and caress your pain I see in your face
I want to be your protector and I want to be your best friend, when you are at your weakest rest assure on me you can depend
I want my hand to comfort you and ease your fears wipe away all negativity and wipe away your painful tears
As we release two white doves to fly in the midst of the heavenly blue sky above, they signify our undying compassion for one another finally this is what's called
TRUE LOVE
MY PAIN
Although I smile, laugh and play, you have no idea of the pain I feel everyday. I am lost in my emotions; I am lost in my thoughts. Sometimes I feel love will past me by is this my fault? My pain runs deep, my pain shows signs of life extinguishing when I close my eyes to sleep.
I lost a lot in life, family, children and friends but when I look for guidance on whom can I depend? My life is worth more to me than to anyone I love. My love and faithfulness is pure to the woman I care for but is this the act of love?
It seems that when we find someone the timing is right. But then we argue fuss and fight. My pain is full of thorns of despair and depression. But I express my pain through writing my expression on paper or verbal it all means the same. I am alone and this alone is my pain.
Why Is That?
Why is it that people can come in your life get to know you grow to have strong feelings for you but then run away when things get deep? This is something I been vacillating for weeks. Now I think I know what it is it is the facts that they may not be able to have what they want when they want it but when the opportunity presents it self they are no longer thought of or considered. Now is this faith or just how things are? Tell me I want to know because if this is how love grows I don't want to know.
Why it is that people want you but don't fight to keep you but do all the things in the world to push you away? All I can say there is times you wish you stayed or just walked away. This is one of those times I just feel so confused full of emotions for so many reasons and have no way of letting them out or expressing them to let people know what they are all about.
Why is it I feel pain and just want to hide my tears in the rain and let them run free and flush my pain away? I just feel like there is no way out of my pain but if I pray hard enough and believe enough maybe my pain will be released and set free. Then I can be happy and care free.
Why is it that people depend on you to do things for them but in return they do nothing for you but if you say you can't do it you the worse human being on this earth or you did not try hard enough? Yes my life is tough but whose life isn't tough? I just don't get why people do the things they do to me is what my argument is.
Why is it that you hear songs that remind you of that time when you were happy and in love completely? Now they are just memories and not reality. That part of me is gone forever now I have to rebuild my life and learn to love again and give in completely and let be what will be.
Why is that you find someone you think you are in love with come to find out it was not true love? It's human nature it happens all the time but we never read the signs. This is why we make mistakes that can cause us so much pain. I remember walking down the aisle the first time you thought it was forever and this was the first and last time you would have to do this walk but then you find yourself alone then you are doing it again, yes this is my life why is that?
STUNNA
I was stopped by the most beautiful creature that appeared before my eyes she was 5'4 sexy as all outdoors, eyes that had that hazel look that could make your mouth hit the floor, voice as soft as two love birds singing in harmony skin tanned a nice brown ebony, when she spoke her lips moved gracefully her words escaped her mouth so gently, when she walked it was effortlessly with a swagger that made men stagger to take a glimpse of this sexy woman who blessed us with her presence. She looked at you with a stare of confidence a attitude that had a touch of arrogance she spoke with intelligence vocabulary so vast makes the average person gasp a breath of amazement that her rhetoric had such depth that make you take a deep breath and think before you spoke a word to insure you had your words chosen carefully. When men approached her without hesitation they take her hand and gave her a proper introduction. Their eyes met and then it was done a new beginning has just begun, they noticed her style was original hair in place eyes ice blue and true toes and fingernails together outfit selection coordinated with taste and sophistication, her body had that style of a coke bottle everything well proportioned and together. When she danced her movement would hypnotize all who looked upon her with there eyes, she danced with pumps upon her feet so gracefully without her bodies rhythm missing a beat her eyes closed body feeling the heat from bodies sweat but yet she remains cool, guys try to cop a feel but she is no fool she decline their advances without static and continue getting her groove on. Then the night comes to a close and she goes home knowing she had the world at her fingertips, the few that had the opportunity choose not to advance so she went home alone as they looked on knowing they had no chance.
HAPPINESS
When I look into the morning bliss I imagine it being you awakening me with a kiss. Though satisfying at the moment as it seem. I open my eyes and tell myself it's just a dream. Daily danger is just yards away, but I survive and I call to let you know I am okay.
When the war started I heard fear in your voice, but now I hear happiness and satisfaction of your choice. To have me as your man to support my cause though we are not married yet we act as though we was.
I dream of the day that I can call you my wife, to love and comfort till the end of my life. My world revolves around family and this I am blessed, I have a woman who has truly passed the test. To support your man in a tragic time such as this. For those who don't make it to the special day will truly miss. A moment in time when we combine and our lips collide to sign the deal you are all mine. I give you my heart, I give you my soul. I know our love will last way past the time we grow old. Then we start again to show the world how it's done by. By compatibility, stability, tranquility, sensuality and compassion to name a few are second to none.
By: Yours Truly Bad Boy69
Movies
I LOVE ACTION FLIXS AS WELL AS THRILLER'S, AN OCCASIONAL CHICK FLICK IS OK TOO. BUT THE BEST BY FAR IS COMEDY IT MAKES YOU FORGET ALL YOUR DAILY PRESSURES AND LIVE IN THAT MOMENT IN TIME WHEN YOU CAN JUST LAUGH ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AND JUST SAY FUCK IT!!!!!
Video Games
Madden-NCAA Football, Ghost Recon, Hit Man, Resident Evil, Splinter Cell to name a few.
Latest Status
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