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What are you waiting for?
Everytime you turn the corner life will always be throwing something new at you, whether its good or bad or even unnoticable. Many times I look back on my life and look at the things that have happened in my life and I see mostly bad things. And many times I just think all this has happened and yet I still don't have anything to show for it, and then I begin to think that hey I'm only 20 and I still have many MANY more years and different experiances to live and many opportunities to blow and try to make up for. But then I begin to think if everything has been bad so far, why would the future be any different. One day I may be able to see the beauty of things in life but yet I just don't think I can at the moment.
Why can't life just be simple and easy?
I'm trying to find a place to live 'cause my family's house just went into foreclosure. Well I got a little money saved up and now everything just blew up. I need almost $2,000 to move in to an apartment and then I still need to get a car for transportation. And on top of all that the job I have is through a job service agency so I never know when they'll take me off the place I'm working at now, and if they do that it could be weeks before they send me to another job. Everything just seems to get over whelming from time to time and it just totally wears me out.
I'm writing this mainly just to vent, but if you want I could use all the advice I can get.
