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What are you waiting for?
For all the lonely heart's, that haven't a place...For all the soul's, with their slowing pace.....For all the sorrow, we're made to keep......I take to my knee's and gently I weep.........
For your heart that blacken's, that gently break's..For the core of your being that's saddened, hardened and that ache's...For this time your heart,which has lost it's beat,I slide in my shadow's and for you there, I weep.
Bella Dharq
I beg thee brush the soil from about my face,where ones whom reject my being has placed..
take my hand and pull me above hallowed ground, unwrap my soul which by cruelty was bound...
caress me as I need caressing, with a warm gentle sway,assure me my worries which plague me shall fade...
gently might you blow the girl a soft kiss,for loving lips, soft and warm, I do miss....
~Bella Dharq~
Dance With The Devil
Yes, I am bitter..Indeed, I am cold...Tis what happens at times you see,when thyn inner,the soul is sold...
There is no feelings of love to offer,theres not to be none taken..all my feelings for love and life,All forever lost,forsaken...
I have searched to find a way to love,but only without avail...for all that lay within this chest,is sadness and betrayal...
So once again my hand is taken,The Devil is whom I dance with...For he is the one whom twirls me about,The only one I romance with...
So say goodbye to this beauty,Loosen your thoughts of thee...For forever I will waltz with him,The dance of darkend eternity...
written by: Bella Dharq
A Faint Beat
Listen, do you hear the faintness of my heart as it dies..Feel it, the pulsing of my heart as it lay broken and denied.
Feed me, as my hungry soul is aching, is starving..Embrace me, for I'm cold for the warmth of belonging...
Still, I have no reason for reasoning..All alone, Im host to the chains that bounded me..
As I gaze, into the cold great dark yonder..I thrive for the day, that I live in my tomorrow....
written by ~Bella Dharq~
To whom it may concern...I hope that one day while your crossing the road....You get hit by a bus or a Transfer Truck, and your body somehow becomes entangled within the tire well..so your limbs and skin is scrapped and torn off by the assphalt until their nubs..andI pray your drug atleast a good mile before your lifeless corpse is detached and thrown to the roadside..where it rolls down an enbankment where vultures can go and slowly take small pieces of your fuckin' body and are fighting over your dangling eyeballs that they rip from your football shaped skull....and then when time and heat play their part, you become infested with blowflies which lay their larve inside you...so that you may become a beautiful maggot factory and pulsate and squirm with their life. My dream for you is that by the time they find whats left of you, your nothing but pewtrid refined slim of a soup and they cant put you in a body bag..but in an empty mayonaise jar because of your worth..and I also wish they bury it/you close to a septic tank...where everyone is reminded of what a "PIECE OF SHIT" you really were....But thats my wish for you. I hope I see a shooting star tonight!!!!
Love Bella
With her jaws locked tight,
in a vicious feed..
To satisfy her hunger,
to fullfill her need...
She tugs as she drinks,
as her inner is filled...
With eyes wild and glowing,
from the hunt, from the kill...
Licking her fingers,
not wasting a drop...
the killing continues,
till the struggling stops...
She raises from her prey,
and straightens her back...
Fixes her flowing hair,
of raven black...
Gently she wipes away,
the remanence from her lips...
Straighten's up her petty coat,
pulling it down towards her hips...
Walks down the alleyway,
to find another led astray...
She smiles and she winks,
ensnaring another with her sway...
Bella Dharq
Imprisoned inside what lays in ruin...
I crawl back within my shade...
drawing circles around my fallen soul
in the dirt there where it lay.....
Without my true love, I await for no other....
watches as the Ravens circle, are flying,
Shadows that are casted by the murder,
so beautiful, it leaves me in awe, crying...
I seek out the death of my lost love,
my heart which once pounded a thunderous beat,
but with every stone of hatred heartache casted,
took my breath with none left to keep...
All these faceless voices of beings,
that try to make me belong...
Feed me their lines one pill at a time,
till I feel nothing, numb, till the pain is gone...
Do they not see this is the way my heart beats,
as shallow as it is,
This is the life of a darkend chylde,
The way the girls life is lived....
I can not stretch my face to smile,
it's easier to weep...
I close my eyes in hopes of the darkness
will welcome me it's eternal sleep...
Might you tell me...where there's serenity?
Bella Dharq
The pop of a head when the axe hits it squared,
the sight of it's nostrils as they become flared...
The scent of its carcass as it starts to decay,
turning gray and matted as time rotts it away ....
See's no movement, yet movement i see,
the maggots are feasting and consuming thee...
Black feathers flying,while vultures peck the bone,
tearing you to pieces until your eventually gone....
the wind begins to howl and the sky turns to gray,
blowing her raven black hair about her face away ...
lurking for shadows to slip in and about ...
waiting to catch a morsel running around.
peering from the dark,tongue tracing her lips
from one corner to the next she quietly slips...
awaiting to have you within her tight grip,
to taste of your crimson shes awaits to indulge in a sip.
Bella Dharq
The sound of a morbid tune,
flutters about as it haunts her head...
waltzing about with her arms extended and curled,
her eyes closed, taking perfect swift steps....
Swaying slowly, back and forth,
with a fanciful smile drawn on her face,
Circular motion cast shadows,
within the rooms dark embrace....
Humming the inner tune so softly,
her head tilted just so,
wishing her loves shoulders there under her palms
leading the dance while the tunes within flow....
Bella Dharq
.....These time's, dark times......the saddest of times.
These thought's and dreams, that skip through my mind. My love ,my heart, find's a crack from within, so deep, it weep's and the heartache begins.
Must I ,live like, my lifes meaning was lost, waste not, want not ,we loved with a cost.....Mend not ,my feeling's...for they weigh with regret....For now ,I grieve of,the moment we met.......So now ,it's time, to live for a new day...To move past this time, from breaking away.........
Bella Dharq
