EMTJUNKIE's blog: "My world"

Have u ever watched someone choke on there own blood? Looking at u gasping for air, blood running down there body and yours, doing what u can with what you have, all the noise and movement around stops and all your focus feels like your in slow motion, u feel the sweat dripping from your body, your eyes fixed on there eyes as u do what u can. But in the end everything u did sometimes is not enough to keep this child alive. people tell u u did what u could, but u wanted more. You hear the voices all around you, the screams of on lookers, the horror repeats its self everytime u close your eyes. You see there face everytime u close your eyes.

Welcome to my fucked up world