Everythings so silent, so many feelings, i don't have a choice. Crying so softly, so i can't be heard. Everythings so confusing, every little word. Asking myself is this how i feel. Closing my eyes on everything real. Wishing and praying, wanting to know why i care for you, why i can't let go ?. Eyes filled with tears, heart filled with fear, mind so confused. Why do i love you ?. Everyon's told me, i can't feel this way yet i still love you. I don't really want to say goodbye. I don't want to leave you, but now i have to go away, stay away from you forever. What we had was very special but now i have to go and leave you forever.
June 31st 2008