I awake in the coldest of sweats
I look around all I see is eternal black
To get out of this bottomless hole I fret
Darkened fears of a spiritual attack
Try to slither my way through deaths threshold
But it never becomes
Now thinking of what it beholds
Feeling my soul leave, body so numb
Shooting agony from my hell up
Afraid of who or what I become
Am I dead to you , insane or what?
These incomplete reasonings
Come and get some
Now these deselate feelings of nothing
Fills my twisted , torched soul
Waiting for fate or something
Wheres my Angel let me know
Now out of earth in this wicked place
I drrop to my knees
Looking for that spiritual embrace
I cry with fear to my God, please
Tell me what I have done
and I will certainly except
Has this time of judgement begun
So many questions inside I have kept
Let me know my Angel if theres still time
Keep me with you , dont leave me so
For now I see this Grace is mine
Tell me how far to the gates, let me know
Oh God, where is the Angel assigned to me
Let the things that should not be
How far will this damnation go
My God have you forsaken my soul
Where's my angel tell me so.................
