Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun!
1. All men I have been attached to... that being dating or whatever have been unavailable in some way... mostly I think because I know there is no risk there... I'm scared to death to be loved and to love, so much so that I would probably choose someone who I merely got along with as opposed to someone who pulled passion and desire out of me... because it's the safe thing to do. Being aware of that... I tend to avoid anything long term altogether... sad right? So I deny myself one of the things I want the most. :D
2. I am more tenderhearted than most would know, but unless you're really close to me you would never know. When I choose to love it's something that is constant and forever... I don't say it lightly as some do... tho I have been told I say it quickly sometimes... but that's because I am a person who feeds off vibes and impressions... and I LOVE YOU CANNI!!!!!
3. I love people, but if I was asked would I rather work with people or on my own I'd have to say on my own.
4. If I didn't have kids I'd be traveling all over the place... I would own nothing but the things I could carry with me and I'd be roaming whever... I just don't care for THINGS like some do, I have things and I enjoy things, but I'd rather be roaming all over and exploring places...
5. I love Kareoke, but for the first song or two I'm a wreck ... takes me a few to get comfortable... then it's GAME ON! and I don't care who is listening :P
6. One of my favorite tv shows of all times (OMG I'm admitting it) is 7th Heaven... (yeah roll your eyes)..
7. I'm scared my girls will miss out on things when it comes to not having a dad... that I won't be able to make up to them for it, and I always hold a lot of guilt for that... I worry no on could love them like they should be loved... it seems to be difficult for adults to have that unconditional, always there no matter how many times you scream you hate me, through thick and thin love for even children... most end up harboring resentment towards them if they aren't biologically theirs...
8. I am not afraid of death... not even the littlest way... it makes it a bit difficult for me to comfort people during times of death because even when it's someone very young I know that in most situations there is nothing we can do to prevent it, when it is our time, it is and even if we don't like it, if we accept it and celebrate the life that was here for a short time, and remember the good... then it's ok...
9. I love to swim, and I love the water, but my worst fear is drowning... or ( now it gets ridiculous) something getting me in the water...
10. I have always felt like the black sheep in my family... my whole life, like I just don't fit with my 3 brothers... we are there for each other and love each other... but there's just something... strange that's different... and it's always been there....
Indradragon... tho I'm not sure he'll do it!:P
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