Okay... I'm with a man... I did some pretty stupid shit on another website and became... well.... known there...
To the point that if I ever show my face again I'll get the boot immediately... So I took my "Fame" which I say is bull.. it's not fame it's groupies addicted to drama... Anyway.. I took my fame and recruited people to another site that I was on...
I had quite the following after all that happened... so I had no problems making my new home popular and I made my way up the social ladder to the point where people were making topics souly about me.... and even making me fansigns...
I eventually got together with the Admin there and he was a steady second to the "Infamous WeekendHuntress" I was promoted to Moderator before I was even asked practically.... then next thing you know I was promoted to Admin....
Okay fine.. I can deal with that.. I've been Admin an another website...
Well, things aren't always paradise here at home.. I admit it.... and I also admit that I have a quick temper.... the years of bullshit I have dealt with make me quick to spazz... anyways...
We got into a fight the other day ago because heaven forbid I wasn't his perfect fucking housewife... I was on the computer instead of at his beckon call... so as we were getting ready to go out for a walk he started whining about that.... whining is what he does the most these days... so I got fed up...
I took off my coat and shoes told my daughter to get out of her outdoor clothes and told him "You know what fuck it, you can go out by yourself if you're gonna be like that"
He freaks out and says "Like what? you're the one doing something wrong and I get in shit for it?"
Fuck you Buddy! Doing something wrong???? I was posting a blog that was nothing but a cut and paste story from CNN.com so it only took me two minutes to make the blog.... he went off and had a smoke in the other room as he was posting on his own website... and didn't bother getting ready... When my daughter and I were ready he was still sitting there smoking and posting!
Hence the reason I told him he could go on his own... I didn't need that bullshit...
So he starts pouting in the other room and I got sick of it.. I got my daughter dressed up in her outdoor clothes again and we left to go shopping... she needed new spring clothes so why not right then since I couldn't stand to look at his face....
He runs to the door like a hurt little puppydog asking where we were going.... he didn't deserve and answer.. I had nothing nice to say after his bullshit....
I got home and found out that he had demoted me on his website from Admin back down to Moderator... Sure.. and I'm the emotionally instable person... I walked away before I did something I regreted.. I went to cool down for a bit.. and he throws a tantrum and demotes me on a website I recruited most of the newer posters on...
So he wanted to feel a sting huh? I'm not one to bow down and walk on eggshells for those who only search for pity when things don't go thier way....
He has a second site that is based on both of us.. and I help get more content for the page.. I've been trying to promote it more often because it's not as busy as it once was... I took my pictures down off the promotional page... and I added a link to my own personal page for people to contact me there...
Low and behold the next time I went to his page I was Admin again... wow he changed his tune quick...
Anyway.. now that I'm back to being a nobody on a site where people don't know my other forum happenings... I look forward to being just another interweb page that goes unnoticed...
I rant.. deal with it...
It's a sick obsession really... I'm trying to grow out of it.... I'm trying to cure it....
You can see that I've posted one picture with my right foot in it....
Sure it's off to the side and all... but it's a start right?
I'll get better someday.... hopefully soon.... but for the sake of my left foot.... I'm hoping.... not too soon...
That is all
Katelynn
