Wickie's blog: "Random shit"

we spend so much time trying to find love. Why is it falling in love is so easy to do yet holding on is so hard. Why is it when love ends it's always one sided. The one who ends it moves on so quick, as if you meant nothing. While the heartbroken wish not to ever know pain like love again. Why didn't I try harder to understand. Why did we hurt each other so. Why can't we be that again. I know we wont I know we can't. Still holding on to all these feelings for you. Not knowing how to just let them go. Tried dating nothing works. They're simply not you. Can't seem to get that complete feeling, that feeling of utter happiness I had with you. No one compares to you. I know I need to move on forget the past. It's just so hard to only be friends with you. I write this not for you or for people to understand why it is I'm having a hard time finding someone. I write it for me, I write it in hope of finding closer to something I never wanted to loose. I love you and in many ways I always will.