You know its funny where life takes you. You think you got a hand on it all and somehow you get knocked right back down. Take me for instance... I am 31 years old and I have been married and divorced, have lived in more places than I can count, traveled this country (without seeing anything I would have loved to)( my ex was a truck driver), was born in Mo but am currently living in texas (where I said I would never live), and am more confused than I have ever been in my entire life. I feel as though I am 100 years old. Everything in my life has been one drama after another. When does it all change? After I die maybe? I keep saying I need a break or a vacation but that just does not seem to happen. The question in my brain is when do I get a break? When does something good happen for me? I don't think that this is life at least not one I want to live. Oh brother!
