This evening i was looking ofr a blank disk when i came across a disk from 2 years ago..by the Great Spirit did i open it up..gahhhh.it was the photo's from my marriage and my tiome in Chattanooga with my now ex wife..gooooddddd....and so yet again i realise that we as a species seem to be on this path of self hurt..why do we do this who knows but maybe it is to teach ourselves lessons from the past..but my god does it seem to hurt even now..so what do we do we putthese things away and carry on..so maybe that is what we do ..we bare with it and just carry on but for me making do will not do anylonger..iam through with just making do...if you want something go outthere and get it..so thta is what iam doing..i am going to go out there and do my damndest to mke something out of nothing and create a world for me that is good and pure..and if thta means that something hasto give then so be it..but i will achieve something..and hopefully along the way i will find that special someone to share my heart with..
well thats all for now..
see you later
