Why the Deacon and Devil?
Hello there, if you are one of those who decided to come and look into my little dark world. Yes I said dark, and no I am not just another silly male gothic dude that thinks dark is wearing trendy clothing that happens to be dark.
So what is dark?
I think I was just like every one else before. I used to be one of those people who found myself alone at night, lonely a little...I dunno tormented.
There were so many things I was supposed to be, so many things I felt I needed to be in order to find that acceptence and so called Success in life.
Working, drifting, searching the internet alone for that little sweet moment of connection with some one.
I was never overly religous, but I am spiritual and feeling lost and alone was sending me down into my own abyss.
My own success was found in embracing that daker aspect of myself. I am not a soft modern man, I am not metrosexual, nor am I biased against any others style or ways. I am of myself, my own man.
That doesn't mean I am always arrogent or always have to be right, or even have the last word. I am my own man, I am comfortable with myself, so I need not judge others as critically as I would myself.
I just don't think we are ment to be sad and alone under the light of TV or monitor. I think that the cold little lonesome place can be pushed away and should be at every oppertunity!
We owe it to ourselves to have fun, to just say fuck it when we aren't sure and do the crazy little things, or big things,whatever makes the moment.
Do things in the realm of your discipline, but don't make disciplines that work away from your goal of joy.
submissives...find that there is joy in service. Not just the joy in being looked on kindly by those you serve, but in knowing that you did that which is pleasing and special.
Don't offer a drink, bring a drink that is small and welcoming, it is a offering of friendship, of thanks for their friendship. Their drinking the drink has nothing to do with your gift of it. It is your offering that is important, not their responce.
The more you put into the offering, the more it will mean to you to do it. Impomptu just because you treasure them.
