WHY CAN'T I BE THE PERFECT EVERYTHING YOU WANT ME TO BE
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME MOVE ON
WHY CAN'T I RID MYSELF OF ALL YOUR PAIN
WHY DO YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU
WHY DO I LET YOU GET TO ME
WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER TO BREATHE THE AIR THAT SURROUNDS ME
WHAT DID I DO TO MAKE YOU HATE ME
I LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY IN EVERYTHING YOU WANTED FROM ME
YOU HAVE TURNED ME EVIL AND COLD
IM DARK UNABLE TO SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY
THE HATE EMINATES FROM YOU
I HAVE NO TEARS TO CRY ANY MORE
THE HATE DRYS THEM UP
I WANT TO SCREAM AND BEAT YOU DOWN
I FUCKING HATE YOU AND ALL THAT YOU DO
AND I HATE WHAT I HAVE BECOME BECAUSE OF THIS HATE
A HATE THAT CONSUMES
SWALLOWS AND IS UNFORGIVING
HAND ME THE GUN ILL DO IT MYSELF
I WANT IT OVER
GONE
DONE
DARK
BURIED
ENDED
COMPLETE
YOUR SEED WILL MOVE ON
AS WILL EVERYONE ELSE
I DONT MATTER
ATLEAST NOT TO YOU
I DONT THINK I EVER DID
JUST SOMETHING TO TOY WITH
A PLAY THING
FOR YOU TO BREAK
SMASH
KILL
CONSUME
EVIL RAGES INSIDE ME
HOW COULD I HAVE EVER LOVED YOU
EVERYTHING IS FINE TIL I WALK THROUGH THE DOOR
THEN YOUR EYES GO BLACK
YOU HAVE NO SHAME IN WHAT YOU SAY TO ME
NAIL ME TO AN INVERTED CROSS COMPLETE WHAT HAS BEEN STARTED
JUST FINISH IT ALREADY
IM READY TO GO
HEAVEN CAN WAIT
IM ALREADY IN HELL
SPIRALING OUT OF CONTROL
LOSING THE WILL TO FIGHT
WHY IS ALL I CAN ASK ANY MORE
WHY????
