FIERCERAVEN's blog: "writtings written by me "

the road of darkness...
she walks the road of darkness alone her head filled with lies broken promises that cant come undone a soul that's more wise a heart that calls out to him but never any replies he doesn't exist she knows she has tried a emptiness that fills her cold as the nite air worthless feeble scared alone doesn't care she is nothing without him he completes her makes her whole gives her meaning and life a heart a soul as she walks the journey alone to find this man she learns more about herself her place and where she stands until the day he takes her heart captures her soul and gets into her mind making her body his own she will walk the road of darkness and hope she makes it home

The chilling fears of darkness...

Sitting in the dark still night,Staring at a blank wall her mind and heart heavy.In a constant battle.Wondering which will win.Looking down two roads one she has traveled before leading her to places she wishes to never go again. The emptiness, cold, dead end that leads to no where. The other road leading her to risks,adventure, places she knows nothing of or where she will end up. She gets to the two roads not wanting to leave the one most traveled for fear that it may leave scars.She knows though she has to make herself happy as she sits by the sign and ponders.to go right or to go left? The decision is easy.The outcome of it all not so much.




The choice...


Smelling the fresh wound that has been open.He gently sneaks up on His prey.Taking her by the hand gently so she trusts him.He takes His lips and sucks from her delicate skin.The blood hitting His tongue giving Him a taste of her leaving His venom in her veins.The venom runs wild and rapid leaving her in haze.She doesn't know where to go or how to get help. The venom now taking over her body all she can think of is when she will see Him again.She knows He is the only one that can help her understand and has the cure for her illness. Everyday the venom continues to become stronger calling out to Him.She fights between her mind and her body.Does she risk it all and go to Him? or does she let it all go and let the poison continue to kill her slowly?


broken...

ashes to ashes dust to dust
burning this heart is a must
broken to pieces torn to shreds
people staring turning their heads
cried all the tears a girl can cry
watching the time as it flies by
dead to the world and all those around
the silence the echos of bitter sound
the love that was once has came and gone
removed from a queen down to a pawn
the pain so thick to much to bare
no one to listen no one to care

left to say...
lighting crashes as your life comes falling down being alone is such a painful sound turned away by many and liked by few breaking glass is the sound your heart makes as you ponder what to do running back to your cold dark tomb the only place you feel safe shaking with fear as you await your doom pain and anger rises as darkness starts to consume the light starts to dim as it all slips away in the end all you have is yourself what more is there left to say.


santanic thoughts

open the gates of hell let the power of satan present itself to you reach down inside yourself and unleash the evil let the darkness consume you and show the true force of evil the devil himself do you accept his power and the consequences of pure evil?


my world that is so dark

i watched the sunrise like it was my first time even thou this would be my last to see it shine for tonight i enter a world of forever dark as my maker leaves his final mark i awake from my death and look with my new eyes earing sounds of hurtful souls that have never ending cries as reality hits me that im immortal forever in time i will be forever in my youthful prime my heart racing as i lay here in the mud the hunger takes over as i crave for blood i know now what i must do to make this hunger go away for on these mortals i will make them my prey i will never age and never die i will tell you the truth i am now a vampire with blood forever in my eyes its hard to get use to your victims cries i have lived now for over four hundred years feeding on human blood feeling there pain watching there tears forever my life is consumed by an endless dark as i move from town to town leaving my blood mark ive accepted my live still remembering that night when my master left his mark im telling to the world so they will know about my world that is so dark

darkness will consume us all....


pain is my power...


sometimes i can not bare when people do not care ive always had people hurt me i keep on searching for the one that holds the key ive been thru a life of pain sometimes it feels like im going insane it feels like my heart has been stabbed with a knife i cant count how many times i wanted to end my painful life i just want somebody to love forever maybe then my life would be better as i stand on this ledge of the heart broken tower i realize one thing pain is my power.


tormented soul

what happens when there is nothing left to gain your faced with an endless life of toucher and pain it seems like everybodys out to hurt you your confused and have no clue what to do you find that one person you truly love and there is so much you want to say then with so few words your hearts broken and tossed away the pain rushes thru you as you feel your heart break you ask yourself why did this happen to me and how much more can my heart take? your soul empty and you still cry as u lay there with nothing but emptiness in your eyes you sit there confused on this road of pain and the whole time he is on your mind as you walk you try to move on and get on with your life but you cant cause of the memories of how close he was to becoming the biggest part of your life you wonder if its all a dream or a terriable nightmare but then you realize there is noone who really cares you never will be able to love again as every painful day takes its toll and in the end your left with nothing but a tormented soul

miss the way it use to be...

why cant you see how much you mean to me you are my everything when i look at you i see the person i should have been along time ago when i look into your eyes i see why i fell in love with you you give me hope and the courage to go on you are my immortality i need to see how much you love me to be able to go on i try my best to show you how much i love i try to tell you what i feel inside it took me along time to realize how to show that i love you when i looked into your eyes i saw how much you loved me the tone of your voice always let me know how much you cared you use to tell me how you felt you use to show me the affection that i needed you saw something inside me nobody else ever could you saw me for the person i could be you always wanted me to open up to you to tell you how i felt to show the love inside me and then i realized what i was doing to you and i woke up like a bolt of lighting hit me and as soon as i opened up to you you closed your heart to me i see nothing but a dark cloud when i look into your eyes there is a wall around your heart you stopped talking to me you stopped telling me how you feel you stopped showing me affection your voice cold and bitter ive tryed to talk to you but you cant see what im trying to say its like you cant believe a word i say you have shut yourself off to me maybe one day you will wake up and see the person your being and someday realize what you have lost maybe then our love can be set free....



hmmmmm.....

why is it when you act like yourself nobody likes you but when you change nobody understands and wont except it sometimes it feels like your all alone out there like theres nobody else that thinks or feels the way you do nobody can understand you and they make you feel like your always wrong sometimes you get use to how a person is and then all of a sudden they change and tell you they always been like this why is it when people need emotion and love its ok but when you need the same its wrong is it so wrong to need somebody to tell you there feelings or what they love about you or do you live in a world that you really dont fit or have no bizness being a part of maybe you shouldnt exist at all sometimes all you got is yourself it feels like everything you do or say is wrong if its done there way then its the wrong way and when you try to talk to them or tell them how you feel then they say your starting a arguement so how do you win do you be yourself or how they want you to be if you change will people still love and except you or just turn you away and send you off into total darkness how can you survive with nothing but yourself and the way you are just live one day at a time and see how things turn out and remember that sometimes your pain and your love for people is really all you will ever have??